I GOT SAD.
Last week I went to school for the whole 5 days with only 2 crying moments!
That's an accomplishment for me, once again I know I mention it a lot but since my friend...that was the first time going to school for more than 3 days, and today I'm not there.
And I was taking a reading break from writing and I saw a cool new Eddsworld x reader book but there were 2 suicides at once...let's just say it's not my cup of tea. I cried making that other one and honestly I don't know why I did but I did?

Normal POV
Stupid.
At least my eye isn't swollen or anything.
I went to step out of the bathroom but I felt something stop me.
I slowly back up then look in the mirror.
Nows not that time to be sad!
Don't judge yourself idiot!
I follow my face shape down to my chest then my stomach.
I tightened my hoodie to see my curves then drew my eyes out of the mirror and down to my legs.
Nothing.
I tighten the material more as if this could change the way I look.
"Y/n?" Tord asks while entering the bathroom.
"AH!" Should then jump back and fall into the bathtub.
"How long were you there?!" I shout.
"I...followed you up to see if you were ok..."
I cover my face.
"Do you...are you insecure?" He asks while offering his hand.
"Don't act like you don't know. I hear all four of you talking about my diet. And my secrets. And even talking about keeping sharp objects and pills away from me!"
Tord steps back a bit.
"I'm not naive." I state.
His face was clearly hurt.
I'm starting to realize everything I said.
"No....wait Tord I'm sorry!" I say while helping myself up.
They're just worried about me...
He pulls me into a deep hug.
"You're beautiful...."
"Then why don't hugs heart me."
"What?" He asks.
"W-Well girls...when they're laying flat on the floor or or hugging....you know they..."
"What's that? I don't understand~"
"Don't be a jerk." I reply.
"Y/n. Your chest size doesn't matter to me. It's your personality and your looks are just a bonus!"
I felt my heart skip a beat.
Sure it doesn't matter to him...but I hate my body.
I hate it.

I gotta speeeed things up.

"Y/n...you're incredible..." Tord mumbles to me.
"Y-You're just saying that..."
"Guys hurry up this tree is heavy!" Edd shouts.
"I'm not though..."
"We should go help Edd." I try to change the subject.
"This is more important."
"I'm not important!" I shout again.
Once again I cover my mouth and rush out of the bathroom.

Tords POV
That poor girl doesn't understand...
But like they always say if you love someone let them go.
I hate that saying with a passion if I love someone I'll hold them forever.
I walk out to find the tree put in a corner.
Tom looked grouchy as ever.
"Orta -Choo!- ments!" She cheers.
"Lights first silly!" Matt laughs out.
"O-Oh right!"
I sit on the sofa next to Tom as the three start wrapping the tree.
I really hope you understand this part.
Y/n steps back to look but trips over a wire causing her to fall and hit her head.
"Are you ok??" Edd asks while turning his back to the tree.
"AHHHHHH!" Matt shouts as it catches on fire.
Matt jumps in Edds arms and tree falls on Matt.
Y/n gets caught on fire and starts screaming while rolling around.
She stands up now free of the fire but she's tangled in the lights and falls onto me.
I gladly catch her.
Everybody just stares.
"AHHHH THE TREE IS ON FIRE!" Edd shouts.
Y/n drags Tom out with her free hand with all he has to say is:
"lame."
I rush and grab a bucket of water and throw it on the tree.
Y/n starts wobbling since she was literally tied up in the lights.
"Fudgecakes!" She shouts before falling again taking Matt and Edd down with her.
Tom let's out a small laugh.
"I think I'm starting to like Christmas." He states.
I let out a groan then help y/n up.
"Ya know, for a hentai character you'd be perfect."
Her face heats up the colour of my sweater before attempting to kick me.
But she can't move her legs.
Haha.
I win.
"Perv!" Tom shouts while taking her out of my arms and spinning her around.
"Besides. She loves me more." He says while placing a peck on her lips.
"Matt I think you broke my spine..." Edd groans.
Matt gets up and lifts Edd with him.
"Want a Cola?" Matt nervously stares.
"I'm an idiot..." she states while tugging at herself to try to get free.
"Wait!" She looks outside to see there's daylight.
"I need to be somewhere!" She shouts.
"Please!!!!! Help me get out!" She shouts.
"On one condition." I state.
"Yes?!" She shouts.
I lean into her ear.
"Meet me in my room when you get back~"
Her eyes widen before she hesitantly nods.
It's a win win for me, I get to touch-
"Tord hurry!!!" She complains.
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Normal POV
I've missed so many times!
I rush up the cliff.
Please be there!
Thank goodness it's only lightly snowing, we still get to see the sunset!
As I reach the top I see Paul sitting there smoking.
"H-Hi!" I say.
He jumps a bit then turns around quickly.
"Y/n!" He shouts while standing up and tackling me.
He planted small kisses on my face.
"Paul!" I shout while giggling.
"Where were you?!" He shouts nervously.
"Got caught up....with...a lot."
"Well let me hear it all." He says while helping me up.
I explained everything wth the yellow army and whatnot.
"Yellow?!"
"M-Maybe I wasn't supposed to talk about that.."
"No! Me and Patryck and one other are assisting boss for the meeting."
"That much backup?" I say.
"Why of course! In fact I think he might even ask you. It's great to have some magic there."
I nod.
"I hope Bo- Tord...gives the army winter uniforms this year, last year we had to cut the budget."
"Wait really?! You had to patrol in the cold weather?!"
"Wasn't that bad, I have this red turtle neck on underneath." He says while pushing his jacket over a bit.
I reach out to touch it.
It's so soft!
"What about your butt?" I ask.
"What?" He reply's while laughing.
"No! I mean from the snow! Doesn't it get PFFTT-"
I fall over laughing.
"Doesn't your butt get wet?!"  I shout during my laughing fit.
"Just as much as yours does, well it might be your whole back now."
"Holy crap I'm so getting hypothermia!"
Wow I have a dark sense of humour.
I stand up and ruffle his hair before resting my chin on it.
"So goes Patryck-"
"Did you piss yourself?" Patryck asks from behind me.
I jump and cover my butt while looking up to him.
He's so freaking tall!
"N-No I-"
"I was just teasing."
"Jeez I haven't seen you in forever!" I say while wrapping my arms around him.
His breathing hitches.
I pull away to see his red face.
"Out of al the girls I'd love to see after a few years I'm glad it was you." He smiles a bit.
"Oi! Stop flirting with her."
"Why are you jealousssss?"
Oh not them too.
I always thought Paul and Patryck would be perfect together.
In fact!
"Guys come closer, I want to share something with you!" I say.
They exchange a look before huddling in.
"Ok ok promise not to hate me?"
"Wed never!" Patryck confirms.
"Good." I hold a mistletoe above the both of them.
They look at eachother.
Then back at me and each pecked my cheek.
"Wha- that's not how- you can't-"
"Can't what?"
I'm speechless.
I let out a sigh of defeat as my phone starts ringing.
Eduardo?
"Hold on guys."
I walk a few steps away and turn my back to them.
"Hello?"
"It really does look like you peed yourself!" Patryck shouts.
"Stop staring!" I shout back.
"Y/n!"
He sounds like he's in trouble?
"What's wrong are you ok?!"
"No! Edd and his idiot friends are setting our house on fire!"
I turn my attention to our neighbourhood to see Tom using a Tord and Tom fighting with FLAME THROWERS?!
"HOLY CRAP! ILL BE DOWN!"
"Down?" He asks.
"Yeah!"
I hang up and smack my face.
"Guys..."
"Mhm?" Paul asks.
"I'm going to have to cut this ruining short, Tord and Tom are setting fire to...everything." I say while pointing to my house.
They don't seem astonished.
"Well we'll be up here trying to watch you figure out how to stop that." Patryck says while shrugging.
"Right..."
I looked down at the cliff then smiled.
"See you all later!" I shout before rushing back down the hill.

Jon's POV
"Uh Guys?" I say while tugging on Eduardo's shirt.
"What?!" He shouts at me.
"Is it me or is that y/n coming from the cliff?"
She starts running as fast as she can towards us.
"What the fu-"
"Guys!" She shouts clearly not seeing the three of us there.
The two turn their attention to her and stop everything.
"Y/n!" I shout.
Lights grow upon the road.
I squeeze my eyes shut.

Tords POV
Use only if to save the red leader, a soldier, or yourself.
Use minimally and away from humans.
I'm glad she followed that rule instead of just simply dying.
She starts coughing and waving some smoke away.
"WHAT THE HELL?!" Eduardo shouts.
I walk over to her and pat her head.
"You can open your eyes now."
She slowly opens them then covers her mouth.
"What did I....just do...."
She pushes me away ten rushes to the drivers side quickly opening the door.
The airbags were out.
I witness more of her powers each and every day.
"Mam! Wake up!" She shouts while shaking her.-
"Oh gawd no!"
She starts crying.
Y/n moves her finger to her neck to check for pulse before trying to lift her up.
"You two. Bring her in and clean up the mess you've created, there's no damage to the car...so I'll just fix up the airbags and park it."
Tom and I nod.
"You three never saw anything."
She looks up to the cliff and gives a thumbs up.
There were two figures...do I need glasses?!
We began carrying the girl.

Patrycks POV
"What an idiot. If she just would've looked both ways." Paul sighs.
"I've never actually seen her use her abilities before." I say.
"She can also heal and look into the future. It doesn't seem so bright from what I've heard from her." Paul explains.
I look down at the scene as she gets off of her knees and grips her head.
"Should we go check on her?" I ask.
There's some yelling from the three other boys.
She just sits there and takes it while slowly letting go of her grip to her hair.
"Maybe before anything happens..."
Paul agrees.

Dramatic plot twist? Nothing out of the expected when it comes to my fanfic...BUT it's another girl in the house who doesn't quite understand personal boundaries ÒwÓ