7th april 2014.

❝dear diary,

my mom said i looked happier these past few weeks.

the girls at my school are pretty but i don't feel anything for them. not a single thing. all the other boys always talk about them and how they want to go out with them but when i think about it, i don't feel any excitement.

is there something wrong with me? am i not like the other boys? am i going to end up alone?

i'm scared.❞