It's about to get sad.
Also, I do have a plan for this book and o do know how it's ending.
Soon too, but i won't stop writing obviously because I'm obsessed so I'll be creating a oneshot book where there might be some smutshots...but I don't know if I have the guts to make one.
All of my plans will be posted in the next chapter and yes it's all about spoilers.
So I might have to leave my detailed author points out and just keep the huge points.
Yeah I'll do that.

Normal POV
Tord held out one of my oversized t-shirt and...BLACK LACY UNDERWEAR?!
"Tord!" I shout.
"What? I said I would pick out some clothes for you." He shrugs it off.
I quickly grab it flustered.
My mother got that for me in case I ever found a lover.
Sure she was looking out for me but...I'd rather NOT.
I rush over to the bathroom gritting my teeth.
I wouldn't want to wake the others up, although....I probably did with my yelling.
I took the wet clothes off of me and hung them over the bathtub.
I looked in the mirror and sighed.
Maybe I shout try looking better.
Makeup...better clothes...better hair...everything that makes a girl feel pretty.
Because what ever I'm doing, it isn't working.
I can imagine my mother standing behind me with her hands on my shoulders as a cold shutter goes up my back.
'F/c bra? Really?' I can hear her tease.
My eyes fart away from the mirror and behind me but...nobody's there.
I wonder if she'd be proud, or maybe disappointed that I kept such a big secret from her.
Two boys are fighting for my heart.
If I weren't here they wouldn't be in danger.
Sure I saved Matt's life once but they've done so much for me...

FLASHBACKKKKKK (sad time.)

I was roughly copying down notes as the teacher spoke.
The others weren't but I'm sure the boys will ask to copy off of me anyways.
I giggle a tad.
"Something funny?" The teacher asks while slamming his hands on my desk.
I jump a bit and cover my ears.
"N-No mam..."
She lets out a huff before returning to the front of the class.
After a while the principal came in and whispered something to my teacher.
She gasped and covered her mouth before nodding.
"Y/n...you'll be heading to the office, I don't expect you to return too soon." I started shivering as I stood up.
Is it detention?!
After all these years up to high school I've never done anything wrong!
Edd looks up at me worried as I hesitantly grab my stuff and exit the classroom.
As soon as I open the office doors I'm greeted by my mother weeping.
"M-Mom?" I ask.
"Oh Y/n!" She shouts while pulling me into a hug.
"Mom what's wrong??" I ask shocked.
"Your father! *sniff* He has suffered from a terrible car crash!"
My eyes widen in disbelief.
"Let's go! I have to see him!"
I can heal him!
I can do if I swear!
The principal places his hand on my back before my mother nods.
"Y-Your father didn't make it."
".............no.."
I cover my mouth.
"This...can't...."
I push away from him and barge out the doors.
"Y/n! Come back!" I hear my mother shriek.
I run into class not giving a fuck who judged me for it.
The teacher didn't stop me from tackling the nearest friend (which happened to be tom) into a hug.
"Y/n! What's wrong??" He asks while petting my hair.
I just kept crying...
They were always there for me...

End of flashback.

I realize I've been staring at my figure in the mirror this whole time.
Tears start to fall out of my eyes as I start getting changed.
Stupid.
If I keep this up...I might harm someone or even me.

Tords POV
She walks out and I'm disappointed to see that her shirt covers her underwear.
"Tsk." I say while taking my clothes and walking past her.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHGG
Why?!
What the do people have against me??
Sorry I had to yell I took a break and I got sad.
As I enter the bathroom I notice the mirror..was punched?
Not enough to shatter it, just merely a crack large enough for the size of a fist.
My eyes widen more as I hear a small moan coming from above me.
Matt's room.
Oh crap.
I change quickly and walk out to see y/n on the floor in a ball with her eyes wide.
And Tom plugging his ears.
"So uh...who wants to sleep in the car tonight?" I suggest.
Y/n looks over at me with a relieved smile.
"Please." She states.
I help her up and grab some pillows and blankets.
"Got the umbrellas?" Tom Nods before opening the door.
Let the night begin.

Normal POV
The sleep won't be that long since it is 4am.
I pulled the seats down as Tord trough everything in.
"I can't believe we're sleeping in the car." Tom says.
"Oh sorry, would you rather sleep beside Matt's room?"
Tom let's out a small grunt.
"I wouldn't want the two of you alone in here anyways."
"Jee DAD." Tord says.
"Hey! That's daddy to you!"
My eyes widen before I burst out laughing.
I swear a spat everywhere.
I flop into the car before Tord suffocates me with more blankets.
"Hope you're not a bed hogger." He says.