Mayank's POV

"To ye hai tera na jayz aulaad Mayu ?" Tilak teased pointing at Masha.

"Nobody made child before marriage in our clan except your brat child Sundeep!" My aunt hissed at my mom.

"I won't let someone take part in my mother's final rites who escaped throwing ink on our family. Nor we allow his illegal child as our grandchild" my uncle shouted...

"SHUT UP FUCKERS!!!"

"Don't shout Mayank, Masha is sleeping" Abhi said laying beside me. Masha is sleeping another side of him. I'm sweating even in California's cold weather.

"Sorry Abhi. I had a nightmare"

"It's ok. Don't think about them. Now we returned back naa ?"

"How do you know that I've nightmare on them ?"

"I'm living with you for more than two years. So can understand a little"

Abhi gave me a glass of water with gentle smile. His eyes are full of care. Why I never noticed that before ?

I went to balcony after gulping the water. It was dawn but due to rainy weather darkness engulfed everywhere. In such a rainy night my Masha took birth. From that time I'm afraid of rainy nights. But I managed everything alone that night. When I was abusing myself for creating the entire problem my little Masha came out and made me forget every regrets, every disappointment. And some demons of my family called my little angel "illegal"!! Fuck!!

I'm living today only because of Masha. She's a little flame of my totally dark, ruined life. And Abhi ? By one mistake, I've ruined his life too. He's also living for Masha, far away from his parents and friends. What did he get in life ? Neither his beloved nor a good partner. All the time I reminded him that our marriage is just an agreement for Masha, I love Ishan only.... must he became hurt whenever I said this. I have used him physically too, without love or passion, only to fulfill physical needs. He never denied, never complained but cared for me a lot...

"Daaddaa.."

Masha came in balcony with her little steps.

"Uth gayi meri jhansi ki Raani ?"

I lifted her and sat on the couch. Abhi also came sometime later with our coffee and Masha's feeding bottle.

"Finish the milk fast Mashroom (Abhi calls her that) and Mayank, you don't need to go office in this weather, work with your laptop"

"As you command sir! It will be better spend a rainy day with my princess..."

It was too cold in balcony, our cottage situated in a quiet lonely place so the speed of wind is a little heavy here. I saw Abhi is shivering.

"How many times I told you Abhi wear jacket when come in balcony ?"

"Oh it's okay. Can you please feed Masha ? Actually I'm not feeling well"

"Oh god, you have fever!" I said checking his body temperature.

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Some hours passed. Abhi's temperature was 104°F even sometimes ago. Now it's decreased a little after taking vapour. Poor Masha also tensed seeing her papa like this, she's not playing, just sitting beside Abhi.

"Papa is OK mushroom. Go and play" Abhi managed to say... "Aur tum bhi Mayank. Kabse yahan baithe ho"

"It's ok Abhi, tum rest karo na"

Masha became busy with her dolls after sometime. The weather getting worse with time outside, it's making me worried, reminding something...

"Mayank..."

"Yes Abhi" I held his hand, his eyes are reddened due to excessive fever.

"You still couldn't forgive me for that day na ?"

"Which day ?"

"When I send your and Ishan's photo to Shubi and provoked him......"

"Oh God it was a silly matter Abhi. I did more offensive deed to you that day which is unforgivable"

Abhi smiled -- "But every dark cloud has a silver lining..... for that day I got a fairy like Masha"

I just nodded my head and soothed his forehead. It's still burning with fever. The weather isn't favourable for going to doctor. It's totally like repeating Masha's birth night. That night for first time I was anxious for Abhi, my tears fell for him and today too...

"Mayank gimme some water please"

"Yeah just a second"

He gulped the water and laid again closing his eyes. He's looking so serene, please make him cure God!

"Mayank"

"Hmm"

"A request...... if I die please take care of Masha and marry a..."

"WHAT NONSENSE ABHI!!" He doesn't know how much he hurted me with that words. I never expressed my anxiety for him but that night too this... exactly this horror was chasing me... 

"You told the same during Masha's birth naa ? What happened ? I managed everything naa ? Why fear the silly fever Abhi, I won't let anything to happen you. You'll recover soon and we will raise Masha together."

"Why are you worried ? I'm a burden for you naa ?"

"Are you mad Abhi ? Kuch bhi bol rahe ho! Today I'm alive only for you and Masha don't you know ? What's left in my life except you two ?"

"Don't lie Mayank... yeah you love Masha but I'm nothing but a burden for you" Abhi whispered with a dry smile "and you accepted me as your fate. If I go, you can atleast marry a person of your choice..."

"I'll fuck your mouth Abhi if you don't stop shit blabbering!! You don't know fucker how much I am afraid of losing you!!"

"Hey... don't cry...shh...ok I'm sorry"

I couldn't stop myself from childish cry, Abhi took my head on his chest. How can I convince him that now I have nothing except him and Masha, here am afraid and he's blabbering negative shits.

"Ok ok, I'm not going anywhere. Hume pata hi nahi tha ki janab ko hamari itni fikar hai…"

"Are you teasing ?"

"Not at all. But why are you crying Mayank ? Why fear of my leaving ?"

"Don't know. Just stop your fucking blabbering for now. And remember, I won't let anything happened to you until I'm alive".......... I placed a kiss on his burning face

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"Thank God, nothing serious happened to you"

"How could anything happen Mayank when you are with me ?"

The weather was better at afternoon. Rain stopped and golden ray of sun glittered. Me and Abhi visited to doctor along with our Masha. Abhi had just viral fever, but he doesn't know how much worried I was! 

We were returning home through footsteps, aside from many large-small shops.

"Wait a minute Abhi"

I bought some pink roses from a flower shop. Abhi likes pink rose.

"What is this ?"

"Don't you like ?"

"Yeah but suddenly...."

"I wannttt...."

Masha raised her little hands for the flowers. Abhi smiled and set a rose in her curly hairs. Me too tuck a rose aside of Abhi's earlobe.

"Kya kar rahe ho ?"

"You're looking pretty like this"

"Ohh... then I'm not pretty without rose in earlobe"

"Arey mera vo matlab nhi tha"

Full way we larked, teased and laughed. The sun set in California's horizon. Lampposts lightened the roads. I'm watching Abhi walking with Masha in his arms, they're looking so adorable...... They belong with me, they're part of me, they have completed me ---- After two long years, I found myself actually happy when I realised the truth on the ground of foreign country that I'm not alone... I have a little family, a cute princess and a cute partner too.....

"Do you love me Abhi ?"

He stopped with the suddenness of the question. I'm asking him because might I saw something in his eyes.

"I can't lie Mayank..... it was hard not loving you after your immense care and greatness. I loved you far before and..."

"And ?"

"And groped for your love too... but you..."

"Don't you love Shubman ?"

"Not anymore. Or maybe, but in present life you're my only prop, and Masha is the ray of livelihood. Like you, me too have nothing except you two. But leave it, you ..."

"Love you too Abhi"

"What ? Are you serious Mayu ?"

"Yes. Couldn't express, but... yeah me too had no way except loving the rays of livelihood, I couldn't escape from loving you"

Abhi replied nothing, tears fell like waterfall from his still eyes.

"Let's have dinner outside" I said wiping his eyes.

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We returned home at late night. I was just waiting for Masha's sleeping. As soon as she slept on cot I took Abhi on warm mattress near the fireplace. Hit his juicy lips before he could understand anything. After a few seconds he started to response, moaned in pleasure when I bit those strawberry lips.

Soon warmth spread through the room; with Abhi's moans and my turbulent self over his body. No dominance like before --- passionate only today. Curtain of clothes were gone, we were busy with making red-purple artworks on our bodies. My volcano was oozing lava between Abhi's legs.......

"Whom you belong to Abhi ?"

"You Mayank"

After two hours Abhi took my sweaty body on his slim, milk–white one. Today I adored Abhi only, not imagined Ishan. First time I have recognised Abhi's individual self, the intent one... poor I am! Ignored this serenity for two long years!

I grabbed his lips once again.......

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