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plenty of fans screamed as billie, meadow and i walked side by side holding each others hands tightly. "BILLIE I FUCKING LOVE YOU!!!" one girl screamed with billie waving at her

"alice!! you are a such a badass woman and so strong!! never let anybody take away your shine!!" i heard one girl say. we locked eyes for a moment. i stopped for a second knowing what security just said but i couldn't help but to stop and grab her hand. i could hear the seriousness and sweetness in her voice

her brown eyes lit up as i grabbed her hand even tighter. i quickly walked closer and hugged her tightly. "i love you." she whispered in my ear as i felt a few other arms wrap around me.

"c'mon alice babygirl we have to go." my security guard nicely said. i broke away from her and quickly asked for her name to which she told me is jane. "i love you more jane." i smiled proudly making sure to keep eye contact with her

after that a fan handed me a bouquet of yellow roses which made me want to cry. "thank you so much i love you all." i blew a kiss as security pushed me forward gently. all three of us kept walking making sure to wave to both sides

we were making our way backstage to see ice spice before she goes to perform. blink-182 is currently performing. we finally made it back to her dressing room, she squealed amongst seeing us. "there she is!!! finally i am so happy to finally meet you!!" she exclaimed pulling me into a hug which made me smile

when we broke away from the hug i couldn't help but to fangirl a little bit, "i'm over the moon to finally meet you!!" she examined me up and down then exhaled

"you seriously are so fucking beautiful. i mean...." she whistled loudly as billie and meadow agreed

"look at you!" i declared. she grabbed my hands looking me in the eyes which to be honest makes me want to melt and just instantly ask this beautiful woman out on a date. meadow and billie quickly tapped ice on her shoulders then left the room along with everyone else giving us a second alone.

"how are you doing? i genuinely want to know because you have been on my mind heavy lately." ice stated with seriousness

we squeezed each others hands. i looked up at the ceiling thinking before i answered. i wanted to give her a straightforward answer and no bullshit cliche answer. "right now? i'm doing good but some days i definitely want to cry you know?" i asked

"i get it. make sure to allow yourself to just let it out." she leaned in closer, "a rage room or therapy will be your bestfriend." she advised making me chuckle

"olivia literally told me that a few days ago. i'm going to have to take up that offer." i said

ice nodded, "seriously you fucking should. you will feel so much better after i promise!!"

"you really are so pretty and i can just tell you are the sweetest human ever. taylor is always constantly raving about you." she mentioned

"she is?" ice nodded again, "she brings you up any chance she gets. she really does love her some you. always talking about how you are going to change the world someday and how you are about to take hollywood by storm. she is in awe of you."

my heart felt full hearing that. i told taylor a few days after all the drama was published that i don't expect her to choose sides ESPECIALLY considering that her and sabrina have been friends way longer. no matter what happens i won't be upset with her or any of my other friends. we aren't in high school, i don't expect people to take sides

"that's so sweet of her." i smiled big like a kid in the candy store. "i just know the comeback of yours is going to blow people away!"

"stop it! enough about me. how have you been doing? you rose to fame and success so fucking quick!" i exclaimed as we both took a seat beside each other not leaving any room

"i'm honestly enjoying it so much!!" ice admitted with honesty. "i know everyone has different experiences with fame but i love it and i don't let the haters get to me, you know?"

"i literally feel the exact same way plus i'm so grateful i have amazing fans who are so kind and sweet."

"girl your fans do not fucking play about you!!" ice reminded me, we both broke out into laughter

"they really are ride or dies, they're amazing though. i appreciate them so much."

"i saw you have group chats with a few a them?" ice asked, i happily nodded my head, "i do!! i talk with them as much as possible. it is nice to have a few fans i can trust. obviously i don't tell too much of my personal life to them
but it's just nice to talk to them knowing there isn't any bad intentions behind any of it."

"i wish i could do that. but i don't trust any of my 'fans'. most of them are weirdos."

"you are doing the smartest thing. it took so much trust for me to even create a secret group chat with my friends. i'm so glad they don't leak our conversations even the most private ones."

suddenly i heard the door open. a coachella assistant peeped her head through the door. "ice honey, they're waiting for you. you're up soon!" we exchanged sad looks

"we have to hang out before i head back to new york!" i nodded, we quickly exchanged numbers. we kissed each others cheek and i wished her good luck before she ran off.

i heard ice kiss her teeth loudly. i then heard what sounded like some kind of commotion. i frowned heading over to the door opening it, my entire heart dropped. billie and meadow looked at me, their faces dropping.

there sabrina stood. to be honest.... she looked nervous and stressed about something. everyone grew silent, i saw sabrina's makeup artist run up quickly yet gently grabbing her arm whispering something to her. sabrina immediately yanked away from her, "i just want to talk to alice." she said eventually looking me in the eye. she seemed confident

billie laughed, "you're a little too late for that." meadow interjected, "you should have wanted to talk to her the day everything went down with the tabloids and pictures." she spat

billie scoffed, "fuck that. alice doesn't want to talk to you." they both sounded pissed. i stood there biting the inside of my cheek

my security guards came over, "is there an issue?" billie and meadow spoke at the same time, "yes!"

"no." sabrina sighed, "alice, please. i really want to explain." sabrina pleaded

billie and meadow laughed evilly, "like how you should have when it came down to olivia?" billie retorted, she hit a nerve. sabrina's face softened and she looked down at her shoes defeated

"okay, billie hush. we can talk." everyone looked at me shocked as ever. "alone." i stated with strictness

sabrina nodded, "can we go to my dressing room?" she asked nicely. "hell no." meadow said but i immediately motioned for her to be quiet

"you guys are more than welcome to stand outside the door if you want to. i don't care. i just need to talk to alice." sabrina said sounding desperate

i shrugged, "let's go." with that being said, sabrina and her makeup artist lead the way to her dressing room that was down the long hallway. i didn't waste anytime entering. there was nobody in her room. makeup was sprawled out on the counter along with curling irons and hair pieces. her dressing room smells like vanilla cupcakes, sweet like sabrina... or so i thought

sabrina quickly shut the door, then turned to face me. i stood there not one tense bone in my body. i stood straight up and confident. "what do you want to talk about?"

sabrina sighed, "alice. i don't know where to start. i'm so fucking sorry." she breathed heavily

i stayed silent. "what barry and i did was wrong. what we are doing is so fucking wrong. i never wanted to hurt you. you are..... amazing. i knew you were amazing since the first time i met you that night in london. you don't deserve any of this. i won't sit here and give you that cliche response saying i can't imagine what you are going through right now because i don't. all i can do is say i am sorry and hope you find it in your heart to forgive me. but if you don't, i completely understand."

while i am completely disappointed with this woman right now.... i respect how she knows she is dead fucking wrong and she is right. she has no idea what i am going through right now. nobody knows.

"let me ask you something." i said sharply

"you can ask me anything." sabrina nodded. i licked my lips then crossed my arms making sure to make eye contact with her, i wanted the truth. but i had a feeling i already knew the answer but i just want confirmation.

"were you and barry fooling around while me and him were dating?" i asked

sabrina looked at the ceiling with glossy eyes then shut her eyes tightly. she then looked down, "yes." i could tell she was stopping herself from crying

"when?" i quickly asked. sabrina sniffled, "it started that night of the vanity fair oscars after party." she said shamefully, i nodded

"i'm sorry alice—-"

"why?" was all i could ask. "why'd you do this, twice? why would you do this again and do this to olivia?"

"i didn't mean too alice." sabrina swore. i shook my head, "no. you knew exactly what you were doing. the first time and now this time."

"alice please—-"

"you doing this to me was like a punch to the gut but to olivia? you have no fucking idea how much that girl loved and looked up to you. she didn't deserve that and neither do i." i needed to let her know. she has hurt two people and it is not okay

"i fucked up." sabrina admitted, i nodded. "but i'm sorry. alice, i miss you. can we move on from this?"

"i'm moving on and i forgive you." sabrina looked at me sounding taken back. "can we continue our friendship? i miss you."

"no. this friendship ended the day those pictures surfaced the internet." i said as nicely as possible

"our relationship doesn't seem real..." sabrina admitted which made me very uncomfortable, "i really don't want to hear this—-"

"it's just sex basically. he won't talk to me about anything." she revealed, there was an awkward silence between us both

"i wish you nothing but the best along with your relationship with him." i quickly walked past her opening and shutting the door immediately. my body immediately began to feel pressure and i started hyperventilating with billie, meadow and my security guards right there the whole time. even sabrina's makeup artist comforted me

i got myself together just in time for us to
make it outside to support ice spice. everyone was going crazy see her perform. i felt meadow and billie eyeing me constantly. i know they wanted to ask me something but didn't considering there are so many phones around recording us. they let me be

eventually sabrina came out. literally everyone booed her. but she smiled and ignored it. she started her set off with "because i like a boy". it was dead silent, not one person in the crowd moved but she pushed forward and was singing beautifully.

i heard billie and meadow gasp as i carefully watched sabrina. they nudged me then pointed. i looked over and felt shock come into my body

many people had posters up in the air as she moved onto her next song, "vicious". many signs that said so many different things:

team alice

"kindness over hatred." - alice pagani

WE LOVE YOU ALICE

alice will always win.

team billie, alice, and meadow

i love you dearly alice

i couldn't believe it. there were so many other signs. the crowd then started loudly chanting my name which was enough for me to sink to the ground and began crying. fans nearby were yelling out supportive and kind things.

"pick that crown back up beautiful!!" i heard one fan yell. then chanting grew louder than ever as billie and meadow kneeled down hugging me tightly. i don't mean to be overdramatic but the support genuinely is so fucking strong. i never expected this coming here tonight. i'm feeling all the love.

the cheering got so loud you could barley hear sabrina. i stood up with my girls, they wiped my tears away. sabrina looked lost, like she didn't know what to do. she looked back at her crew in confusion as everyone continuously chanted my name. a coachella worker came and escorted her off stage with everyone STILL chanting my name after that.

it was a fucking surreal thing

team alice or team sabrina?? ily guys