How does one follow an updating schedule?

How does one actually get up in the morning?

How does one motivate themselves to write?

How does one speak in public without sounding like an idiot?

How does one succeed at life?

I really don't know.

I don't have an answer.

I really need help, like every bit of my inspiration has taken off and I can't find it, I'm trying so hard but it's not enough so I'm trying harder, I know it sucks that I can't update like I should, because I'm basically lying to myself and procrastinating and for those people who actually like reading my shitty writing, I'm sorry, I'm really trying