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i was frequently bouncing my feet up and down. i kept looking at the entrance door waiting for her to walk through. i just wanted to get this dinner over with.

"you okay?" i felt barry whisper in my ear giving me immediate chills. i nodded but he sighed before placing his hand on my upper thigh

"i know you're nervous but it will be okay." he assured before squeezing my thigh for comfort

"how is it going to go smoothly if she isn't letting you see your son?" i asked but quickly bit my tongue. barry sighed, "i-i didn't mean-"

"no it's alright. i'm hoping she will be mature about all of this."

i shook my head, "i don't want to be the reason as to why she is restraining you from seeing him."

barry quickly let out a sigh before holding my hands. "you're not the reason. everything will work out in the end, okay?" he asked looking at me with a small smile

i nodded then smiled back. barry quickly planted a kiss on my cheek. i then looked to see that a blonde woman was walking towards our table.

"alyson." barry stated dryly. she quickly rolled her eyes at him before taking a seat across from us. it was completely silent, the tension was clear as day between them both.

i decided to try to break the ice. i reached my hand out, "hi. i'm alice. it's nice to meet you." i smiled graciously

alyson gave me a stone cold stare. those piercing blue eyes had so much anger and venom behind them. she just looked down at my hand then chuckled.

embarrassed i quickly put my hand down. "alyson seriously. can you grow up?" barry asked annoyed. i could hear his accent coming through even thicker than ever

"barry, why am i here?" she asked with an attitude. our waiter came up to us.

"are you all ready to order?" she asked with a welcoming and nice tone. "i'll take some water and a salad." i smiled

barry quickly examined through his menu, "i'll just take some water, thank you."

"anything for you ma'am?" the waiter asked alyson but she kept her eyes onto me making me feel uneasy. "no."

"are you sure?" the waiter asked with a smile. "i said no damn it. please run along." she stated shooing her away. the waiter quickly disappeared

barry scoffed, "you're unbelievable."

"again. why am i here?" she asked seemingly getting really impatient.

"well my first question to you is when are you going to let me see our son again?" barry said looking at her dead in the eyes. i could tell he was trying his best to stay calm and not get angry

alyson chuckled, "i don't know." his jaw clenched tightly upon hearing that. he quietly breathed heavily trying to restrain himself.

"i'll let you two talk about this alone." i stated about to get up from the chair. barry gently grabbed my wrist, "no. no, you can stay."

"you know what, honestly you should leave us alone to talk about this. why is she even here?"

i just looked down at my nails, began to fiddle with my fingers.  "what do you mean you don't know?" barry asked angrily

"you said that you had to go to the states for a bunch of awards and filming soon." alyson defended simply

barry quickly leaned forward, "i was supposed to have my son this entire week alyson." he reminded her

she shrugged, "well things change sometimes."

barry slowly licked his lips then clenched his jaw even tighter. i quickly placed my hand onto his leg which made him look over at me. he sighed before lightly nodded at me before turning his attention back over to alyson who was still eyeing me up and down.

"i want to see my son soon alyson." barry stated calmly but alyson didn't seem to even care. it felt like she wasn't even trying to come to a fair point with him which made me feel horrible.

"you'll see him when i say you can see him."

barry was shocked to hear her say that, "what is your problem? we have never had any issues on when i can get my son." alyson rolled her eyes

"how old are you?" alyson asked me completely ignoring him. i lightly shrugged my shoulders before quietly answering, "twenty three."

she quickly pointed at me, "has she been around my son?" she asked

"no she hasn't. that's why i set this meeting up. to discuss things." barry stated but alyson stayed silent letting her words speak through her eyes

"the next time i get our son will be her first time meeting him." barry stated without any kind of hesitation, alyson quickly chuckled before crossing her arms

"how long have you known this girl?" she asked

barry quickly spoke, "long enough." he retorted returning the energy she was throwing out

"do you even like kids?" she asked in all seriousness. i nodded, "i do."

"so you're telling me that you a twenty three year old girl who is dating someone way older is completely fine with trying to play stepmom?"

i cleared my throat, "i don't look at that way but i'd be happy to meet your guy's son. i'm not trying to take your role as his mother." i said confidently

alyson rolled her eyes, "plus i accept the fact that you and barry share a child together. i don't want there to be any issues or awkwardness between us. i just want to do what is best for brando."

i felt barry wrap his arm tightly around my waist which made me mentally smile. "i'm going to be flat out honest. i don't know you nor do i trust you to be around my child. there should be certain steps to take for him to be around someone new like yourself." alyson quickly explained

"i'm sorry..." barry quickly chuckled, "you're full of it." he stated which took alyson off guard

she scoffed, "excuse me?" barry repeated himself, "you're full of it. you have made so many new friends in the span of only a few weeks of knowing them then had them all around my son." barry quickly called out

"this is different." alyson tried to argue

barry chuckled, "it's not though. i've known alice for seven months." he said in a stern tone

"okay, great." alice shrugged, "it doesn't matter. i still don't want her around my son and she won't be around him." she concluded

barry sighed, "you can't keep me from my son. this is going to happen no matter what you try to do."

"wrong. i have full custody. you keep forgetting that. so you will see my son when i think the time is right." she stated with a tone filled with evilness. she seems like such a vile woman. i don't understand why she is doing all of this.

especially with a man who wants to be in his child's life and has been there since he was born has and been by her side her whole pregnancy.

i know i can't really say too much because i'm not in her shoes plus i'm not a mother but i think alyson should be more grateful to have an amazing person like barry be a father to their little boy.

"i'll see you in court soon." alyson smirked before getting up and storming out of the restaurant.

"you should go talk to her. try to see what the real reason behind all of this is." i insisted making barry look over at me. he looked at me with pure defeat

"just try." i stated making him quickly get up and go after her. i took a sip of my water while watched them through the glass talk back and forth... well argue.

i was currently brushing my teeth.

"she is so bitter and still upset about how things ended between us." barry yelled from the bedroom.

i quickly spit the toothpaste out then washed my face with ice cold water. "i'm sure she will move on eventually." i tried assuring him.

i quickly dried my face my a clean towel. "it's been months since we decided to end things. how long does it take?" barry asked

i flicked the lights off into the bathroom then went into the bedroom to see him sitting at the edge of the bed pulling at his hair. i slowly went behind him carefully wrapping my bare arms around his bare waist.

my head rested on the right side of his shoulder, i felt him sigh heavily. "sometimes it takes months sometimes years to get over a breakup. plus you guys have a child and are coparenting. it is going to take her some time. just try to be understanding."

i began rubbing his toned stomach trying to caress him. i heard him let a slight chuckle. he looked at me, "i wish i had your voice of reasoning with people."

"you do. you did great today." i stated

"i tried. she was making it really difficult for me." barry admitted making me wrap my arms around him even tighter

"i know she was. but the best thing to do is to not even let her get to you." i reminded him before beginning to massage his shoulders

i felt him start to relax. he raised his head back and let out a comforting breath of relief. i could tell that he needed this especially after that sour dinner.

"she has to be jealous of you." barry insisted

i shook my head, "i highly doubt that."

"i'm serious. she has never acted like this before and i have always been able to get my son on my scheduled weeks without any commotions. plus now she is taking me to child care court even after our agreement?"

hearing him say that out loud made it all make even more sense. "plus her bringing up your age?"

"how old is she?" my curiosity got the best of me

"thirty six." my eyes widened but i continued to massage his shoulders acting as if nothing was wrong.

"i know she doesn't act like her age plus i know it's a shock that she is older than i am." he called out which made me stop midway and frown. him reading my mind wasn't something new but it still shocks me from time to time

"it's not a shock." i said in a high pitched voice which immediately blew my cover. he quickly got up making me sigh in embarrassment

i quickly sat down on the edge of the bed then barry proceeded to get on his knees and rest his arms on my legs making sure to make eye contact with me.

"my darlin' what's the matter?" he asked rubbing my thighs. "nothing i just hate that you are all of sudden going through all of this because you are dating me."

i looked down making sure not to look at him. i wasn't trying to make this about myself but it is clear as day that alyson is doing all of this because i'm the new girlfriend.

"alice." he called out my name softly. but i kept my head down. he began to caress my thighs. "can you please look at me?"

i managed to eventually look into his beautiful ocean eyes. i bit my lip nervously, he shook his head "none of this is your fault."

"but her going to this extent so you can't see your own son-"

"listen to me. this all will work out in the end but you have to promise me that you won't blame yourself, okay?"

he nodded his head and i began too. he smiled, "everything will work out in the end remember?" he said making me chuckle

he then planted a kiss on my cheek. after that we got some sleep.

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