her slender fingers tugged against the cold beverage as she twirled it around in her hand. the sounds of cups being thrown around made her sink her face into the rims of her scarf.

ae rin was up to her seventh drink when she couldn't keep her eyes open anymore. her surroundings became blurry, yet she didn't mind.

she didn't mind the feeling of her throat burning, nor the fact that she wasn't supposed to be there.

she just didn't want to feel the pain anymore.

yet it was still there.