Ichigo's POV

   "What does my talent have to do with this?!" Haji yelled. "You're being an damn tsundere!", "Or do you not like Ko?" I asked. He looked stunned for a second, then mumbled, "Ofc I like Ko, baka". I smirk at him. "So, who push that stick up your ass?". He mumbles something I can't hear.

   "Sorry, didn't catch that, can you repeat what you said?" I asked. He growled at me. "Aww, what's wrong Haji? Didn't get the chance to jerk off-". He covers my mouth, I lick his hand, and he let's go. "Ew! What the fuck, Berrycake?!" He yells. I laugh at him. "Don't cover my mouth, Hinata" I say.

    "Fuck you!". I smirk, "No thanks, Ko probably will". He blushes very hard, his whole face turns pink. I laugh at him, then stop. I look around. "Where is Ko?" I asked. "Why are you asking me, am I with him? No" he says sarcastically. I lowly growl at him, and storm away.

    Where did Ko go? I frown and started looking for him. I started running around the school looking for him. I don't want him to be alone. "Ko!", "Komeada!" I called out for him. I found him at the water fountain. He was all alone. "Komeada!". He looks up at me and smile.

    "Why did you leave?" I asked him, running up to him. "Um I didn't want my trash presence to ruin your friendship with Hinata~kun" he says sadly. "You could never ruin our friendship! We're all friends!" I yelled at him. He look at me surprised, then smile. I hugged him, and tear up a bit.

   "You're not trash, ok! You mean a lot to us both! We were hella worried about you this morning!" I say, crying into his shirt. "I-I'm sorry Ichigo~chan!" He apologized. "It's fine" I said, releasing him from the hug and wiping my tears. "I should be the one who is sorry" I say.

   "Ichigo~chan, you have done nothing wrong", "You and Hinata~kun cured my loneliness, though once in awhile I feel like it's fake, like I'm actually not supposed to be here" he states. "How come you feel lonely? Did you not get the note I left in your pocket?" I asked him, hoping I wouldn't make him uncomfortable.

   "I'm not comfortable sharing that type of information", "Also, what note?" He says feeling around in his blazer. "I understand, I knew you don't trust me that much after all it's only been like 5 days", "And I slipped a note in your pocket last time when i hugged you yesterday" I said nervously. He finds the note I wrote and reads it.

    "This, this is your contact information?" He asked, dumbfounded. "Well yes, I kinda guessed that you don't really talk to anyone outside of school, so I gave you that!", "In case you ever got lonely" I explained. "Thank you Ichigo~chan, but I don't want trash like me to be an burden to you" he says.

   "Trust me, you aren't" I said with a smile. "Wow, what a touching scene" a voice said sarcastically. "Don't be an asshole, Haji" I said without looking at him. "Look, just shut up for a moment, Berrycake" he stated rudely. "Komeada, I'm sorry for being an asshole towards you, it was uncalled for-". "You don't say" I interrupted, glaring at him. He glares back but continues.

   "Also I was just worried about you, I'm not really good at expressing my emotions" he states. "It's fine Hinata~kun, I understand you don't like, trash like me, so you don't have to apologize" Ko says with a smile. It always pains me to hear him insult himself, but I'm no better myself. Haji frowns, "You aren't trash Komeada". "I am, but thank you either ways, also you guys should eat lunch before it's too late" Ko tells us.

   He is right, we should eat, but I don't want too. The two of the boys eat and make conversation, while I sit there looking around. "Are you ok, Ichigo chan?" Ko asks me. "I'm fine, just enjoying the view" I tell him. "Ok". I sigh, I'm just like him.

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Nagito's POV

    The day coming to an end feels nice, sometimes. I breathe in the fresh air of the night. Nighttime really is beautiful. My luck blessed me with people who I guess, actually care for me. It feels nice to have friends, but I'm worried. What if I lose the two friends I ever made, and become lonely? Will my luck take them away from me?

  I hope not. Ah hope~! I'm glad I still have hope on my side. Though I guess, now that's not the only thing I'm living for! I have Ichigo~chan and Hinata~kun! Does Hinata~kun truly likes me or is he being forced to be my friend? I sigh, and look at the bright night sky. The night peacefully calms me, as I overthink the first week back.

  This first week was an rollercoaster. I wonder how love feels like... is it good? To put all your faith in one person, the desire of passion for that person? What's the point? The whole world is like an factory. We get born, go to school for 14-15 years of our lives, just to work, build an family, to start the same process over, and over again.

   Is there an point to living? No, I can't think like that! I sigh again, feeling stressed out. Why do I do this to my self? I laugh to myself. There's no way I can have friends, I'll just end up hurting them. I can't feel anything no ways. Ichigo~chan, she's not like anyone, here in Japan. From these past 5 days, she seems very interested in me, and I don't like it.

   She seems like the only person, who could and would genuinely care about me. I can't risk her getting hurt, trying to care for me. Maybe I should avoid her, to keep her safe. Yeah I will. Sorry Ichigo~chan.

Author's Note: Ok so this book really sucks, but I'm glad people are actually reading this it means a lot to me. Though I feel like I need to work on my pacing and better vocabulary, just reading this is boring and not exciting. So, I'm really surprised people are actually reading this. Thank you and I hope you enjoyed this!

Finished on: 06/01/2020
Published on: 06/02/2020