Nagito's POV

   It's so dark and cold. Why? Where am i? I took a look around my surroundings. Seriously, what is this place, and why am I here? Am I in the void, because that's what it looks like. I walk around the empty space, an endless void. I sigh, and sit down.

   Is there even a purpose to be walking around aimless? Or is the void telling me how useless and worthless I am? Where's Hinata~kun and Ichigo~chan? Did they leave me here alone? Ichigo~chan said she'd never leave me alone, but here I am. Alone. All alone.

   Why? Did they really not like me? Am I not likeable? Why couldn't I be normal? Did I have to exist? What is my purpose? I don't make anyone happy, well, Ichigo~chan and Hinata~kun always smile around me. Maybe they were fake? No no, Ichigo~chan isn't the type to do that, and Hinata~kun doesn't seem like the type anyways.

   I get back up again, this time, determined. Ichigo and Hinata wouldn't want me to give up, so I won't. In the name of hope, I shall never fall into despair. That's what they would want at least. So, I continue walking around, having no idea where to go. I didn't know how, but I tripped and fell backwards.

   One of my hands were tied to a rope. What the hell?! Some how, tape was put on my mouth. Then, a shocking pain came from both of my legs. Who's cutting my legs?! I wanted to scream, I wanted to scream so, bad but I couldn't. "-gito", "Nagito!". Who's calling for me. The voice sounded feminine.

   I see the girl who called me. "I-ichigo~chan?" I called out to her. She was crying a lot. The rest of my body is now tied down. Why is this happening to me? Did I deserve this? One of my hands were suddenly stabbed. I screamed out in pain, only for it to be muffled. "Nagito!", "Nagito please!" Ichigo cried out.

    I don't understand. Why can't she help me? She tries to out to me, but something won't let her. Ichigo~chan starts banging one whatever is stopping her. "Please, just please don't do this!" She yelled. It hurt seeing her cry and then crying harder. I look up in what I guess is the void, there's a spear, dangling above me. Right in the center of my stomach.

    Oh my living hell, seriously?! Please don't fall. Ichigo, looked up as well, she was crying even harder. "Nagito! Nagito please let me help you!" She yelled. I'm not stopping you... Though I should be scared of that spear that can drop at anytim-. The spear dropped inside my stomach. Oh did it hurt like hell. I was screaming, Ichigo was too, mines were just loud muffles.

   Me, thinking the pain was finally over. A can of some sort, sprayed out poison. I couldn't breathe, my whole body hurt like hell. Ichigo screams were even more painful, it was just full of pain and despair. I felt the life draining out of me. This is the end, I guess. I smiled to Ichigo, "Don't worry about me anymore, live, live to see another day", "Live for me".

   As I used my last breathe, she ran over to me. "Nagito, hang on please!" She cried. I smiled at her, "I'm sorry, Ichigo~chan". I began to close my eyes, "Nagito?", "Nagito wake up!".

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    "Komaeda wake up!". I sat up, fastly and looked around. "Hinata~kun? Where's Ichigo~chan?" I asked him. Why does he look so nervous. "Are you o-". "What the hell, Komaeda?! You made both of us scared, with your screaming and excessive movement!" He yelled. I was in pure shock. So that was a dream? That dream was too damn real!

   "Um sorry?" I whispered. "Sorry? That's all you have to say?! Berrycake nearly had a damn heart attack, and all you say is sorry?!" He yelled. I was so confused, and shaking. "Um w-where is Ichigo~chan n-now?" I asked. "She went to school already", He sighs, "Here, you can borrow on of my uniforms and change in the bathroom" he states more calmly.

   "There's an bathroom here, in an treehouse?". "Yes now go" he states, pushing the clothes in arms. I get up and walk to the bathroom. This bathroom is nice for it being outdoors. It had a separation shower and bath, an nice toilet, and marble sink. I was in awe. "Hurry up! I don't want us to be even more late!" Hinata~kun yelled. "Ok, ok!" I yelled back, getting dressed.

   His clothes are a bit tight on me. I sigh, and leave the bathroom. "Took you long enough" he stated. "Sorry-". "I don't want to hear it, let's go" he stated angrily, sounding like an parent. "I don't even have me bag with me" I say. "Don't worry, Berrycake does". "How-". "Stop asking questions and come on!" He yelled.

   Not wanting to make him even more angry, I followed along.

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   Luckily, we made it to school on time. Hinata~kun is still mad at me, which makes me upset. Did I worry him that much? "Stop looking like an lost sad puppy and let's go" he says sternly. I said nothing, and continued following him to class. I sigh, I really didn't want him to be mad at me, but of course, trash like me always anger somebody.

   Hinata~kun starts growling, like he can hear my thoughts. I gulp, trying my best not to anger the brown haired shorty. He grunts as he's walking. Ok, I know trash like me already angered him, but who push that stick further up his ass? Why is he so angry? Am I that much of a failure to make friends?

   Hinata kun stops in his tracks, which leads me to bump right into him. "Sorry" I whispered. He turns to me, "Something tells me you're talking crap about yourself inside your head" he growled. I gulped, getting nervous again. I hope that I don't start shaking. Ah hope~! Not the time! "What makes you say that?" I responded, getting off the floor.

    "Just using what I know about you so far" he states going to class. I follow after him. We sit down in our assigned seats. Yukizome~sensei walks in afterwards. We all stand up, "Goodmorning Yukizome~sensei", the we all sit back down. "Goodmorning class, today we have our last new student coming in today" she says with a smile.

    She motioned for them to come in. Ichigo~chan?! Ichigo~chan smiles at everyone, "H-hi my names is I-ichigo Hoshi, I'm glad t-to meet you all" she stuttered. Hmm...  I guess she's awkward around people she doesn't know. "You may take a sit anywhere like" Yukizome~sensei states. Ichigo~chan sit behind me. "Good now lets begin today's lesson".

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   Classes is now over and its lunch. I run over to Ichigo~chan. "I didn't know you'd be joining our class tod-". She hugs me. "I was worried about you baka!" She yelled at me. "Sorry" I responded nervously. "Are you ok?" She asks me, releasing me from the hug.

    "Yeah, I'm fine" I tell her. "Let's go eat lunch, Haji, already went on without us" she says. I frown. "Um, I don't think Hinata kun wants to see me" I whispered out. "Of course he will, he's just got an stick up his ass" she says, laughing. I nervously laugh with her, frowning still. "Don't frown, you can convince him not too!" She says, trying to encourage me as we walk down the loud hallways.

    "Fine, I'll try it, but only because I want to see your hope grow!" I say. She looks at me, and smiles, though it took her a bit, but she did. I smile back at her, and she grabs my hand, dragging me along with her. "Come on! We gotta meet Haji-". She bumps into someone, which makes me bump into her. "Ow!" We both say.

    "What the hell?!" Ichigo chan yells. "It's not my fault you guys took forever". "Haji? Are you seriously, short tree! We were coming Jesus Faist!" She yells at him, getting up, then helping me up. "Come on Berrycake, let's go" Hinata kun says, grabbing her hand. I frown. She pulls away from him and grabs me. "Ko is coming us asshole! Stop being a damn tsundere!", "Oh wait that your ultimate talent" she says giggling.

   I feel very uncomfortable and slowly walking from the best friends. I'm all alone...again.

Author's Note: Hey guys! I hope you enjoy this chapter! Also I hope nobody is ooc because I'm trying my best to make them, them, ya know? So Hajime can truly fall for Nagito, for being him.

Finished on: 05/30/20
Published on: 06/01/2020