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"Thank you sir." I reply my cheeks only getting hotter. He pulls his arm out and I wrap my hand around his arm.
It feels odd but nice. I've never been treated like this and I like it. We head outside and he opens the door for me.
We get in the back seat and Dean on the drivers seat. "Excuse me sir, I thought you couldn't be in public much."
It's risky for Seth to be seen in public much. So I don't know why we're going out. But he's Seth Rollins and he can do whatever he wants.
"Who said we will be in public?" He asks turning to look at me. It's dark in the back and I can't quite see his face but I know he's smiling.
I decide to stay quiet and look out the window. It's still awkward talking to him. I didn't have this problem with Roman so why with Seth?
After a while Dean stops the car. I glance around and see a huge restaurant. It's got a really weird name and I've never heard of it.
The parking lot looks empty. We're the only ones here. Seth gets out and Dean quickly opens the door for me.
"Thank you." I whisper to Dean who only nods. "We'll be out in an hour or so." Seth tells Dean. I follow Seth inside the fancy place.
It's decorated beautifully. There's a huge chandelier as soon as you walk in. There's lights and decorated with white flowers.
It's truly breathtaking. "Are we alone?" I ask as we walk to a table. "Yes. I rented the restaurant for the night. Just for us two."
He pulls the chair out for me and I sit down. I'm glancing at the beautiful decorations. Something about Seth renting this place for a dinner makes my heart melt.
A waiter walks to us and asks us what to drink. "What would you like my stunning, Nicole?" My heart palpitates quickly.
"Wine." I answer shyly. "Bring the best wine you have mate. I want to please this lady tonight."
The waiter walks away and I smile blushing. "You look really beautiful smiling." He says. My cheeks only redden more by the second. Thank you sir."
"You should do it more often." He says looking in my eyes. "I smile all the time." I reply. "Fake smiles."
"How do you know they're fake?" I ask with curiosity. "When you smile for real there's a spark in your eyes. All those times I saw you stripping in the club and being Roman's sex toy, you were faking it."
The waiter approaches us and pours wine on our cups. I take my cup and chug it all down. How does he know all this? Am I that translucent?
"Are you ready to order sir?" The waiter asks. "What would you like, Nicole?" I'm not thrilled about being called Nicole. It makes me feel like I'm being scolded.
I grab the menu and pick a random plate. After Seth orders the waiter walks away. "More wine?" Seth asks as I nod my head.
He pours more wine on my cup and I pick it up slowly bringing it to my lips. "What did you mean with all those times? You only saw me three times."
I take a sip of wine and put it back down. "The first time I saw you was when Lana was trying to sell your body to me. After that I went several times and watched you. You looked pretty disgusted getting half naked in front of those men."
"It was disgusting." I mumble quietly. "Then why did you do it?" He asks. "Because I needed to pay bills."
He looks like he wants to say something but instead takes a sip of wine. "Can I ask a question sir?"
"That night you first saw me why didn't you pick me? I don't understand because now I'm living with you."
"I didn't pick you Nicole because I don't think you deserve that." He says. "And my sister deserved that?"
"Your sister was strong enough to quit. She decided to leave that humiliating life. Or am I wrong? Because Lana told me she quit the next day after that. She could've kept going and I would've kept buying her to please my business men. They could've bought her tons of clothes and given her lots of money like that one night but she quit. She quit and that's why you're living with me now."
"Because Brie quit?" I ask confused. "No. Because you're vulnerable." He says. "How am I vulnerable sir?" My voice has gotten a bit louder.
"Because you are vulnerable Nicole. You're weak and I couldn't keep going to that place and watch you kill yourself."
"I wasn't killing myself." I say defensively. Seth laughs like it's funny and it only irritates me more.
"Yes you were! Nicole why can't you see that? Sleeping with men for money is killing you. You're killing your body and your dignity. Is it worth sleeping with a stranger for five hundred bucks? For a thousand? Two thousand? Three? Four? Five?"
"Stop trying to make me feel bad. How do you expect women not to fall for this business when men like you buy them? You buy women for their bodies. You buy them to sleep with them. Or what you're going to deny how much you love sleeping with Eva? You pay her to do that. So how are you telling me I'm wrong for what I do when you pay other women to sleep with you?"
"No, no, no. Don't get it wrong, Nicole. I could offer any woman three thousand to sleep with me but it's up to them to do it or not. All of the girls that work with Lana can make money a different way. You all just pick the easy way out."
"Because there's just no other way. I'm not good at anything else." I say quietly. Why doesn't he understand that?
"You can do something else but you decide not to. And you know why?" He asks picking up his wine cup again and taking a sip. "Why?"
"Because you're shallow, Nicole. You only care about money. That's why you can't stop selling your body to men. You're so shallow and it's sad honestly."
I feel my chest ache as he says this. His words feel like a bucket of cold ice water. I feel my eyes fill up with tears.
The waiter walks to the table and puts the plates on the table. "Could I get you something else?"
Seth keeps looking straight at me as my vision gets blurry. "No." Seth replies. The waiter walks away and I swallow the knot in my throat.
I get up from the table feeling ashamed, embarrassed and angry all at once. "You know what Seth Rollins? You're going to love me. You're going to love me so much because I'm going to make you. And when you're deeply, madly, in love with me I will hurt you. I'm going to hurt you as much as you've hurt me."
The tears fall from my eyes and Seth stands still looking at me. I wipe my tears with the back of my hand and walk to the exit.
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