Perhaps it wasn't meant to be
I fall in and out of love so easily
Maybe I never knew what was love to begin with
Maybe it's just something you learn to live with
Maybe I just never had the privilege
I never stood close enough to the edge
My walls were built to high
I never learned to fly
When you started to climb
I took it as a sign
I ran as far as I could
I hurt you as much as I could
Just so you wouldn't follow me in the fear
I swallowed in despair
Too afraid of the pain to give anything a chance
I never spared love a second glance
I was broken from the beginning
I don't want to start feeling
And so I hurt you, i know
But I was afraid and I needed to go
Far away where you wouldn't find me
Because I couldn't let go of what I used to be