Ava

Hard and fast. Rough and ripping. Everything I'd been fighting against. Everything I'd always wanted. He wasn't gentle. He was gripping my hips in a painfully tight hold as he kept me in place, slamming in and out of me. His fingers rubbed my clit simultaneously, shooting down sparks of pleasure down my entire body. Grasping the back of my head, he grabbed my hair and pushed it down slightly, enough to give me a view of exactly what he was doing. "Watch." He commanded.

That was the hottest thing anyone had ever said to me. Elias had fucked me in front of a mirror once, and I'd came the hardest that time. He knew my kinks, he knew how to use them. And even though I wasn't the perfect little sub who obeyed everything he said, I knew he liked my bratty attitude. 

His pants were down to his knee, I didn't understand why that turned me on. He lifted my hips up, and I grabbed his arms, moving myself on his cock. I threw my head back, clutching the seat in front of me as he guided my movements. "Go faster, amor."

I increased my pace, but he wasn't happy with that either. He pulled me to his chest, spread my legs apart, lifted me up an inch and slammed up inside me. I bit my bottom lip hard enough to draw blood, reaching between my legs to rub my clit.

He grunted. "Joder, Ava. Te extrañé tanto."

He grasped my waist and turned me around, making me face him. I straddled his lap, lining his shaft against my opening and moving down. He stopped my movements, moved me up an inch, and railed me. I didn't even care people outside could hear my screams. He grasped my wrists and held them behind my back, holding my hips up to fuck me. I was helpless as my head dropped down on his shoulder, panting. 

"Fuck, fuck. Elias, I-"

He growled, letting go of my wrists to pull my hair back and make me look at him. His eyes. I was fucked. "Does the thought of people hearing you outside turn you on?"

"Yes, yes!" I cried out, holding his shoulders. He didn't stop, he didn't wait. 

He grunted when my walls tightened around his cock, his fingers digging in my hips and no doubt leaving imprints. "You will not cum without permission, Ava. Don't you dare."

Elias loved driving me over the edge and testing out my limits. He always pushed me. His palms slapped my ass when I clenched around him again, squeezing my breast in his hand till I bit his shoulder, making him groan. 

"Please, please. Let me cum. I need to." I pleaded in his neck when I felt the friction rubbing against my walls. 

He was no ordinary size, and he made sure to remind me. My wetness acted as a lube and made it easier for him to slide inside. His fingers reached between our bodies to rub his thumb over my clit. When I whimpered, he slapped my breast. "No."

"Please-" 

"I said no. Hold it. And don't ask me again."

In ordinary course of day, I would have walked on fire instead of saying that much please. I was being so fucking desperate and I didn't even care. Elias loved it when I begged. He loved seeing me at his mercy, submitting to him. He brought out submission from me like it was his everyday routine. My brat had seemed to sleep.

"Spanking wasn't a punishment, was it?" He grunted. I was blown by the fact that he was still fucking me hard, not slowing his pace down. "You liked it. Punishment is meant for my enjoyment, not yours."

"I can't- I c-can't-"

I felt him stiffen, and that was enough for me to know he was close as well. He had to let to cum now. Elias never came before me. Whatever the punishment was, however much he dominated, he would always put my pleasure first. "Tell me how bad you want it, Ava."

"So bad, please." I sobbed in his neck, clenching my stomach, begging my vagina to hold my orgasm for another few seconds. "Please, Elias-"

He pulled my hair, lifting my head up from his neck. His face was confronted into an an expression of control and dominance, his eyes burning with a fire of hunger. "Look at me as you cum. You look away and you don't want to know what happens the next time."

My senses were too weak and craving that I didn't even acknowledge the next time he'd said. I climaxed with a scream, which turned into a wretched moan when he rubbed my clit, riding my orgasm harder and longer than it actually was. His eyes darkened when he saw me lose control, panting and gasping.

He came inside me seconds later, groaning in my neck, hissing my name over and over. His head was buried in my neck, sweat plastered to his forehead. "Fuck. Ava, mía. Solo mía. Todos ustedes."

He didn't move for a few minutes to catch his breath, I didn't to calm my heart. It was beating in a wildly aggressive manner and I had a feeling it wasn't from the mind blowing sex I'd just had. It wasn't from the physical submission I'd just given. It was because I'd opened up and emotionally connected to him after so long. My heart wasn't used to me giving in. It was still hesitant I would back out.

"Did I hurt you?" He asked, his face still in my neck. I felt his lips fluttering against my skin as he spoke.

"No, nothing I didn't like." I replied.

"Will you leave now?"

My heart clenched painfully tight at how vulnerable and small his voice sounded. It was nothing like the commanding one just a few minutes ago. His arms were still around my waist. "Not if you don't want me to."

He lifted up his face and looked at me. "What do you want?"

"I don't want to go."

"I'm still inside you." He murmured, pressing a soft kiss to my jaw.

"I noticed." I said, breathlessly. "Do you plan to move soon?"

"No. This is my favourite place in the entire world." He paused, "Well, apart from Spain of course."

I chuckled, coiling my arms around his neck and leaning down to kiss him. This time his lips were soft and sensuous as they moved slowly against mine. He didn't rush like last time, taking his sweet time to run his tongue over my bottom lip, explore, savour, remember. 

"Your car smells like sex." I said to him.

"No. It smells like you and I."

"You and I just had sex, Elias. It smells like sex." I pushed his head away when he came for another kiss, making him frown. "Stop pouting."

"Kiss me."

"I did!"

"Again." He tilted his head up, pushing my chest into his body and capturing my lips in a kiss again. I bit his bottom lip when he grasped my chin in his finger, not letting me go.

"I don't know if I like the dominating side of you more or this one." I murmured.

"Oh I'm still dominating, amor. Just because I'm not being rough doesn't mean I'm not. I can't be rough with you all the time."

"No?"

"No, you and I both need gentleness as well. Control and submission is sexy in its own way. But that's not all you and I are, Ava. Softness has its own importance. We're beautiful, and it's not because of the sex only."

My mouth parted. He smiled at my expression, coiling his finger around a strand of my hair. I was trying to keep my feelings at bay, but it had been so long. They were thrumming through my nerves and even though I tried pushing it back, the sense of overwhelm was starting to sink in. 

"I-"

"I have to go." I murmured. "I'll see you tomorrow?"

He stared at me, blinked and looked away, nodding. "Yeah."

When I lifted myself up from his cock that was still inside me, he groaned lowly and rested his head on the seat. Holding my waist, he moved his hand forward to the front seat, grabbing a napkin and wiping between my legs. He handed me my pants silently, adjusting my bra to cover my breasts, not saying anything.

I got dressed with great difficulty, pressing a kiss to his lips. He cupped my face and kissed me back, but when I pulled back, he still didn't say anything. I got out of the car without another word. There was a feeling of guilt inside me, as if I was betraying him, I didn't know what for or why. 

I'd been expecting to see a crowd gathered around the car, I didn't understand why I'd thought that. Obviously people were not going to wait and hear us having sex. I walked inside the gym, the receptionist looking at me a suspicious glance. I walked over to the changing rooms without another word, grabbed my bag and left.

When I walked to my car, Elias still hadn't gotten out of his.

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I'm in the middle of an online exam lmao. My exams finish today and I literally just submitted my paper. I'll try giving you a double update today.