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voguemagazine Alice Pagani has made history winning two Oscars at a young age. The Italian beauty is living the dream right now while navigating herself through her young twenties. While doing all this, the twenty four year old revealed to the world she suffered a miscarriage while filming Martin Scorsese's 'Harbor Girl'. The news broke the internet and shocked everyone with the reactions at the Oscars being raw and real. She explains why she revealed it to the world during her emotional Oscar speech.

"It was something I hid from the world for so long that it felt like it was in the closet forever just decomposing away. I know many women out there could relate and I wanted them to be heard and felt seen. Miscarriages happen more than people think and I want people, women to know they aren't alone."

Alice received nothing but positive words from many around the world after revealing that. She went into small detail explaining how Martin Scorsese, Cillian Murphy, and Yvonne McGuinness helped her get through that weird and tough time.

"Those three kept me on my feet along with the rest of the cast and crew who didn't even know what I had endured. I couldn't ask for a better team and support system. I wouldn't have made it without them."

For Vogue's March/April issue. The A list actress had three separate interviews sitting down with her mentor Emma Stone, her idol Monica Bellucci, and Angelina Jolie. All three interviews were emotional and touching.

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voguemagazine Two-time Oscar winner Alice Pagani tells Angelina Jolie how she ended up celebrating her wins after the night was over with. Instead of going to the Vanity After Party or any of the other big parties across Hollywood, Alice Pagani along with her close friends such as Billie Eilish, Emma Stone, Olivia Rodrigo, Conan Gray, Quen Blackwell, Jenna Ortega, Odessa A'zion, Joseph Quinn, Karl Glusman, Jake Gyllenhaal, Zendaya, Meadow Walker, Finneas O'Connell, Claudia Suleswki and Jeremy Allen White went to get takeout orders then went back to her place for a late night swim.

"It was the best night ever. Just nothing but genuine vibes all around. Chicken fights, board games, sushi, laughter and love was there throughout the night. The best part is that it wasn't planned at all! Those are the best kind of get togethers!!!!"

She says the night was literally young and to make it better, the next day Martin Scorsese, Francesca Scorsese, Cillian Murphy, Yvonne McGuinness, Christopher Nolan and Emma Thomas came over with a cake to celebrate. One of her favorite cakes from one of the best cake shops in Hollywood.

"The cake was delicious. It had the best cream cheese frosting along with pretty sprinkles with a little Oscar trophy at the top of the cake. We all were sitting in the dining area of my kitchen eating and chatting amongst ourselves as Frank Sinatra and Radiohead played in the background. Such a timeless moment for me that I will forever cherish."

Angelina Jolie asked Alice what her plans are after winning her two Oscars.

"Going on vacation with Cillian, Yvonne, Alan, and Malachy then going back home for a little while and relaxing before Emma, Yorgos and I begin filming for his next movie."

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alice was eating a piece of toast earning a loud crunch as she bit into it. the grape jelly on it helped make it sweeter as cillian poured fresh squeezed orange juice into a flower embroidered glass cup.

the sweet smell of breakfast hit her nose as she looked out of the stain glass window seeing all of the beautiful countryside. home sweet home, alice thought.

there was something about italy that brought a certain kind of glow to alice. she was happy and felt content. she wished she could stay here longer with cillian and his family.

cillian sat across from her scanning his eyes across the newspaper. he cracked a smile seeing her on the front page with the title saying 'hometown hero takes home the gold... twice'

he read through the newspaper happily. cillian was so happy to get away from hollywood, a place he is not so crazy about. he never has liked it. but due to his profession, he has to go out there from time to time. but he nor his family will EVER in their lives move out to the states.

he sat the paper down looking over at alice who looked overwhelmed about something. her pale shoulders showed tension as her jaw was tightly clenched. she barley had bit into her fruit, something that she loves dearly

cillian coughed, "something bothering you?" he asked with worried blue eyes. alice looked up at him showing a fake smile, "i'm fine."

he could hear the lying within her voice. "alice... what's bothering you?" he asked politely

alice fixed her posture sitting up correctly then clasping her hands together, "if i tell you... do you promise not to get upset?"

he nodded, "i promise." alice bit her lip as her palms began to sweat. she felt like her head was caving in

"i'm um... thinking about letting barry back into my life." alice said with a clear voice

cillian raised a brow then kissed her teeth, "really?" he slowly nodded keeping eye contact with her

alice sighed, "i know. i'm an idiot." she said being too hard on herself. "not at all alice." cillian corrected her immediately

"everyone in my life is going to hate me. all of the sticking up you all did for me and now here i am considering letting him back into my life." alice said aloud sounding like she is coming to realization of it all

"you'll always have my support along with yvonne." cillian leaned over grabbing both her hands. she felt better after hearing him say that

"but if he hurts you again, i will stomp his face into a curb." cillian threatened making alice laugh. she knew he was not joking around but she couldn't help it. she felt tears falling down her face. cillian got up walking over to hug pulling her into a hug.

"i love you." alice muttered. cillian rubbed her back in circular motions holding her tightly. "i love you more."

while they spent the day baking and walking around the long countryside, billie wrote in her journal in her los angeles home with finneas and meadow staring her down. her mind was cluttered after that seeing that interaction with barry. she didn't know how to feel.

barry was jogging around london as paparazzi snapped multiple pictures of him but not saying a word to him while he was in go mode. many gave him nasty stares as he confidently ran past them all.

he still is reaping what he sewed last year cheating on alice with sabrina. he has still been able to get jobs and his agency never dropped him. it was tough for caa to keep barry and alice at the same time but they couldn't let two talented people like them go.

him and sabrina ended up breaking up. their ending was not the greatest. sabrina was absolutely pissed. the break up was a screaming match.... well barry tried calming sabrina down. she was like a tasmanian devil.

hitting him with heavy force. throwing glass towards him. breaking all kinds of things. it wasn't a pleasant sight. he had to call her friends over to restrain her.

the reason barry broke up with her... reasons he broke with her was because sabrina wasn't the nicest person in their relationship. sabrina always acted as if she didn't really give a shit about barry or any of the many amazing things he was doing. she wasn't the girlfriend who got hype for her boyfriend. sabrina always acted like she was above barry. it didn't feel good.

sabrina also constantly did things such as shading alice throughout the whole relationship. always talking about alice any chance she got but also swearing up and down she was never worried about alice or anything she had going on. she has always been threatened by alice.

another reason being how she treated brando and wasn't so passionate when it comes to children. sabrina always cringed at attempting to change dirty diapers along with helping barry potty train the baby. she acted like she never wanted to share food whenever brando would waddle over to her with the cutest smile. it wasn't a good look for her considering many little kids mostly girls look up to her.

but the main reason of it all.... was because their relationship mostly was all about sex. the two of them went on dates and everything but they barley talked about anything in their relationship.

sabrina knew he still loved alice but was sure that he would fall head over heels for her after awhile... but that never happened.

and that was the real reason why sabrina acted a fool when barry said he wanted to go separate ways. thank goodness he didn't have to call the police to come and diffuse the situation

after his run, barry went back to his loft taking a long hot shower. he then plopped down onto his luxury couch and texted alice. it still felt unreal that they were back communicating with each other. alice held her own though. she just recently unblocked him from everything

barry
How is the trip goin'?

alice
really good!! it is super peaceful out here. honestly i wish i could stay here forever

barry
Why don't cha? 👀

alice
because i'm back into the swing of things and filming so many projects

barry
It is nice to see you back on screens
You're a queen who is killin' it!! 💘

alice
so sweet thank youuuu

barry began to overthink wondering if it was too soon to use a heart emoji but he was just happy to be talking with alice right now. she quickly double texted him.

alice
hey we're about to go into town
i'll text you whenever we get settled in!! i hope you enjoyed your run and enjoy the rest of your evening!!

barry
Thanks!! You too!! ❤️

barry cursed aloud as he did it yet again. meanwhile, alice and the murphy family went into town with alice and yvonne currently browsing in a vintage store. many people noticed them but respected that they were on vacation and kept passing by.

"this is cute." yvonne said holding up a 1997 black versace slip dress. alice looked at it immediately wanting it. "very cute."

yvonne smirked handing it over to her, "go try it on miss back to black." she said teasing her about her favorite song

alice playfully rolled her eyes then ran to the huge fancy dressing room in the back. when she got back there she stripped out of her clothes looking at herself in the mirror as a matching black lingerie was on her perfect and sculpted body. she was rocking her short hair today that she has loved ever since it was cut.

she put the dress of that fit her body like a glove which was exactly what she wanted. she stepped out posing, "what do you think?" alice frowned as she saw yvonne talking with sabrina

the two of them grew silent as they looked to
see alice who was confused, "she was just leaving darling!" yvonne said pushing sabrina towards the door

alice spoke up, "yvonne it's okay. it's alright." she assured calmly. sabrina yanked herself away from yvonne as the two of them had a stare off. sabrina fixed her face gently looking at alice, "can we talk for a second?" sabrina nicely asked

yvonne was about to say no, "yes, c'mon we'll chat in the dressing room. yvonne we will be right back, keep looking around! find me a cute crop top!" alice yelled as she motioned for sabrina to follow her quickly before yvonne had the chance to speak again.

when they went into the dressing room, alice and sabrina sat down next to each other. both women sighing deeply as they both simultaneously crossed their legs.

sabrina nodded then gave alice a sweet smile, "first off um i just wanted you to congratulate you for your oscar wins." sabrina complimented

alice smiled, "thank you."

there was a short silence between them. sabrina chuckled, "you're welcome." she quickly stopped smiling after saying that. alice could tell she was struggling with something.

alice asked kindly, "what did you want to talk about?" she playfully patted her knee

sabrina looked at her, "i'm sorry." her voice cracked. alice frowned not getting why she was apologizing since she already had before.

sabrina cleared her throat, "i was being such a bitch to you last year..." she shut her eyes thinking about how nasty she was towards alice who didn't deserve any of that

"everything i did to you last year was not okay. you had every right to slap me the way you did. i'm honestly surprised you didn't beat my ass because i deserve it." sabrina said being serious

alice shook her head, "you don't deserve that at all." she disagreed

"i do but i just want you to know i'm sorry." alice nodded and smiled, "it's okay sabrina, i promise."

"you know he still loves you." at this point sabrina had tear stains running down her face. she gave alice a serious look as she said those words

alice stayed quiet, "he never stopped loving you, even when we dated." she revealed

"i wouldn't be surprised if you two got back together." alice interjected, "sabrina—-"

"you two were made for each other. i only hope that i can be as good of a woman as you are someday." sabrina gently grabbed alice's face then kissed her cheek. she then got up and left the store leaving alice there

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