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𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙗𝙡𝙪𝙚 𝙫𝙖𝙪𝙡𝙩 𝙖𝙗𝙤𝙫𝙚
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this type of sadness left him feeling hollow. there was never something to fill that shell once this was all over. he always promised, he'd stop once the love left, once he no longer had the same passion — without it, everything seemed pointless. it was that hollow space between time, he never knew what to fill that space with. the difference this time, was that taehyung kind of had an idea now.

the tour was ending but he wasn't as sad, because he knew he wasn't going back to his empty apartment all alone to spend nights with pixies and forgotten regrets. the rockstar always thought about that, if he could forget the things he's done then how could they really be regrets. the only reminders he had were the bruises on his neck and the pain in his lower back. that didn't appeal to him anymore, not unless it was coming from a specific toned-as-fuck ravenette.

they sat together on the plane, the fancy first class section making taehyung not able to be as clingy and annoying as he wanted to be. "stop watching the movie." he threw another piece of candy at jungkook who swatted it away and kept his eyes on the screen.

"dude. restrain yourself." jungkook said, his voice a little loud since he still had his headphones shoved into his ear.

they were on their way back to seoul. a shorter flight than it was going and coming from the states. taehyung had felt down the whole day, sad that his tour had finished and he didn't have another for some months. he'd do a few shows here and there in korea, but it wasn't the same as a concert of his own.

jungkook bought him candy and hoped he'd be quiet and entertained for the flight, but that only lasted an hour. once he organized the chocolates by color he got bored. "let's play a game." taehyung suggested.

the older couldn't exactly hear him, but he felt his eyes staring at him and could see his mouth moving through the corner of his eye. jungkook sighed and finally took out his headphones. "you're really annoying." he said.

taehyung was affected by that comment, still smiling. "let's play a game." he repeated.

"fine." the ravenette caved. "what game do you want to play?"

"hide and seek." taehyung was quick to say, the eagerness evident in his face as he kicked off the blanket covering his legs. he shoved his feet back into his shoes and stood up. "i'll be hiding in the bathroom. meet me in two minutes."

it wasn't weird for the rockstar to run off and want to be followed. it also wasn't a surprise that jungkook complied so easily. he looked down at his watched and bounced his leg up and down, checking it once more before giving up on those two minutes and just going now.

there was only one that was occupied, so jungkook light knocked on the outside. it opened so quick and he was yanked inside by the younger. "you waited longer than i expected." taehyung said.

"shut up." jungkook said, gripping the boys hips and kissing his mouth till he was quiet. the only sound now was taehyungs content sigh, moving his lips with the olders until their tongues tasted the others.

at least the bathrooms in this part of the plane seemed nicer, and cleaner. apparently having more money to spend meant having more leg room when needing to go. taehyung appreciated this as his hand traveled down to trace the obvious bulge in jungkooks jeans. he loved knowing just a single finger could do this to man, especially when being able to see what his mouth did as well.

"baby," jungkook mumbled against the youngers mouth, feeling him pull away and smile so sweetly at him. he looked so innocent, so pure and good like he wasn't palming the ravenette in an airplane bathroom. "i know," taehyung said, "i'll be quick."

taehyung was on his knees in a second, unzipping the olders jeans and tugging them down as best he could. jungkook just leaned back against the tiny sink counter, glancing down and seeing how the pretty boy looked up through dirty blonde bangs, kissing the tip of his dick so lightly and smiling at how it twitched, responding so much to a simple action.

his eyes never left those darker ones, not as his ring clad fingers wrapped around his dick, giving enough attention to whatever didn't fit in his mouth. once taehyungs lips wrapped around his head, sucking gently and flicking the tip of his tongue across the tip, jungkook had to bite onto his fist to keep quiet. he did his best to swallow that groan, tilting his head back while taehyung took more of him into his mouth until the tip of his cock bumped with the back of his throat.

it felt too good, jungkook couldn't help the pants of breath and the way his hips snapped forward. taehyung gagged a little, feeling water escape at the corner of his eyes, but he didn't care, not one single bit as he looked up at the handsome ravenette who looked like he was in so much pleasure. it was such a pretty sight, and it was all because of taehyung. he felt that pride shoot through his chest, letting the older fuck into his mouth and enjoy the warmth around his cock until it became too much and he was cumming down the boys throat.

taehyung had his hands gripping jungkooks strong thighs, bobbing his head and letting the man ride out his high before pulling out of his mouth. taehyung smiled up at him, a little dribble on his chin that he wiped away with the back of his chin. "you taste good."

"you look good." jungkook shot back, staring down at the boy still on his knees, glazed over eyes and flushed cheeks.

"now was that better than watching the ending of your lame movie." taehyung stood up and looked at himself in the mirror, fixing his hair and wiping the corners of his mouth to be extra safe. jungkook pulled up his jeans and boxers, zipping them up with a shrug. "i don't know, i still kind of want to see if she goes back to him even though she got her memory back." he said.

taehyung rose an eyebrow at him through the mirror, just for the ravenette to smile cheekily and kiss him on the lips. "kidding. you're the best." jungkook said.

"i know." taehyung pecked his lips again. "i'll go first." he said, opening the bathroom door and leaving back to go find his seat. they didn't have that much time left, the flight from japan to korea not too long. jungkook came out a few minutes later and sat down as well.

the rockstar was eating his candy now, his own headphones in and mind in its own world. jungkook looked over and chuckled quietly, the things it took to make him content.

jungkook finished his movie and decided it was one of his favorites. nothing really did beat a happy ending. he decided to set an reminder in his phone to text ms. euna, telling her he enjoyed her movie recommendation and they should watch overboard together sometime.

he hoped to close his eyes for the rest of the flight, wanting that time to fly by quick and soon he'd be home. it's been months, and he was starting to miss his crappy apartment and squeaky door hinges. all the hotels were fancy and too nice, it made jungkook miss his bed even more. even as sad as taehyung and everyone else seemed to be that the tour was over, jungkook felt like he could tell the rockstar was ready to go home too. even if he didn't want to admit it, the boy was tired. he needed a rest for a while.

taehyung still looked tired even after they got off the plane and waited for their luggage. it was late in seoul, nearing midnight and now was the time that everyone was getting antsy to get out of there and be home already.

"we'll load he bags into the van," namjoon said to the boy, "you head home, you look exhausted." that was interesting coming from the manager who looked just as tired. taehyung nodded anyways and gave him a thumbs up, already walking off with his carryon, the bodyguard beside him who was listening as the rockstar explained why he should be given a piggy back ride.

jungkook saw his bag coming, so he waited. he also saw namjoon walk up and smile. "hey man," he said, "you'll been a big help these past months. it was nice working with you."

there was an odd feeling that came with those words, one that sunk into the ravenettes chest and reminded him that he was hired for this tour. after this ms. euna would be back. he no longer worked for the entertainment company.

jungkook smiled anyways, ignoring that blue emotion creeping around in his chest and squeezing around his heart. "my pleasure. it was a great experience, i enjoyed working with you and everyone else too." he said to the man. namjoon smiled at him and seemed like he was about to speak, but the ravenette got to it first. "that's my bag." he excused himself and approached the belt, waiting for his suitcase to pass in front of him before tugging it off and to the ground beside him.

the thing namjoon said seemed to repeat itself in the ravenettes mind as he left the airport, and continued to do so until he was walking into his apartment building and up the stairs to his floor. jungkook realized that he enjoyed working on this tour a lot more than he expected — and now it was over. he was losing again.

maybe that's why he kept thinking about it, because he was entering his apartment knowing that he wouldn't be going back to taehyungs work and helping hoseok and following woosung around for no reason at all.

jungkook walked into his apartment and all he could see was that taehyung wasn't there. just like so long ago when he would walk into his house and know that he'd never see his daughter waiting for him on the stairs. all he did was lose.

but he didn't have to this time. this didn't have to be the end of something so great. that's why jungkook was leaving his suitcase at the door, ignoring it for another time tomorrow since now his thoughts were only in one place and he focused solely on texting him.

if only he knew that the boy was feeling the same way, walking into his pretty apartment with marble floors and gold lighting, the best view of the city sitting below him. taehyung sighed, walking into his living room and heading for the cabinet of drinks he kept. he was about to pour himself a drink, itching to taste the bubbles on his tongue and the pretty swirl in his stomach.

the vibration of his phone stopped him, and he forgot all about the glass as he smiled down at the name and felt the butterflies erupt in his stomach. they felt so much better than expensive wine filling that space. taehyung read it over and over again, not being able to wipe away the silly smile on his face or get rid of the feeling in his tummy. he was so hooked on one man, that fucking jeon jungkook.

don't make plans tomorrow night.

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