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Tords POV
Matt reached for a tree branch to retrieve the pumpkin, it was the last thing we had to do.
The love confession?
It was just matt and the mirror.
"Oh shoot!" I shout as Matt falls from the tree.
Before I can catch him y/n is standing there perfectly ready the only problem is she isn't strong enough for him.
"OMPH!" Was all you could hear from that poor girl.
Everything is silent before matt realizes he didn't get off of her back.
"Oh my goodness I'm so sorry y/n! Are you ok?" He asks while offering his hand.
She grabs it and fixes her glasses.
"Yeah...I'm fine, are you ok?" She asks.
"Ok? I'm perfect!" Matt shouts.
Edd rushes over panting.
"How'd you get here so fast?" He asks.
She just shrugs and quickly changes the topic.
"Ok! Who's ready for some..." she pauses and thinks for a moment. Luh what's next?" Y/n asks.
"Pumpkin carving!!" Edd and Matt shout while raising their arms in the air.
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Edds POV
We finished with the pumpkins and it's about tome to watch a horror movie!
I'll be saving the pumpkin seeds for gardening.
Matt had carved his face, tom was unsurprisingly a music note, mine was Ringo,  y/n's was a flower, and Tords was some sort of symbol.
I really hope that y/n doesn't think I'm weird now.
It felt amazing getting that off my chest but now it's kind of awkward.
We took the bowl of candy that was meant for the trick-or-treaters and all piled up on the sofa.
Matt upside down, Me leaning against him, Tom slouched back, y/n laying her head on Toms lap and the rest of her body under Tords legs.
Sounds comfortable enough but our sofa barely fits four.
So I guess it was good that she was laying down over and under a few.
"Ok, how about...the strangers?" I ask while scrolling through Netflix.
"Ooh ooh the Blair witch is good!" Matt exclaims.
"Hm...what about happy death day?" Tord asks.
"It?" Y/n suggests.
"Hah. I bet you guys can't watch the entire movie of 'the nun'" Tom states.

Toms POV
I felt y/n grab the bottom of my hoodie a little when I mentioned the movie.
Ding dong
Y/n jumps up, her wing getting stuck under Tords ass.
"I'll get it!" She says while grabbing the candy bowl out of Edds hands and rushing to open the door.
Both me, Tord, and Edd shoot our heads around to make sure she's safe.
"Twick-ow-tweat!" Two kids shout in unison.
"Awww...Who knew I'd be meeting wonder woman and the hulk today?" She says in a sweet calming voice while crouching down.
"Woah!!! Mommy it's an angel!" The little boy shouts.
"That's nice sweetie, now hurry up." The mom flatly says.
"Are you real...?" The little girl whispers.
"As long as you believe." She says while winking.
"Here, you guys can choose what you want, it's your reward for saving the day all the time." She says while tilting the bowl a little.
"Who knew she was so good with kids..." Edd says.
Is it weird that that made my heart melt?
I mean look at her!
It's as if she's the mother...
Nope nope nope!
She doesn't even like you that much!
"Goodbye! Have a great Halloween!" She waves at them as they walk away.
"Bye angel!" They shout in unison.
She takes a deep content breath before turning out way.
All of us look back at the tv Immediately and keep scrolling.

Normal POV
I hope I wasn't too loud, maybe I annoyed them.
"Sorry guys," I say while returning completely human behind the couch then heading right back to my spot. Tords ass is bonier than it looks.
"Woah where'd you costume go?" Matt asks.
"Oh I threw it up the stairs, I'll get it later. So what are we watching?" I ask.
"The nun!!" Matt shouts.
I love the opportunity of having the love of my life laying on me as she's petrified of a horror movie, gives me a chance to hold her.
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Normal POV
...Let the wars begin...
Matt fell asleep, and Edd was too interested in the movie.
Me being on top of Tom and under Tord, I knew something would happen.
Tom started running his fingers through my h/l hair.
Then Tord got a little weird for my liking....
I just remembered when Tom and Tord kissed on my first book XD
He on the other hand started rubbing up and down my leg.
F-Friendship thing right?
I flipped over to my side so I could have my backs facing them.
After a while...I had the urge again...the urge that I've avoided for a while now...
"Sorry guys, I'll be right back." I say while slipping out of the comforts of my most trusted loved ones...
"Where are you going?" Tord asks.
"Bathroom, don't worry."
You should worry.
Instead of turning down the hall, I rush straight into my room and silently shut the door.
Soooo I'm re-editing this and I don't know where my mind was when I made not only this entire book but all of the last one too. So I'm terribly sorry.
It's as if my old self was coming right back.
After everything I experienced a lot of change, I'm prepared to fight now, I'm not that shy little peep I started off as.
I reached under my bed and pulled out a small box.

Trigger warning sorry...I was going to take everything out about it but it goes into the next chapter and such..skip it if it will trigger anything please.

Carefully, I pulled out my blade and examined it carefully.
I took a long deep breath for feeling the satisfaction of holding the cold metal object.
I untangled my earbuds and blasted my music all the way up feeling as if I was the only person in the world. I let my wings freely spread and moved my hand down to my thigh.
After feeling my body tighten...
I run the blade across my skin, not enough to cut though.
Something was scaring me.
Was it because my back was faced to the door?
Would it even matter if someone came in? What would they do?
I took a deep breath.
This time I actually pierce through my skin.
It brings me so much relief yet so much guilt.
Again.
And again.
And again.
I look at the words scarred onto my arms and wonder how nobody notices them.
I don't want to end my life, it's just started to get better...but old habits can't die hard..
Through all my wincing and the loud music, I felt hands grab my wrists and pull them on ether side.
I open my eyes to see Tord kneeling in front of me pulling my earbuds out, Tom holding me back, and Edd grabbing the blade away.
When I hear everything around me, everyone is in a complete panic.
"Matt get a wet towel!!" Edd shouts while examining all the blood with fear. I didn't even cut that deep...I I don't remember putting so many..
Toms heart beat was placed against my back.
Tord was wiping my tears away even when they kept coming.
I don't understand..where did the time go....why am I so...dizzy..