"We got married a month after you asked me to be your wife, which was the best day of my life." A few months later, you fell and you fell hard, but like hell I was going to let you stay down. You fell into depression, but you never let go of me. This time, I was there to take care of you. to pick you up and push you to move forward.

My biggest fear is that you will go back to square one when I'm gone. Please, my love, live on for me. You are not alone. You have BTS. Our family lends them as they do to you. Never forget what made you start being a rapper in the first place. I will never give up rapping, Koala.

If you ever feel like that, I'm sure our little monster will be there to pick you back up. "

***

"Aro, are you okay sweetie?" You don't look so good. Do you want me to make you anything? " Jin asked worriedly about the younger, as she looked like a mess.

Her hair was in a messy bun, and she wore an oversize shirt of Namjoon's with shorts. Her face was pale with dark rings around her eyes. Her lips were white, which made the boys worried as it was clear that Aro was sick.

"Why don't you let us take you to see a doctor?" J-hope moved forward, rubbing Aro's back.

"I'm fine, boys, just need to rest." which I will be doing in Joon's room. Is he in there? " Aro looked up to see Jin nodding.

She slowly made her way through the dorm towards Namjoon's room, which luckily was only his.

"Noona? Are you okay? What happened? " Namjoon spat out as soon as Aro walked in.

"You look worse than I do, my rapping Koala. What's wrong?" Aro cupped Namjoon's face before he kissed her.

Without breaking the kiss, Namjoon picked Aro up, making her wrap her legs around his waist, walking them both over to his bed. He slowly placed her down before burying his face in her chest and beginning to cry.

After a few minutes, Namjoon had calmed down, but Aro didn't dare speak or move. She lay there with Namjoon's head on her chest, staring at the ceiling while playing with his hair.

"What would I have done if you weren't in my life?" Namjoon sobbed out as he tightened his arms around Aro, pulling her closer to him. She started to rub his back as she began to hum.

"I-I'm sorry, Noona. I promised to tell you when I felt trapped and I didn't. "Namjoon picked himself up and looked down at Aro.

"Shhhh, it's okay baby. Tell me what's wrong. " Aro softly spoke as she wiped Namjoon's tears.

"It got to me. They got to me. I know you always say not to worry about the hate, but I can't. It's too much. " Namjoon fell on his back, sobbing.

Aro straddled Namjoon, removing his hands from his face so he was looking at her.

I also said it's never easy. I know about everything going on. The name calling is the shaming. I know it's all my love, but I don't know how you guys feel. I will never understand how you all feel, but I know how I feel. It hurts me every time this happens, and what's worse is you shut yourself out.

"I'm your wife now, Joon. When these things get to you, tell me." Lean on me and the rest of the boys. You are not alone. You have us. I keep telling you that you don't have to bear everything on your own since you are the leader and you have us your family," Aro looked down at Namjoon with a soft expression.

Namjoon sat up with Aro still on him, kissing her. "Like I said, what would I have done if you weren't in my life?" Namjoon cupped one side of Aro's face.

Well, even if I'm not in your life anymore, know that our little Koala bear will be there for you, to pick you up and make you smile. Aro blushed as she said those words but laughed out loud when she looked at Namjoon's confused face.

"We are having a baby, Joon." A mini us. " Aro whispered.

"You pregnant? I'm going to be a father! " Namjoon's eyes widen at Aro's news.

Namjoon put Aro on the bed and ran out, yelling to the others that he was going to be a father.

"I was wondering if you were ever going to tell him." Yoongi leaned against the doorway.

"I was waiting for the best time and it is that time." You all could use the good news right now. Aro replied.

Yoongi nodded walking over to Aro kissing her on the head and helping her to the living room. Everyone was overjoyed at the news. Aro made her way to Namjoons side as the rest were talking about names for the baby.

Aro chuckled while Namjoon pulled her back to his room to celebrate their good news, making sure to lock the door.