Yeet.
I'm desperate, I wish I had a gf/bf or a first kiss so I could have something other than a fantasy to be happy about.
Literally I live in the fantasy world 24/7.
Also I feel super super uncomfortable writing certain things.

I placed my hoodie in the dryer and blow dried my hair. Wrapping the towel around me and peeking my head out into the hall. Tord was leaning against the wall for support but facing the other direction.
So I quickly rush out and fiddle with my door knob to get it open. My hands were still wet causing a loud squeaking noise, Tord turns around and his eyes widen. My heart starts racing as I finally get the door open and fall in.
"Y/n wait!" Tom shouts.
I shriek and slam the door.
"Let me in please." He says a bit angrier.
What is happening in this house?!
"Let me get dressed..." I say while rushing for clothes.
I pulled out a white hoodie that was way too big for me, jean short-shorts, and white thigh high socks.
I placed a white flower crown in my head that I had created out of fake flowers. Placing my glasses and star necklace on, I open the door.
"That took a while."
"You caught me at the wrong time" I say while bringing all my hair to my left side.
"Supper will be ready soon then we'll go out, I need help setting up the tents."
He sounded kind of pissed for some reason...
"Oh ok"
Before I can finish my last word Tom began talking again.
"But we can wait another 5 minutes."
".....ok....?"
He leaned in the door frame and didn't break eye contact with me.
He was blushing and humming along to an unknown song.
"D-Do you want to come in?" I ask breaking the silence.
He snaps out of it and smiles.
"Yea sure."
Not like I was gonna leave anyways. I can picture him saying. He closes the door and sit on the bed where I pat. He keeps humming that...song.
I really don't know what to say. Tom kept tapping his finger on his knee, his posture was completely straight, something was bothering him.

-Toms POV-
Just kiss her!
Matt I swear I'll kill you.
She looks up and me and I look down at her.
She started blushing when she caught my gaze.
"I'm sorry!" She shouts while looking away.
"Why...?"
"You're eyes are just so......."
"Weird?" I ask.
"Beautiful..."
She keeps staring without the knowledge of why they're black.
"Anyways!" She shouts while covering her face and flopping in the bed.
"Come on and kiss the girl~" Matt sang from the other side of the door.
Y/n jumps up and stares at it with wide eyes.
"Matt!" She shouts while throwing her pillow at the door.
I laugh at her frustration and make a...Tord move....
I lift her chin and lean in.
Please.please.please.please.
I beg you don't make this awkward.
Lips are softly pressed against mine, she starts to lean in more.
I also lean before breaking it and opening my eyes.
She stared at me shocked while blushing.
I JUST STOLE HER FIRST KISS.
She smiles and hugs me tightly.
Beet that commie.