After settling into class, the room filled with my fellow peers. They all came in laughing, or sp-raying perfume, or hugging their partners goodbye. Well, that was the majority, then there were others like me, that silently came in with the crowd, quickly getting my belongings ready to learn.  I never understood how you can spend so much money, and as much time just getting into college, all to go and party every day. Damn near get kicked out and then continue the same idiotic behavior time and time again.

I quickly put my new, much smaller backpack to the side of me. Clearing room for one of my class buddies. Well, that's- what I called people I got along with to get through the stupidity of each class. I smiled up at my friend, Aergia. She hopped up and into her seat. Pulling out her iPad to take notes on, she put her hair in a bun.

"Hey Sammie, how are things?" She asked as she started to rummage through the depth of her huge backpack. I started to slightly nibble on my bottom lip, not knowing exactly what to say after all that's happened simply throughout one weekend.

"Um, different. Very different." I smiled at her with a slight chuckle as she nodded in agreement. 

"I just moved out of my sister's apartment. It's weird waking up alone to be real with you." She said as she rose from her bag, a new black PaperMate pen joined her collection of supplies. Followed by a pad of sticky notes.

I had completely forgotten that Aerie said she was moving over the weekend. I looked into her amber eyes, they swirled with excitement and anxiousness. She was absolutely stunning. I gulped, taking in her side profile. A perfectly define jawline, perfectly pink and fresh lips. The most flattering eye shape on the planet and most literally the perfect nose. I felt myself start to nibble harder. She truly brought out every ounce of gay in me. Yet, with her personality being so similar to mine I could never date her. Didn't make her any less fine though.

"I remember that feeling," I gave her a reassuring smile as the teacher started to put the new presentation on the SmartBoard. 

"Well, you had Rowell with youu!" She teased, pouting. She hadn't had a love life since Junior year of Highschool. Poor thing.

"Mm, not no more," I smirked, releasing my bottom lip and grabbing my favorite Eos Chapstick out of my pocket.

"What do you mean?" She looked over at me, tilting her head in confusion.

"I'll tell you next period," I said as I cocked my head towards the front of the classroom, her gaze redirecting itself as our teacher began the class.

As always, our teacher gave us our assignment for the day and set a deadline. We both got straight to work, reading and writing. We were assigned to research a less known mental illness and give a full report on it. Aergia and I obviously worked together in an attempt to actually finish our assignment in the hour we were given. This was my most homework-producing class. We shared a Google Slide show and scrolled through Goggle endlessly. We finely came across a more, unknown mental illness and got straight to work. Dividing up the slides and making them aesthetic.

About five minutes before the end of the class period, we finished the slide and sent it straight to our professor. As we finished up, I turned on my phone. Seeing a text from an unknown number. I tapped on the message while waiting for the class to end. The first text quickly informed me that it was Dominic. I giggled under my breathe at the message. Saving his number with a smile. I hadn't changed my number since we stopped talking. Nor had he. I felt a wave of nostalgia hit me, as our professor dismissed us from class. I quickly got up and slipped my phone into the pocket of my sweatpants.

"You and Rowell are done?" Aergia's voice sounded behind me grabbing the straps on my backpack and pulling me towards her. I chuckled slightly at how aggressive she was.

"He cheated on me. I haven't seen him since. Next time I talk to him I'll be a proper single woman." I met her eyes quickly after making my statement. She starred at me and released my bag.

"Well, I don't- think he knows that.." She said trailing off as she motioned towards the side of us. I saw Rowell standing against one of the pillars. Specifically, the one I would normally park in. I looked as if he had taken the bus. His head in the pockets of his sweatpants. A huge blue hoodie swallowed him whole. He looked as if he hadn't- slept since I left. I would be a damn liar if I didn't feel a bit of guilt. He knew just how to pull at my heartstrings. Yet, I never was one for this type of bullshit. He cheated on me and expected me to come running back to him because he was sad. Fucking doofus.

I rolled my eyes at him, him never taking his own off me. His expression completely change as I took each long stride to my next class. I wasn't gonna let him get the best of me. I'm already staying with Dominic, as fun as it's been it's definitely not like me. I'm letting another "Mafia" man, known as one of Dominic's friends drive me around. And, just to top it all of. I'm apparently not safe overall. I sighed as my thoughts overflow my mind, Aergia going to her class. Mine being right next door.

After that class, all of my other classes went by pretty quickly and pretty easily. It was a pretty chill Monday. As my classes came to a close, I walked Aegria to her car and watched her drive away. She was around the same height as I was, but her body was very, provocative to say the least. So, whenever I could I would make sure she left safely. After watching her drive away I laid against the pillar on the other side of the one Rowell had glued himself to earlier.

I pulled out my phone while waiting for Dominic. I trust that after all this stocking he would have had stocked my last classes timing as well. As soon as TikTok loaded in a text message from Dominic popped up. 

"I'm about three minutes away, wanna get food after tho?"

"Alr, and as long as your paying," I replied quickly, as soon as I saw the word food I got excited. It was around four by now and I was hungry. As I started to scroll through Tiktok, not even half a minute passed before I felt Rowell's presents. I looked up into his green eyes, they swirled with pain and regret. He looked as if he had just been put through Hell. I glared into his eyes, putting my hands in my pockets.

"I really, really, miss you.. and I am so fucking sorry.."- He mumbled his hands wrapping themselves around my waist, squeezing slightly, as he licked his lips, looking into my eyes. Seeming to be searching for something.

I placed my hands on his forearms and pushed him off, he whimpered and then full-on hugged me. Squeezing slightly as I heard a break appear in his voice.

"-I am so sorry, Samira please.. I n-need you.." He nuzzled into my neck as if he couldn't take a damn hint. I squirmed and tried to release myself from his grasp. Staying silent as I slightly growled under my breathe. Another whimpering sounded from him.

"Get off of me Rowell!" I started to push him off, he's hold not letting up.

"What the fuck! Get off of me!" I started to push him even harder. I didn't- wanna really hurt him but if he continued he would catch my hands, and he knew that. As I continued to push him off, fighting the most unviontelent fight I could. I heard a car pulling up right in front of us, I hopped with everything me they would get this stupid "man" off of me.

 I felt someone grab my arm, a big veiny hand, much bigger than my arm, pulling me against them. As I looked up I realized it was Dominics enchanting Hazel's eyes. I heard a loud snarl sound from his voice, his hands wrapping around my waist as I felt Rowell coming closer to us. I was looked into the intense look on his face. His jaw clenching his grip tight, his eyes spewing out anger. In every fucking way, he looked tense, not how he did when we fought. This was different. This was protective.

Before I could bring myself back into my normally right mind, I felt Dominic's lips smash against mine. His hands moved down to my ass, groping tightly and kissing me with a burning passion. His lips melting against mine. I couldn't help myself. I wrapped my arms around his neck, feeling a pool of wetness at my core, as I melted into this kiss, he licked my bottom lip asking for entrance that I quickly granted. Our tongues wrapped around our tounges meeting as we fought for dominance. He won quickly, I fell helpless in his arms. Every moment of that kiss made me feel more and more alive.

As soon as our lips locked I heard Rowells footstep-s walking away, followed by a slight sob. I really couldn't- care, not right now. The man in front of me had presented me with so much more than he ever had, and I needed it. Now.

I whimpered against his lips, as soon as my common sense came back into the occasion I backed out of the kiss. I panted against his lips, him doing the same, his hands moving back up to my waist. My eyes still closed, basking in the memory of his lips- against mine. The moment replayed in my mind time and time again. He was overwhelmingly attractive to me of course, but I never let it show. Nor had he. 

As I calmed down from the high of the moment I started to realize just how much tension we had built up. After the fights, after the way, he held me that night, even this smoring! There was tension in the air, that I couldn't- sense. I didn't want to sense them. Yet, he still got to me. 

"Sorry, I wanted him to fuck off.." Dominic said a smirk forming on his lips as I slowly opened my own, meeting his eyes. I hadn't realized just how prominent the issue in his pants was, growing what seemed to be endlessly.

"T-Thanks.." I mumbled against his lips.

"You knew damn well I've found you sexy since day one, you know that right?.." I bite my lip slightly. I felt my nipples hardening as well, his deep voice only adding to the pond in my sweats.

"Then prove it.."I trailed off as his eyes twinkled with danger, his smirk enhancing.

"Then you have to trust me Sammie."

"Always.." I mumbled against his lips, feeling his hands roam up and down my body.

Y'all just love me huh?