It was silent as they cleaned up. It was silent as they wore their boxers and shirts again. It was still silent when they sat in the younger's bed with little space between them. As Taehyung stared at his hands and Jeongguk played nervously with his, the silence was still suffocating both.

Jeongguk sprang up out of nowhere and scurried to his desk. He hesitated but opened the second drawer and fished some of his drawings out. He held them close to his chest as he walked back to Taehyung, who was peering at him with questioning eyes.

"These are some of my recent drawings," he murmured, timid, as he sank down next to him. His heart pranced and his hands shook slightly when he handed him the first drawing. "I draw animated characters and faces and landscapes. I kind of draw everything, but my favorite to draw is animated characters and now... faces."

"Jeongguk, you're really talented," Taehyung uttered as he observed the drawing with glittering eyes. The moment the second one slipped into his hands, his brows went sky high, unable to hide his surprise. "Is this..."

"Your initials, yes," Jeongguk admitted. "It was the first thing I drew about you."

Taehyung's gaze fell on the date on the corner of the drawing. "This was before everything happened."

"I know," he whispered, head still ducked. "I told you, it was never just a crush with you," he trailed off as he passed him the next drawing.

"That's me!" Taehyung giggled. "It's so beautifully drawn, Jeongguk."

A small smile dangled on the corner of his lips as he gave them all to him, now feeling more at ease about sharing them.

Realizing that the next five drawings were all about him, a warm feeling nestled against Taehyung's heart as his eyes brimmed with fondness.

"It was never just about sex for me, Tae," he said in a hushed tone, sucking the older's gaze to him. "We just never really discussed what we are or what we're doing. And I guess it was a little hard for me to believe that you, a ridiculously beautiful, hot and amazing twenty-two-year-old man would ever want to be with me, a shy, awkward, little kid. And I was afraid to talk about it so I was just... savoring every moment with you." He glanced at him multiple times as he spoke but wasn't able to maintain eye contact for long.

"To be honest, it's a little hard for me to believe it too. That an extremely talented, beautiful, hot and amazing seventeen-year-old boy would make me get so attached to him. Wait, did I say adorable? Cute? Handsome?" Taehyung said, pulling a honeyed chuckle from him. His palm embraced his rosy cheek, and he gazed at his gorgeous eyes, sighing softly. "You are all these things, Jeongguk, and a lot more. And yes, you are shy and awkward sometimes, but that's what makes you the most adorable in my eyes. You are perfect in my eyes."

Jeongguk engulfed him in a tight hug, his arms lacing around his nape, as Taehyung's curled around his waist. "I'm sorry I made you mad before."

"No, Kook, I'm sorry for raising my voice. I'm sorry for scaring you." He placed a soft kiss on his head. "When I'm mad, I tend to raise my voice and say things I don't mean. When that happens, can you just tell me to stop yelling or something? And I promise I'll stop. It's just sometimes it happens and I don't even realize it."

"It's okay, Tae. I'll tell you if that happens again." He offered him a mild smile and pecked his lips.

"Good." Taehyung matched his smile, pushing him gently into the bed, and climbed over him. He stole sugary giggles as he showered his adorable face with loving kisses. "I could hear you laugh all day every day," he said between the kisses, causing the other to chuckle once again.

"You're so cute."

"Yeah, I'm not used to this side of myself yet." Taehyung snorted as he set his gaze on him. He caressed the side of his head and kissed his lips multiple times, both of them smiling.

"I'll never get enough of it. Or this, us," Jeongguk said under his breath.

"Me neither."

Silence swept over them as Taehyung buried his face into the crook of his neck and Jeongguk held him tighter. Words seemed useless at that moment since all they could think about was the warmth they felt in this tight hug. It felt perfect for both. It felt simply right.

"Wait, you know we're together now, right? I don't have to ask you to be my boyfriend or something, right?"

"Ew, no, that sounds so corny." Jeongguk cringed even at the thought.

"You like corny, though."

"Yeah, but that question sounds weird. I never liked it."

"Hmm, I agree. You're my first boyfriend, by the way."

"I know and I couldn't be happier." Jeongguk grinned as he yanked him into another bone-crushing hug. "Aren't you hungry?"

"To be honest, yes, but I think I need a shower now more."

"Me too."

"You can go first."

Jeongguk nipped at his lower lip as Taehyung slid off him, his eyes flickering with hesitation. "Or... we can take a shower together?"

"Are you sure? You said—"

"I know. But I want to try it. I haven't done that before."

Taehyung smiled fondly and cupped his cheeks before pecking his lips. "I have never done that with a guy. Does it count as my first too?"

Jeongguk giggled and gave him a string of kisses on his lips. "Yes."

And with that, Taehyung interlaced their fingers and led him to the bathroom.

They decided to fill the tub with water and have a little bubble bath. They stared at each other with delicate smiles on their faces as Taehyung pulled the younger's shirt off. Jeongguk did the same for him, and then both slipped their boxers off.

Being completely naked in front of Taehyung's intense gaze was still something Jeongguk wasn't used to. So he broke eye contact and got into the bathtub, his ass curving beautifully for the older to leer at in the process.

"Damn, you're so hot," Taehyung breathed out as he eyed him with lust-filled eyes.

Jeongguk felt heat spread on his cheeks as he twiddled with the soapy water, too embarrassed to meet his gaze.

"And the cutest little thing," Taehyung said with a soft chuckle as he joined him.

They sat across from one another with Jeongguk's legs on top of his, and he continued playing with the water, a goofy smile decorating his lips.

Taehyung regarded him through fond eyes and couldn't help but think how unbelievably adorable that beautiful boy was. Then, another thought popped up into his mind. He's mine. That amazing cute boy is mine. He chuckled almost inaudibly as he lowered his head. Have I really fallen for him so soon?

"What are you smiling about?"

"You're just an adorable, beautiful boy. My adorable, beautiful boy."

"Stop, you're making me embarrassed." He tittered as he covered his face with his hands in an attempt to conceal his flushed cheeks.

"Don't do that. Your face is too beautiful for you to hide it like that."

"You're always giving me compliments," Jeongguk mumbled as he finally dropped his hands into the warm water.

"I'm just stating what I see. You deserve them, anyway, and you better get used to it because I'll do it a lot."

"You're amazing, Tae."

"You're too far away," he whined as he made grabby hands to him, pursing his lips into a playful pout.

"Are you gonna grope my ass if I come closer?" Jeongguk teased, eliciting some throaty chuckles from him.

"Yes, and you're gonna like it."

"You know me well." Jeongguk crawled over and straddled him, fastening a hand around his nape.

Taehyung held onto his waist and pecked his nose. He painted a path of kisses on his cheek, jawline, and dangerously close to his lips. "How can you look at me so innocently and all I can think right now is that I want to fuck you?" he whispered against his mouth, his cock twitching at his own words.

"Fuck, you really should do that," Jeongguk said with a quaky voice as he felt himself harden.

Lips were pressed against his eagerly as hands traveled to his ass and squeezed it. Jeongguk moaned into the kiss as he opened his mouth more to give his tongue access, and Taehyung didn't waste a second to explore every inch of it.

"H-hyung," he whimpered as Taehyung moved to his neck and bit his flesh harshly.

"You're only calling me hyung when we're like this."

"Because it turns you on."

"Fuck, it really does." A guttural moan seeped through his lips as he swirled his tongue around his earlobe. "Can you get up and bend over for me?"

Jeongguk didn't have to be told twice. In one swift move, he was on his feet and bent over as he was instructed.

Seeing his thick ass on display just for him, Taehyung couldn't resist to spank him. He stuffed two fingers into his mouth, and Jeongguk welcomed them with zeal. He rubbed them over his tongue, getting them all wet and ready, and retracted them soon enough. He embedded a digit into his hole, basking in the harmonious, needy moans bursting out of Jeongguk.

The stretch was there, a slight discomfort was also there since he was still sore, but the one finger soon became not enough for Jeongguk, and he made sure to show it and beg for another one.

Taehyung threw one more spank on his round ass and squeezed a second finger into him. "You're so loud already, baby," he rasped, fondling his left asscheek, and scissored him open fast and hard.

"Feels too g-good, hyung, m-more," he pleaded, wanting to feel his cock tear him apart as soon as possible.

"Should I bring lube or are you gonna suck me?" He slowed down his movements as Jeongguk stood straighter and turned around to face him. He kneeled in front of him, and without wasting a second, he flicked the tip of his tongue against the slit and swallowed his erection down to the root.

"Fuck! You're so good for me." Taehyung grunted at the ecstatic feeling as his mouth worked freaking miracles on his cock. Jeongguk could only moan louder as he deepthroated him, and the vibrations had Taehyung jerking his head back. Why the hell do I feel like I'm gonna cum? Taehyung immobilized his head at his thoughts and pushed it back gently.

Jeongguk took the hint and rose to his feet to lean over the wall again. Two fingers invaded his entrance that only triggered his immense need for the older's cock. "Fuck me already," he choked out, fucking himself on his fingers.

"You're so impatient, hmm, baby?" He slapped his ass and guided the tip to his hole, rubbing it against it.

"Yes, hyung, please, ple—ah!" Jeongguk exclaimed as his cock finally split him open and filled him to the brim.

Taehyung remained unmoving, giving him time to adjust, but just a minute later, Jeongguk began pushing his hips against him. "Wait for a little longer." Although his eagerness always titillated him, Taehyung held him steady and stroked his back to mellow his pain.

Jeongguk groaned but complied; he drew a series of deep breaths, and another minute later, he sensed the pressure and burning abate. "I'm ready and needy."

"I can clearly see that," he snickered. He pulled out to the tip and drove into him, his hips slapping against his ass. A shroud of moans and choked sounds enveloped them as their bodies shuddered together. "You're still so tight, fuck," he said — he always loved the feeling of Jeongguk's tight, warm hole around him.

"You're so big, hyung," he said, his voice coming out broken and whiny by Taehyung's wild, constant thrusts.

"But you like it." He changed the angle in search of his prostate, and he smirked as Jeongguk's pretty sounds waxed soon enough. "You like my big cock inside your tight hole just like I do."

"Fuck, I do! I do, hyung—don't stop, t-t-there." He mewled and writhed and choked on his moans as the said big cock roughly rubbed against his walls, leaving them red and sensitive.

"Fuck, baby, you're so hot." He reached down to twine his fingers around his erection that was drenched with precum. He knew Jeongguk was close, and he was as well.

With only two pumps, Jeongguk reached his limits and erupted in whimpers as he came, his whole body jolting at the volcanic sensation.

"Will you be a good boy and swallow my cum?" Taehyung asked, voice gravelly, as the movement of his hips grew sloppier.

"Yes, hyung!"

With his permission, he slammed into him a few more times. He gasped out a frenzied groan as he drew back, and the younger quickly swiveled and fell to his knees. Taehyung pounded his cock into his mouth and released seconds later, tugging at his hair. "Fuck, fuck." He rolled his hips as he emptied everything into his heat, his legs trembling by the continuous moans around his throbbing cock.

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