Ok as I said...
No it's not what you're thinking I wasn't in a terrible fiat fight with my bully.
After a week I'm finally back at my third home; the hospital
It was just for a simple blood test although she missed my vein so had to wreck both of my arms so writing and drawing is sadly numb.
I'll be taking self defence classes since the potential threat of my bully getting physical.
She's a female dog.
My 'friend' is also a female dog.
Female dog to everyone who knows me from school.
Stupid rumours.
Anywhooo I'm still waiting for this thing called love...I actually had a dream last night that strangely Tom and Tord were fighting over y/n but I was y/n?
And we were on a road trip with me Tord and Tom being in the back seat with Edd and Matt in the front.
Tom wrapped his arm around me and I actually felt...good?
Safe? I'm not sure...something I haven't felt really.
It's as if y/n'S thoughts were placed into mine and I couldn't decide between the two.
Tord looked at me with sadness and even though I felt safe in Toms arms I couldn't help but want to be with Tord as well.
They started fighting of course but just as I was about to break them apart my mother woke me up saying I had 30 minutes to get ready...
So I also wrote this chapter and it was honestly ok but I deleted everything again since I didn't like how it went.

Toms POV
I stepped out of the room and rubbed my eyes a bit.
What made that noise...?
I heard y/n walking around in her room and I soon saw her step out with a long t-shirt.
It was oversized and I don't think she's wearing any shorts...
"Tord...?" She mumbles before opening her eyes.
......
Tord?
She...she's...
"No, Ringo jumped the whole flight of stairs." Tord reply's while smirking at me.
She turns and sees me then smiles and waves a bit.
"*yawwnnnnn* Hey Tom...what are you doing awake?" She says.
"What are you...?" I ask back.
She shrugs and points to him.
"He helped me to my room" she says while stretching with her arms up.
AhHHhHHhhhH!
"Put your arms d-down!" I whisper shout.
Her face turns a bright red as she looks down at her underwear.
"S-Sorry!" She whispers while covering her face.
I look back at Tord but her was already gone.
Y/n stumbles back a bit.
"Poor girl...you're just tired." I say while walking over to her room.

Normal POV
Oh my lord oh my lord oh my lord he's getting close!
If I back away he might think I'm scared...
"So." He says while wrapping his arms around my waist.
I move my arms up to his grey shirt and shove my face in his chest.
This?
This is the feeling I've wanted my whole life.
I felt safe and loved in his arms...
Then...I...
I let go and closed the door then took his hand and walked over to the bed.
"C-Can you stay?" I ask.
With only my small lamp lighting the room I could see him smile.
Tom nods before climbing under the covers with me.
The bed felt less empty...
I moved as close as I could towards him.
I can't help but feel terrible but amazing at the same time.
I love Tom...but Tord...and also Edd...sometimes love can be great.
Other times it can be what drives you insane.
He pulls me in more and hesitantly I hug him back.
"Goodnight princess..." he says.
"Goodnight tommy." I answer.

Flassshhhhbackkkk again.

"I can't be with you! You're the princess and I'm the monster! Go find a prince..." Tom says while crying.
Hahhh...middle school.
"Are those rules?" I answer back.
"Well..." Tom mumbles while looking down.
"I don't find you a monster!" I say while grabbing both of his hands.
"You're just saying that..." he mumbles again.
"Tommy." I say.
It's what I called him.
Tom looks up at me with his big black eyes.
"If you were a monster, you'd protect me right?" I asked.
"B-But monsters are scary..." he says.
"Well this monster is my monster, and my monster is beautiful." I say while pulling him into a hug.

End of flashback

This'll change everything...
I can't sleep with multiple guys I'll be a slut!
Bzz bzz
AHAHAHA THANK LORD.
I let out a groan to make it look like I wasn't uncomfortable about anything.
It was a message from Edd?
GREAT.
Tord saw me without a shirt.
Tom is hugging me in bed.
And now what does Edd want?
-Y/n...can you come to my room for a minute?
Sure, why'd you need me?-
-just please...
"Sorry Tom, I'll be back..." I whisper.
"No." He says while pulling me closer.
I giggle a bit.
"Tommmmm..." I groan out.
He sighs then let's go.

Toms POV
I watched her leave the room leaving me in her bed alone.
I can't believe after everything we've been through...I finally achieved something else.
I don't know what I'll ever do without her...
But...a few days ago Edd told me that he had feelings for her.
Who's next Matt?

Edds POV
She opens my door then closes it.
"Hey Edd whats the matter?" She asks me.
"I'm really sorry...I know you're tired but I need to tell you about a...dream I had." I answer.
I had another dream.
It scared me.
Really.
"Go ahead." She says while sitting on my bed.
"Well...you...you were replaced...and I didn't know where you were but...I needed you back."
"Need is a strong word..." she says while giving a sad look.
"Not strong enough." I say while intertwining my fingers with hers.
I think I could hear her heartbeat.
"Oh I'm sorry! I don't know what got over me!" I say while quickly letting go.
"N-No it's fine...continue" she says.
"And the girl that had replaced you was a real jerk...she talked badly about you and laughed at me for lik-" I interrupted myself.
"Liking...you...she flirted with Tom and fought with Tord and bullied Matt for who he was..."
She had a blush spread across her face.
"Jeez...uh...what a nightmare" she says while nervously giggling a bit.
...
"Please don't go..." I said.
I tried my best not to cry.
I can't picture a world without her.
"I..."

Normal POV
Those words echoed in my head.
I already knew my ending...
I already knew my story, my chapters in between.
Every sentence every word.
A lot of pages were ripped out of my book or scribbled over making the story a lot shorter and less understandable than others.
Wow ok...for improvising my heart just sank.
"Edd-"
What should I tell him...
This boy has loved me as well as two others.
They fell for the wrong person..
"I promise. I will never leave."
And get lied to everyday.
Edd wraps his arms around me and cries onto my shoulder.
But at least it makes them happy...

I didn't know if this is how the story should play out or not.
Sowwy I'm only human...