"Some days it takes more effort in just being okay and that is just what happens. Jin scolded the maknaes and I tried to stop him. Jungkook saw me sad so he tried to cheer me up but I messed up so badly. I got the news that she was in Korea I was lost in my mind, what made it worst was I saw her.

I blew up at Jungkook and hated the hurt I saw on his face. You came to my side but it was too late I had a mini-episode and they saw. in a way, I was glad that happen. I opened up to them about myself.

Yes, they were all sad and hurt that I kept this from them but happy I opened up. They help me every step of the way. I was truly blessed to have been a part of a family-like BTS."

***

Aro made her way home after she had dropped off the paintings she has done for her manager. She stopped outside her door as she heard yelling.

'Not again. I'm not in the mood for this right now' Sighing she opened her door. As she stepped in she saw J-hope trying to hold Jin back as he scolded the Maknaes.

Jimin, Taehyung and Jungkook had their head down while Yoongi was standing in the corner shaking his head.

SLAM!

Everyone jumped in shock as Aro slammed the front door.

"What the heck is going on?" Aro raised an eyebrow at Jin.

"These three have been going on social media thinking..." Jin yelled out which Aro just blocked out and made her way to her room. Jungkook looked at the older walking away.

"Noona, are you okay?" Jungkook asked as Jin went on.

"I'm fine." She replied in a flat tone.

"You don't look fine, Noona." Jungkook made his way towards her.

"Hey, Noona, did you know that an owl can sit with crossed legs?" Jungkook tried to cheer Aro up.

"I said I was fine," Aro yelled out shocking everyone.

"I-am sorry you looked down I just-" jungkook began wailing.

"Sorry, Noona Jin was been a diva since we having a hard time with fans," J-hope said as he pulled Jungkook to him.

"Whatever," Aro said as she once again tried to move to her room.

"What is wrong with you? Jin yelled out making Aro stop.

Yoongi stepped forward telling Jin to stop since he knows this wasn't going too well.

"Whenever we tell you we having a hard time you always got something good to say to cheer us up. What's wrong with you today since you clearly not fine." Jin pressed on.

"Well, buttercup the world doesn't revolve around you 24/7. I said I was fine which I am. If you don't believe me then fine by me." Aro said without looking at anyone.

"Noona, you know you can talk to us." Jungkook grabbed Aro's hand but shock took over him when he felt something wet before crimson red liquid started dripping to the ground.

"Shit, Aro your hand," J-hope said running to get the first aid kit and pulling her sleeve up.

"Y-you cut yours-self." He added on while tears filled his eyes. "Why?" was heard from Jungkook before Aro's rage took over.

"Why? Well if you didn't know sometimes it takes a little more to just be okay. Talk to you? I can't do that cause you can't help. Yes, I cut myself to deal with it because I am a cutter. Physical pain is much better than what goes on in my head.

Do tell me Jungkook what can you do to save yourself from yourself hmm. Tell me what do you do when every day is a curse? When you're so broken that death is the only way you feel is best. When you feel, no, when you know that you are just a burden to everyone around you.

When you are so toxic that you just wish to die but death will not take you. When you wake up every day of your life hating yourself, Wishing you were never born. When you look into the eyes of the people around you and you can see the toll it is taking on them cause you are too messed up in the head because of one person who scared you for life." Aro screamed out as tears rolled down her eyes.

"Jagi?" Namjoon had just reached the apartment.

Looking around all the boys had a shocked look at what Aro said while she broke down in tears. Namjoon rushed to her and picked up bridal style taking her to her room. After bandaging her wounds and she claim down Aro got up making her way back to the rest of the boys while Namjoon followed behind.

The couple walked into the living room and the boys looked up at them.

"I'm sorry. I was out of line." Aro began to say. J-hope was about to say something but Aro raised her hand to stop him.

"I have been keeping things from you guys which I hate to talk about but I feel you guys should know. This is not the full story of Park Aro but it's what I'm willing to share at the moment. My twin and I were born at seven months. She was fine but I was born with an underdeveloped heart which I still have issues with and am on meds for.

My father former CEO Of Park enterprise made my mother stay at home to take care of me. Their marriage was a business deal she never loved him. She gave him Aaron so that there would be an heir but my father wanted a girl. Well, he got two. My mother hated giving up her modelling to take care of me so she would physically and mentally abuse me when no one was around.

My family tried to stop her which worked at times but she hated me. Everything bad that happened she blamed me. I fell into depression and have countless times tried to take my life. All because the person who gave birth to me hated me and made me feel everything she told me I was." Aro began to cry as namjoon held her closer.

The boys' faces fell as all they felt was sorrow for Aro. They couldn't begin to imagine what she went through even after what she said.

"Well screw her she doesn't know what she is missing," Yoongi said as Aro's head snapped to him.

"Hyung is right you are our home without you we wouldn't have made it this far you helped push us forward and not give up. We will be there for you every step of the way just as you are there for us." Jungkook smiled as Aro got up and hugged him.

For the next three hours, they all had a heart to heart conversation. Thankful for the boys Aro began to see a future again. Aaron arrived home and Aro ran up to him and hugged him. Aro then told him that their mother is back in Korea and she saw her. Aaron pulled away anxious and surveyed Aro's eyes before going to her hand which had a bandage on it.

Aro told him she had an episode but is better now thanks to the boys. Aro kissed Aaron on the cheek and made her way back to the rest of the. Aaron looked at Namjoon thanking him as the younger nodded. Relief washed over Aaron as he knew Aro was in good hands with the boys.

Even with that, he was still a bit worried about their mother's comeback to Korea but for now, he was glad Aro is happy.