reckless behaviour
trying to fuck myself up
trying to drive myself insane
trying to trip over the edge
trying to severely hurt myself
trying to let me know
that i should let go.

intense love
admiration
looking up
to a young man
who's a young god
marking the skies
claiming it his
and i made him mine.

beautiful roses
red petals on my cheek
tasting chocolate
on thin lips
skin between teeth
and it's bruising
underneath me
and i really like this heat
burn me alive
steam full up the room
and swallow our bodies
but spit out our corpses

but now i don't like
how this tastes.

reckless behaviour
trying to fuck myself up
trying to drive myself insane
trying to trip over the edge
trying to severely hurt myself
trying to let me know
that i should let go.

bitter medicine
sliding down my throat
do not soothe my pain
or more like you're sorrow
knives on your skin
and i'm making carvings
intricate designs
bloody tattoo patterns
on there for life.

reckless behaviour
trying to fuck myself up
trying to drive myself insane
trying to trip over the edge
trying to severely hurt myself
trying to let me know
that i should let go.

i'm reckless
dangerous
toxic
you need to be
cautious
i'm a time bomb
i have a timer
but when i go off
we both won't know
borderline
crossing all the lines
psychopathic
psychotic
mental illness
but i'll try to control it
borderline
crossing all the lines
my pain
becomes
fun
every night.