"Yoongi..?"

I fiddled with my sleeve. What do I say..? Ugh, I hate social situations... I hesitated, but looked him in the eye. "H-Hey Jin..."

Jin stood up and engulfed me in a hug. Uncomfortable-
I'm uncomfortable-

He released me and smiled. "Have you..." He hesitated. "Gotten better..?"

I looked at Hoseok and smiled lightly. "Yeah...Actually I have."

Hoseok beamed, and Namjoon waved us over. "Come sit down."

"So...Yoongi..." Jin began. "How have you been?"

I opened my mouth to talk, but he cut me off. "Go ahead, say something sarcastic. I know you, just be yourself, mmkay~?" He winked.

I just got this weird vibe from Namjoon and Hoseok..

Uhm, okay. "I've been..." Be yourself. "Trying not to die." Jin chuckled.

Hoseok gently placed his hand on mine, giving me that 'Are you okay?' look. I nodded and looked back at Jin. I'm actually talking to Jin again...I can't believe it...

"So...How about you..? How have you been..?"

"I've been great! I met Namjoon, who made me so happy, and I've been doing well training."

"T-That's nice..." I want to get out of here...I kinda...

I kinda want to cuddle with Hoseok.

No! Get those thoughts out of your head!

"Yoongi..?"

"Huh?" I turned to Hoseok.

"Y-Your face is red..."

"I-Is it..?" God damnit. He put his hand to my forehead. "You're hot..."

"Uhm..."

"Do you want to go home? We don't have to stay."

Yes please. But I don't want to make Jin upset...

"It's okay, you can go." Jin said smiling. "Yoongi, I'll give you my number so you can say hi from time to time~" He handed me his phone, which was open to the new contact menu. I quickly put in my number and thanked him as Hoseok and I walked out of the Café and into the car. "Sorry.." He said, looking down.

"For what?"

"Pulling you out...Honestly...I was jealous..." What..? "Jealous? Why?"

He teared up a bit. "I know you blushed...I took that as an opportunity to pull you away..." He looked out the window.

God damnit. You're a fucking idiot, Yoongi. "I-I was blushing...But not about Jin..."

"Then why..?"

"I'm afraid to say..." I started biting my thumb. "Well, more like...I'm embarrassed to..."

"You don't have to be, I'm..." He hesitated. "Y-Your friend..."

Well shit, I've been friendzoned. Thanks, life.

I'm saying it anyway, fuck you.

"I was thinking about..." I covered my face with my hands and mumbled, "C-Cuddling with you..."

He stayed silent. I moved my hands away from my face a bit to look at him.

Oh my God. He's cute. He's fucking cute.
. . .
I want him.

His face was pink, but he was smiling at me. "Let's do that when we get home, then~"

I nodded shyly and he turned the car on.

- - -

"Hello, house!" He said as he walked through the door. I copied him...Kinda. "Hey apartment, ya fucker." He laughed. "You're weird, Yoongi~"

"Thanks, I try I guess."

He hugged me tightly, closing the door before wrapping his arms around me. I hugged him back, not hesitating. That's a first.

"Hey, Hoseok..." My heartbeat sped up. Say it, Yoongi. Don't hold back.

"Yeah? What is it?"

"I...Uhm..." I released him from the hug, looking at him in the eye. Do it. I brought my face closer to his, and kissed his cheek. "I-I
l-like you...A lot..." I looked down at my feet. "A-And I think you deserve to know something about my...My past."

His face was beet red has he touched the place I kissed, gently with the tips of his fingers. "You just...Kissed my cheek..." He smiled. "That made me very happy. Thank you."

He walked over to the couch and sat down, patting the seat next to him. I walked over and sat down, taking a deep breath. "I...Uhm..." I started biting my thumb. "I've had my first kiss before..."

He looked shocked, but leaned in. "Go on..."

"I won't tell you who it was because they probably wouldn't want that..Sorry."

"No no! It's fine!"

I nodded and continued. "They actually...Saved me from killing myself...Literally..."

He stood up, grabbed my wrist gently and walked to his room. He sat down on the bed. I hesitated, but did the same.

Hoseok layed down and pulled my body closer to his. He wrapped his arms around my waist, causing me to squeak...What a weird sound that was-

"Yoongi." Hoseok said, probably sensing my uncomfort. "Relax, okay? You're fine, I won't hurt you...I promise."

I sighed. You're fine, it's just Hoseok. He would never hurt you without your consent...That's a weird sentence, Yoongi.

I buried my face into his chest, slowly putting my arms around him.

"Are you comfortable?"

I hummed a yes in response, smiling.

To be honest...

I haven't been this comfortable in years...

"I-I'm going to fall asleep..." I mumbled. "Sorry.."

"No no, it's okay. Sleep." He ran his hands through my hair, gently playing with it.

"I don't want to burden you..."

"You'll never be a burden to me, just relax, enjoy yourself." He smiled and I nodded. "You deserve it." He kissed my forehead, causing me to blush and smile. I'm so lucky...

I don't deserve this, not what I've done.

But...I guess I can be a bit selfish once in a while.

- - -

BANG BANG BANG!

My eyes shot open to the sound of someone pounding on the door. Looking over at Hoseok, I saw that he was still sound asleep. I slowly made my way to the door, cracking it open to see. "...Yes..?"

"Please help me."

Holy shit.