"Wow Kacchan you're so cool...!"

"Look! Nana has a quirk!"

"Hey Nii-san, you really are my hero!"

"Hey Izuku! Hurry up!"

"I wonder what will your quirk will be.."

"He's so cool! Once I get my quirk, I wanna be like him, too!"

Ｂｕｔ。。。

"Give it up kid, you're quirkless"

--

I laid there lifeless, no light or hope would be seen in me. If you could read my mind, you would be in tears right now.

"Hey guys? Did you heard Izuku is quirkless?"

"What? Really? Lame."

"Did you know that Izuku's name can be read as 'Deku'?"

"Wow Bakugo! You can read?"

"Of course! And Deku means useless, someone who can't achieve anything!"

Murmurs and insults were all around the caretakers, kids, and my friends that are now...not my friends. Kacchan and his slaves would bully me, rejecting me as if I was some unwanted toy. Well..I was.

The caretakers would have some favoritism in us children, each one of them, all but me. Kids wouldn't befriend me and would just avoid me, just to stay cool and keep their reputation safe.

Ever since that day, my eyes were wide open, not literally, conscious of what really the world is, that life is unfair, that the world is just like this.

Every single day was torture, the cycle would keep on going. Kacchan would allow me to tag with them in his 'puny and childish' adventures, but it wasn't out of kindness, it was for entertainment. They would keep on degrading me, showing to me that they could do cool stuff with their quirks, whilst me, nothing.

All of them are cruel

They can just all die

They all were show-offs, self-centered and selfish. All but one.

A petite hand was offered in front of me. Without further a do, I looked up and saw her. And that her is my younger sister, Izuki.

"Hey Izucchi! C'mon, I wanna play. Could you show me your cool skills and heroic stunts?"

She is the only one who was outstanding of them all. Despite of her knowing I was quirkless, despite of her just being a child like any other, she was unique. Almost exceeded the word 'quirky', fitting for the 80% of the world's population.

She is the only one who supported me and accepted me of who I am. The only one who I could love and cherish like my mom. I don't know what to do without her, because without her, I would be lost in this world. I don't know where I could be, maybe in the dark doing bad things or in the bright side where all my pain subsides.

She would go and listen to my rantings, her eyes would beam whenever she would be astonished of what I wrote in my hero notebook analysis.

I didn't care if Kacchan would bully me, I didn't care if I was the enemy of the whole world. Because she would be my inspiration, like how I am to her.

How happy it would be, if it would stay like this. Mom smiling and taking pictures of us, me doing hero stunts, why? Because even though I'm quirkless I was motivated to be a hero, whilst she was pretending to be a villain, and mom still being a hostage. She would always smile and give a toothy grin even if she loses.

Her happiness is what I value.

Heck, I would even do anything for that, even kill.

Wait, what am I saying silly!

I wouldn't be happy without her. Well I mean, what could go wrong?

--

"She's gone"

And that's where it goes downhill. Everything

"It's...my fault...." He said with shame, shame that would have been with him from the start, which he didn't showed, because of the egotistical jerk he was, this is what it led to.

I was completely speechless

"It's because she wanted to prove that she was cool..."

I was frozen

"She wanted to be cool...so she can prove me you were cool too...!"

I was numb

"Tsk.....it's all....my fault....." He was full of regrets as he balled up his fists, gritted his teeth, standing in front of me. Instead of being the prideful jerk he was, he was now ashamed in front of me, the loser who was ashamed of myself back then.

I clicked my tounge in annoyance. I quickedly grabbed Kacchan's shirt collar. "What do you mean? Your fault?" I coldly asked. Eyes were dull and dark. I don't know what had gotten to me, but I didn't care.

I scoffed. "That's so unlike of you, Kacchan. I ask you once again."

I turned back to Katsuki with a face with full of rage. "
"What do you mean?!" I yell-asked him. No tears were threatening to spill down from my eyes right now and there. N o n e.

--

Middle School

A light blue haired man dressed up in all black with his hood, suddenly appeared. "Huh? Who are you?" The sludge villain asked the man, earning a creepy laugh erupting from him. "Ha..Me? I'm just here to retrieve what our boss wants."

"Whatever, I'll just kill you first then this kid!" The villain itself extended it's goowie self and it zoomed to the hooded figure. It swallowed the hooded figure's lower body, him struggling. "It's no use. You'll die-"

"Yeah yeah, how annoying." the man bluntly said and touched the goowie villain, making it crumble to pieces. I stood there dumbfounded.

The man just dusted himself, complaining on how disgusting that crap was. He then walked towards me, while I took a step back. "Woah kid, don't worry. I'm here to take you to someone." I narrowed my eyes. "He said he would grant you pleasure. If you want, meet me in this place."

Before I could ask, he disappeared. I sighed. Then continued walking. I have nothing to do anyways...

Then there where my idea popped

If I can't be a hero...why not be a villain? That's great! I giggled to myself.

Yes yes, be a villain! Prove those losers and show-offs who's the winner!

A voice said in my head,

"Wha?! Who are you?!"

The voice chuckled darkly. I'm you but evil, dummy! I'm here to help you become cooler, even cooler than Kacchan! I wanted to kill him and tear him apart ever since he lost her!

I grinned, it was new. I didn't know how it looked on my face. Lame? Pathetic? Ugly?

I took out my phone and saw myself, grinning sadistically.

See? If you're a villain, you can do whatever you want! You will be able to see Kacchan's face when he sees how strong you are!

Giving in, I nodded still with a grin on my face. "Sure, glad to be working with ya."

....

Then there where it started.

I  s h o u l d  h a v e  d o n e  t h i s  b e f o r e

I got the number one hero's trust on his quirk, after saving Kacchan. I was able to fool them, how funny! I did come back to that tunnel, and started working with the man who I learned to be Tomura.

T h e y  s a i d  q u i r k l e s s  o n e s  c a n ' t  b e  a  h e r o

I started killing and torturing people, at first I would hesitate but I got used to it. The voice in my head disappeared, as he and I became one already, wanting and doing the same thing. I would give a sadistic grin, chuckle darkly and smile a sinister one, everytime I do this.

My boss was All for One, a super villain who used to kill all the Symbol of Peace. Me learning All Might's secret, told him everything, even getting the quirk One for All. I trained so hard everyday, and would do missions the boss would give. For All Might said I was the next Symbol of Peace, hah, lame, more like I'm the one who's going to destroy this passing thing and there will be no Symbol of Peace, I will be the Symbol of Fear.

He put me in the mission where I would be undercover and gather intel from the heroes' doings, what they will do, since All Might was teaching the hero course, he would be anywhere the class would be.

Meaningly I would be going to U.A, the number 1 and prestigious hero school in Japan. This time, I was so happy, excited. Excited to get revenge on those people who slapped reality to my face.

B u t  . . . t h e y  d i d n ' t  s a i d  w e  c a n ' t  b e  a  V I L L A I N . . . Right?

--

The time came where I got One for All. Eating the disgusting piece of hair the Symbol of Peace gave me, fuck Symbol of Peace, more like Symbol of Shit.

There then I came to the entrance exams, and what do you know I met a round faced girl who was so kind, and it made me sick. This guy who was consulted to EO ever since he was a child and got glasses was so annoying, even complaining on how I was disturbing.

And the worst of all is Kacchan. He was seated next to me, how can this day get any worst.

I wasn't able to kill robots because of those hero wannabes. I clicked my tounge in annoyance many times. Until the 0-pointer came. It was easy to be honest, I punched it with one blow after jumping in the air using One for All in my legs, breaking them, and my whole arm for destroying the big robot. How pathetic of them to able to kill small robots, but can't even kill one big boss?

Great but worth it.

After being healed by the old hag aka Recovery Girl, we were sent home. I was telling to boss of how it all works. He congratulated me then gave me a quirk of regenaration, where everytime I would use my quirk, the damages would heal, even if I cut my whole arm, it would work in a blink of an eye! He said even if the injuries was major, even if I was stabbed in the heart, or shot in my head...I'll live.

I'm invincible, yes.

All of those memories flashed back to me. Of how I was so bored in my house, to how I met her again. I was so surprised! But was angry at the same time.

He was touching her

They were surprised too and tears came out of her puffy eyes and her nose was red.

Let go of her, get your dirty hands off what's mine...

She hugged me, thanking God for how she finally found me. And I was glad too, able to have her in my arms. She was happy again, by my side, she was alive the whole time and I knew it! Now you're here, I could now see your smile.

7 billion smiles, and yours is my favorite

I would vow to protect you, and I won't fail again!

Oh Izuchan, what would happen to the world if you were dead?

Heck, I'll destroy the great fate everyone hopes for.

After that one day, spending time with her, I know that I was receiving one glare from a person, and that person is Todoroki Shoto. The youngest son of the number 2 hero aka Endeavor. (He was the one in chap 3 who was jealous if u didn't know)

Hah, pathetic. Even if you hero wannabes think you're stronger than me, you're wrong, for I am just playing this whole act.

I don't care anyways.

--

"Hey Izucchi, where's mom?"

"Oh mom? W-well it's sad.....she's been hospitalized.."

Yes. Mom was hospitalized! Why? Only if you knew, Izuchan!~
I guess I should tell you now huh? Yes, I lied to her, I lied to you. Mom wasn't hospitalized in the first place, but it came to the time I mad a reason for her to be hospitalized.

She was fine physically, but well now? Not anymore, she is resting. She was so annoying to me and if she could control my mind, I could control her life.

She was saying she's losing hope, crying everyday that just slaps me in the face that you was dead. But no, being the hard headed I was, I didn't believe her, but holy shit, my mind was giving in.....

That's why I got rid of her~

I killed her, I killed my own mom! She was saying you were dead but....! So I wanted to get rid of that thought, and I did, as I got rid of her. Man, I hate lying to you....wait...I wasn't lying... She's was in the hospital, Don't worry, she's taking a rest now. I almost killed her after the first day! I wanted to but I decided to find out if she would survive! Because I proved to her you weren't dead, and she said that I should be in the hospital.

And how ironic, the roles switched, she was the one in the hospital, then died. Turns out she didn't survived, sorry mom, I couldn't hold it in~

No guilt, no sorrow, my conscience is clear.

I know she's one of the important person in my life, but no. She just supported me when she knew I can be, she's given up on me in the first place anyway, you were the only one that haven't give up on me.

Still....I don't know what will happen...if I tell you my secret. Would you turn against me or be in my side? Would you support me or give up on me like everybody did? Well my anxiety is kicking in....I just hope...hope.

I hope I don't do something bad in front of you.

Why?

Because knowing me that I saw you away from me with that smile I wanted to protect isn't in your features....

Without you I don't know what I would do.

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So basically since I wanted to expose him now, I showed yall what happened to him and what he was hiding, I hope u enjoyed this chappy! And if you have been confused, or I have mistakes, tell me. You can pm me if U have questions or suggestions! Keyword : I F

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