Warning!: The following chapter contains angst and gay. If you do not like skip the ending. And if you don't like gay, then wtf are you doing here???

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3rd POV

  Nagito went home after the talk he had with Ichigo. The albino boy, was nervous for the next day, but also a bit excited. Though he couldn't get much sleep, he somehow managed. Poor Hajime was mad at the two, for leaving him out. Enraged, he plans on meeting them early, to see if anything slips.

   Jordan, the boy whose slowly reforming, wait can we actually say that? Oh, I'm not supposed to say anything yet? Ok, well scratch that, let's just says he was hella nervous. He basically stayed up all night, trying to see how he can impress Nagito. Though he knows he was to be himself, which he was doing.

    Anxiety can be a bitch sometimes, you know? Anyways, despair was somewhere brewing, stirring the pot. Let's see how today goes, for the little Hope's today. Will it be hope or despair?

Nagito's POV

     The sunlight radiates in my room. I was already ready to leave for school, but I am extremely nervous. Jordan~kun changed in my eyes, when I hung out with him. I never realized how hot and cute he was. I blush at the thought of him. Plus I still have his hoodie.

Ding! Ding!

   Why is my phone going off? I grab my phone and check it. One message from Jordan~kun and Ichigo~chan. I opens Ichigo chan's first.

                     Ichigo~chan 💙

Ichigo~chan: Hey,
I'll met you at the
Kissaten and Jordan
will be there too ;)
 
                           Hope Boi: Ok I'll be there
                                             in 5-10 minutes

Ichigo~chan: Don't
keep us waiting
loverboy ;)
(p.s, your boyfriend
is so impatient)

                                  Hope Boi: He isn't my
                               boyfriend! Also where's
                                                  Hinata~kun?

Ichigo~chan: idk

                               Hope Boi: Oki, well I'm
                                           walking out now

   I turn off my phone, and head for door. The butterflies in my chest come back again. Fuck go away! It didn't go away. I groaned and took out my phone again reading the text Jordan~kun sent me.

                        Jordan😘

Jordan: Hey cutie,
I hope you have
a nice day today.
I can't wait to see
you, your perfect
white fluffy hair
with pink at the
end, your beautiful
cloudy eyes. Just a
daily reminder
you're not trash
or worthless and
if you feel like it
just give me a call
or a text. Though
you may not
actually do it, I'm
just letting you
know I'm here for
you. I always will
be even if you
hate me. 💖💖

      My whole face heats up at the message. Why would I hate him? He's so sweet and cheesy. There's no way he could like trash like me. My smile drops. Trash like me doesn't deserve love, I have to remember that. Up ahead was the Kissaten, I don't want to show up sad, just smile.

   I faked a smile, and walked faster. Though I'm still nervous, I can get over that. "Hey Ichigo~chan, Jordan~kun!" I called out to them. They both look at me and wave. I walk up to them, "The lover boy is finally here" Ichigo~chan says with an smirk. I blush a bit and send her a playful glare.

    Then I look up at Jordan~kun, and he looks down at me and smiles. Damn that smile is contagious. I actually smile, "Hey cutie", "Did you get my text?" He asks, his voice sounding dark and smooth. It calmed me down, but also raised the butterflies.

    "I did" I answered, blushing. "Aww, you're adorable" he said lightly laughing. This man will make me more gay then I'm already am. "Trash can't be adorable" I mumbled. Ichigo~chan and Jordan~kun, both frown. "Let's go to school". "Yeah, Ko let's go" Ichigo~chan says walking ahead. I did it again...

    The whole walk was all of us talking, Jordan~kun, flirting and teasing me, Ichigo chan just teasing. My face was too red for it to be only morning. Eventually we got near the gates of the school, standing there was Hinata~kun. Oh fuck, I have to talk to him?!

   "Marshmallow?", "Is there something wrong?" Jordan~kun asked. "Ah, no there isn't" I stuttered out. He gives me an questionable look, but drops it. "Hey Haji!" Ichigo~chan yelled with a bright smile. Truly she gives off hope for the world. He smiles slightly, "Hey Berrycake". I stand there awkwardly.

    He turns to me, glaring at either me or Jordan~kun. "You never told me who's hoodie that is". My face turns red again, and Ichigo~chan giggles. I shoot her a glare. She giggles more. Jordan~kun puts his hand on my shoulder. "It's mine, you got a problem?" He growls. Hinata~kun growls back.

   "Guys stop, you're making poor Ko baby uncomfortable" Ichigo~chan said. They both mumbled a 'sorry'. "It's fine, you guys shouldn't fight, over trash like me in the first place" I say with a smile. "Marshmallow, I already told you, you're not trash" Jordan kun says disappointedly. My smile drops.

    I didn't mean to make him disappointed. "Sorry" I mumbled. He pulls me closers to him and gives me a smile. "A cutie like you doesn't need to be sorry" he says with a smirk. I groan and blush, "We're not doing this again". "Aww, you're blushing again" he teases. "Oh my gosh, let's go to class" I groaned walking away. I hear Ichigo~chan and Jordan~kun laugh behind me.

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    Luck I love you, but please stop. It was lunch again and Jordan~kun kept flirting and teasing me. "Jordan~kun please stop" I said feeling the a bit uncomfortable. "Sorry, did I make you uncomfortable?" He asks. "Yes it's fine though" I said.

    He smirks again. Dear lord, you have gave me too many hot men in the past week, please tell them to tone it down. "You must really like my hoodie?" He asks smirking. My face turns instantly red. "Sorry, I'll gave it back" I stuttered out, taking off the hoodie.

    "It was a joke, but you can keep the hoodie" he says, laughing. "Really?" I asked getting a bit excited. "Yeah, you seem to really like it anyways, so keep it". I hug him, "Thank you Jordan~kun!", "I'll forever cherish it" I say. He laughs and hugs back. "You guys are cute or whatever, but can I talk to Komaeda?" A voice said.

   I let go of Jordan~kun, and look up at the person. It was Hinata~kun. "Sure, what is it–". He suddenly grabbed my hand and dragged me away from Jordan~kun. "Hinata~kun, what's going on?", "What do we have to talk about?" I interrogated him. He pins me into a wall. "Are you dating him?" He asks, glaring into my soul.

   "What? Of course not!" I yelled. "So why are you hanging out with him?!", "He sexually harrassed you and Berrycake!" He yelled. I got angry. "Everybody deserves a second chance!" I yelled backed. I've never been in an argument before, and I wanted to keep it that way.

    "Not for sexual harassment!". "He apologized!". "That doesn't change anything!". "I'm disappointed in you Hinata kun, you smell of strong despair." I say walking away. That argument ruined the rest of the day for me.

Author's Note: Oooo~ The drama~ I hope you enjoy this chapter. Ooc Nagito and Hajime, I think. This chapter kinda sucks btw.

Finished on: 06/25/20
Published on 07/08/20