Nagito's POV

     "Izzy?!", "Were you there the whole time?!" I yelled. "Yeah, didn't want to interrupt the cute moment and you're first kiss" He says while smirking. I throw a branch at him and he catches it. "That's rude Sugar Buns". "I don't care, don't tease me" I say pouting.

    "But it's adorable when you get pouty". I slightly tilt my head, "Adorable?". He turns away, "That's not what I meant", "I meant um". I giggle, "You're blushing Izzy". "Shut up, that's not why I'm here". I tilt my head, "So why are you here?" I asked.

     "Do you trust me with your life?" He asks. I blush furiously, "W-what?!". "Can you answer the question, also lower your voice!", "It'll be a shame if someone interrupted us" he says. "Do I trust you with my life?", "Hmm". He looks nervous, which is probably the first time I've seen him like this.

     "I do". "Y-you do?!". I was beyond shocked, I was sister shooketh, or whatever Ichi says. "Is the Dark Knight actually stuttering?" I said with a smirk. "Shut up, Sugar Buns" he mumbled. "I trust you with my life so what now?" I asked. He extends his hand out, "Come with me, I know you don't like heights but I promise I won't let you go".

     I took his hand and he pulled me up. "How would you like to be carried?" He asks me. "Piggy backride" I replied. He leans down a bit and I hop on his back. "You ready?" He asks. I nodded and he jumped back on to the tree. "So where are we going Izzy?" I asked him, as he jumps from house to house.

      "We can go to one of those Drive In movies and watch from a tree, and the other place is a surprise" he tells me. "Izzy stop with all of the surprises!" I yelled. "I'm just spoiling my bestfriend, can I not do that?" He asks. "No trash doesn't deserve your kindness" I mumbled.

        He pauses and puts me down. "Izzy?". "Don't you ever call yourself trash again, do you understand me?" He growled. I giggle, "Yes sir". He smirks, and picks me up again. Startled, I wrap my arms around his neck. "Can you give me a heads up when you do that?" I asked. "Nope, it's cute when you're flustered and embarrassed".

       "I'm going to kill you" I mumbled. "With what? You're adorable looks?" He asks while laughing. "You're so annoying" I whined. "Really? The first time we met I was an hot asshole remember?". I could tell her was smirking, "You still are baka". "You're still a cutie".

      I blush, "Stop complimenting me!". "Why can't I compliment the birthday boy?" He asks. "It's embarrassing and not true". "I believe it is though", "Anyone who tells you otherwise is blind and ignorant" he states. "For someone who looks like the always have a stick up their ass, you're a big softy and sweet" I tell him.

      "I have a stick up my ass?". I laugh, "Figurative language Izzy". "I know that but it's weird", "Didn't you tell Hajime that?" He asks. "I did, usually when people have a stick up their ass, they always look angry or grumpy" I explained. "Intresting, but I'm not angry", "Do I really look angry all the time?".

      "Not angry, more intimidating then anything" I tell him. "W-will y-you teach me how to express my emotions then?" He asks, stuttering a bit. "Are you embarrassed?" I ask teasingly. "N-no! No I'm not", "It's not a word you would describe me with". I laugh, "Right now I would, you dork". "Don't bully me, Sugar Buns" he whines.

      "You know I don't have to teach you anything" I tell him. "That's mean". "No no, that's not what I mean", "You already express yourself enough around me". "Oh I guess you're right" he says. "Of course I am!", "That's because I just noticed that" I tell him.

     "I do?". "Yes, basically you actually express yourself around me and not others". He scoffs, "Because everyone else is boring and can't make me happy". I blush again, "I make you happy? Also what happened to me being boring huh?" I asked.

      "Shut up we're here". "That is so rude Izzy" I scolded. "What type of snacks do you want?" He asks. "Do you have any chocolate crunchies?". "Here, Ichigo said you liked these when you tired it with her" he says handing me a bag of Hershy Cookies and Cream crunchies.

     "Thank you!". "Your welcome Sugar Buns".

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     "Did you enjoy the movie, Sugar—?", "Are you ok?!". I sniffled, "I'm fine the ending was so sad". He wipes away some of my tears, "Please don't scare me like that". I smile, "I already told you I'm fine", "Plus I didn't know you can be worried about someone" I tell him while smirking.

      "Sugar Buns I'm not playing, I don't like seeing you upset", "There's this weird pain in my chest that comes when you're upset" he explains. I kiss him on the cheek, "I promise I'll try my best not to be upset, if I am I'll just look away from you" I tell him. "Well um". He turns red and he covers his face.

      I giggle happily, "Don't hide your face Izzy!", "You're very handsome". "Sugar Buns please don't compliment me" he mumbled. I kiss both of his hands, "You're embarrassed and it's cute". "Sugarrrr" he whined. "Fine I'll stop, come on I wanna see my other surprise". He uncovers his face, he looked like tomato.

    I giggle, "You said you would stop" he says pouting a bit. "But you're acting so cute right now" I tell him. "Let's just go" he says while groaning.

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      "Can you take the blindfold off?", "Its bad enough I'm on a building" I complain. "That's because we're here" he says taking off the blindfold. I gasped, it was a whole bunch of candles  with roses around the edge, and it had a great view of the stars! "Izzy this is perfect!", "Thank you so much!".

      "You're welcome Sugar Buns" he says with a smile. I hug him, "This is the best birthday I've had in years!". He hugs me back, "I'm glad I could be apart of it". "Of course I would be sad if you weren't" I tell him, releasing myself from the hug. His smile drops, "Can I ask you a question Sugar?".

    "Of course, but please don't be sad" I tell him. "What if I... didn't exist? Would you still be this happy?" He asks. If my heart was an actual object it would've shattered right now. "No I wouldn't, Izzy what to you mean by 'didn't exist?". He looks at the ground, "Izzy you're not thinking about—". "No Sugar Buns, I'm not dying anytime soon" he says.

     "I'll tell you on a different day what that means". "But Izzy—". "Pinky promise?" He says, holding out his pinky finger. I sigh and intertwine it with mines, "Pinky promise". "Listen, Sugar Buns, I wanna tell you this before I never get the chance too" he tells me.

      "Izzy I'm very concern for your well being as you are being to expressive", "Do you need to lay down?" I asked. "Sugar, not the time for jokes". "Sorryyy". "Well I already know, you don't like me, in a romantical sense, but I do", "I really want to call a crush that will move on in a while but Ichigo told me it was love" he explains while looking at the ground again.

      "At first, I was going to ignore it, tried to ignore it but I couldn't", "Being in love sucks but being with you in general is amazing!". "It's the fact I know I can't be yours, well romantically, but I can be your bestfriend forever right?". His voice cracked at the last part.

      After that, I heard small sniffles, "Izzy are you crying?!". "You mean the salty water coming out of my eyes?" He asks looking at me. I laugh for a minute, "You poor baby come here" I tell him, extending my arms. He falls in my arms as he sobs. "Hey, Izzy". He looks up at me slightly.

     "Of course you can be my bestfriend for ever" I whisper softly. He smiles and cries some more, "Stop crying Izzy, I'll be here for you til death do us part" I tell him. "Don't say that!". "We won't live forever Izzy, so I say let's make the best of it!". I wipe his tears away, "Please for give me this Sugar".

       I look confused, "What do you— mm". For the second time tonight, I've been kissed by one of my crushes. I kiss him back, it felt wrong but yet it felt right. He let's go, "Sugar, I love you I know you can't give it back, but I wanted to tell you before I regretted it" he explains. I laugh, "You baka, though it's not fair to you, I love you too", "My gay ass has feelings for you and Hinata~kun".

     "That's fine with me, as long as you love me back", "I'm fine with anything" he mumbles. "That's not fair to you Izzy". "You love me back right? Sure you feelings for him maybe stronger but at least you still have feelings for me". "Izzy you're killing me, I don't want to hurt you", "You're my big soft baby".

      "I'm not soft" he says while pouting. I boop his nose, "Keep telling yourself that". "Come on, I told Ichigo I'll you back at a certain time" he says getting up. I stand up and dust myself off. "Come here for a sec Izzy". He tilts his head, "Yes?". I smirk, grabbed his hood down and kissed him again.

     "I better not hurt you, softy" I mumbled. He smirks too, "I promise you, you won't".

Author's Note: I lied there's a chapter today suckerssss, next one shall be sadddd. Get ready 😙

Finished on: 11/18/20
Published on: 11/18/20