A/N: Update is here again!!! I really want to thank badgrammaralert. Jamysl, and Blackwareior for the encouraging words you keep giving to me!!!! I love you all //hear emoticons.

So here's another chapter, a short one at that. Sorry. Next chapter will be Psyche's POV  then after that I'll tone down the angst and drama.

Same warning as usual.
Disclaimer: I don't own Durarara only the plot.
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Chapter 10

"I c..cant breathe." Shinra heard Izaya mutters as he fainted. He curses to himself. He already expected that this will going to happen to him after all he knew that Izaya should not feel that much emotion because he was still recovering.

"Celty you are here! Please help me carry Izaya to my clinic." Shinra said as soon as he heard the door open. Celty then commanded her shadow to lift Izaya from the ground and carry him to the clinic. When Celty put down Izaya on the bed Shinra immediately set his equipment up, putting an oxygen mask on his face and then checks his vital signs. Good thing that he only fainted from so much emotional rush and exhaustion if it's anything dire he doesn't know what will happen anymore.

[What happened?] Celty asked as she show him her PDA. Shinra narrated what happened earlier. He also told Celty Izaya's condition which shocks Celty.

"Izaya kept it a secret to Shizuo-kun because he doesn't want Shizuo-kun to see him suffering." Celty shakes her head.

[He's an idiot.] Celty typed and Shinra nodded with a smile.

"I've already told him that but he still chooses to keep it a secret." Shinra said and look at Izaya who's resting on his clinic bed. "He's a selfish idiot in-love. He thought that by not telling Shizuo-kun, it will protect him from the pain. But he was wrong. It just causes more pain to the both of them. Now our poor Psyche-chan are being caught between the two." Shinra said while shaking his head.

[I'll check Psyche if he's alright.] Celty typed. Shinra nodded with a smile.

"Celty my beloved, please don't tell Shizuo what I've told you about Izaya okay. Let him fix it." Shinra said at Celty who only nodded.

[I know.] She typed before walking through the door. Shinra sighed, removing his eyeglasses to rub his face tiredly and took a seat at one of the chair inside his clinic, waiting for Izaya to wake up.

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Izaya jolted awake, he scanned the surrounding confusedly until what happened earlier flooded his mind. He seat up suddenly looking around, removing the oxygen mask from his face. In that moment Shinra enter the room.

"You're finally awake Izaya-kun. How's your feeling?" Shinra asked a little bit enthusiastic.

"Where's Shizu-chan and Psyche-chan?" Izaya asked instead, alreasy getting off the bed but Shinra stop him by holding his shoulder.

"They already went home." Shinra said. Izaya tried to shrug Shinra's hold but the man is holding him tightly.

"Give me their address" Izaya commanded but Shinra only smiled.

"No. You need to take a rest." Shinra reprimanded.

"Giv-" Izaya was cut off by Shinra.

"No means no. Take a rest first and don't force them to talk to you. It will only make them avoid you more." Shinra said seriously.

"Shinra." Izaya said helplessly. Shinra sigh and looking softly at Izaya.

"Izaya-kun, I know you're being frustrated right now but please wait for a little bit before talking to Shizuo-kun again. Think about what your son, Psyche-chan feeling right now. This is being hard for him as well." Shinra explained. Izaya stared at Shinra, his lips pursed into thin lines.

"Shinra I don't know what should I do for them to accept me in their life." Izaya said honestly, his voice quivering.

"Just tell them the truth." Shinra said. Izaya nodded silently, wondering if by telling the truth everything will be fixed. Hoping it will fix everything.

"I'll leave you now, go take a rest." Shinra said before heading out.

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Celty rang the doorbell to Shizuo's apartment multiple times before Shizuo opens the door.

"Celty, why you're here?" Shizuo asked in shock. Celty noticed that his hair is messy and his eyes are red and puffy. She typed something on her PDA.

[I heard what happened earlier from Shinra. I'm sorry I'm not there to support you and Psyche.] Shizuo read Celty's messaged and wave his hand with a tired smile.

"It's fine." He said. "Come in." The two walk to the living room and settling down on the sofa.

[How's Tsugaru-kun and Psyche-chan] Celty typed worriedly.

"Tsugaru went home with her mother a while ago I told Sayuri what happened to him and felt ashamed to get him hurt while he's under my care while Psyche." Shizuo sighed deeply before continuing. "Psyche is locking himself inside our room and doesn't want to talk to me. " Shizuo said tiredly. "Celty I don't know anymore. My worst fear just happened earlier. Izaya already knows. What if Psyche leave me now that I told him I'm not his father." Shizuo said, crying again. Celty hugged her best friend, typing on her PDA.

[I told you before that Psyche loves you right. Just give him time to let it sink to him. I know he will not leave you.] Shizuo read the messaged but his tears are still running freely.

"But I'm still scared." Celty wrapped her arms tighlty around Shizuo to comfort him. She couldn't think of a right words to tell Shizuo so instead she just hugged him until Shizuo calms down. Shizuo wrapped his arms around Celty as well, crying on her shoulder. Shizuo's glad for having a friend like Celty.
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A/N: you can talk to me anytime!!! Don't worry I love talking about anything no matter how nonsense it is and I don't bite. //wink wonk.