𝐀/𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐦𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐭𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐠𝐞𝐫 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐜𝐫𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐚 𝐩𝐚𝐧𝐢𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐚𝐜𝐤

We were all assigned bunks even though im the only girl here i get to share a bunk with my bestfriend nolan "OK LADYS ITS TIME FOR SHOWERS THE REAL GIRL GOES FIRST" the man announces he starts unlocking the cell i get up from the bottom bunk and smile at the gaurd "thank you" i say as he lets me out he flashes a smile

After i finish my shower i grab my stuff and when i get to my cell waiting for the gaurd to unlock it i see somthing green on nolans finger "whats that" i ask "a toothbrush" he shouts "back up so i can let little lady in" the gaurd who smiled at me earlier demands

Since its time for bed you twist around your so use to sleeping with karls arms around you protectivley "y/n" nolan whispers "yea" i question "i dont know i cant sleep" he sighs "me neither" i respond and it goes quiet again i close my eyes and move my knees towards ny body how i would sleep as if i where at home

"WAKE UP LADIES BREAKFEAST IS IN TEN MINUTES" the gaurd yells i fall back asleep right away though "y/n" nolan shakes me softly "hmm" i slowly open my eyes "breakfeast" he says i nod and slowly slide off the bed

We all line up on the wall and get handcuffed "im so tired" jimmy groans "cry me a river" the gaurd says i giggle a little and so does nolan

While everyone is talking and stuff you nolan and jimmy talk and the nice guard well nice to you atleast walks up with a smile only for you "heres your meds" he sets down a small cup with my meds in it and walks away as i take them

𝐋𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐫

While i was asleep a group went to the rec room and when i was calmly woken up by the nice gaurd from last night asking me if i wanted to go to rec i nodded "while you were asleep your group tried to start a riot so you and one guy who was asleep are gonna be the only ones in the room" he lets you know "thank you" you flash a smile and walk in the room "hey y/n" joey smiles at me "hey joey" i sit down infront of him "wanna play cards with me" he asks i nod

After a while of playing cards a guard comes and takes us back to our cells but only for a couple minutes till its time to go to lunch

When im handed the tray i get excited seeing a brownie "be a little excited" jimmy jokes

"how about y/n" jimmy says o look over at the boys who are standing around joey "whats wrong" i ask "wanna arm wrestle joey" i shake my head "come on once real quick" "but im obviously gonna loose" i look back at my tray messing with some bread "karl would want you too" i hear one of the guys say "karls not here" i lay my chin on the table "we'll ask again before we have to leave" sam says "im gonna take a little break guys" joey says and comes over knowing somthings wrong

"come here" he says not even asking whats wrong i get closer as he hugs me "i know you miss him" he rubs my back "its just so weird and i dont think i can handle this" i admit tears filling my vision "your ok i got you" he comforts you for the remaining time which guards take notice and let lunch run a little longer

All the guys got handcuffed before me i got handcuffed last and we all go to our cells "visitation time" i smile knowing karl was coming

𝐊𝐚𝐫𝐥𝐬 𝐩𝐨𝐯

I couldnt sleep last night without y/n and i know y/n is probably freaking out by now she has severe seperation anxiety and severe anxiety shes been try to work on it a little and this was a really big step which im proud of her for but im worried on how shes doing

I got into the jail since it was time for visitation i sit down in this weird area with board blocking beside so i couldnt see anyone else i see the door opening behind the glass and perk up a little i see my beautiful girlfriend walk in she smiles when she sees me "hey baby" i smile "hi" she says i notice her facial expression change her eyes start filling with tears my heart hurts knowing i cant hold her "i cant do this" she shakes her head at me "i need you" the tears start coming out of her eyes i notice her breathing speeding up alot "baby baby baby look at me im so proud you went more than a couple hours" tears brim my eyes she covers her fave with both her hands so i couldnt see her crying "baby dont cry" say "im such a kid" she talks bad to herself "i cant give you space for a single day" she crys harder "i dont want space baby i want to be with you always stop being hard on yourself" i plead the tears finally falling "i-im sorry" she apoligizes for doing nothing wrong her tears coming out more "baby get me out of here" she asks "i wont leave till your in my arms i promise" i tell her as she starts having a panick attack a gaurd rushes in and trys to help her

𝐉𝐢𝐦𝐦𝐲𝐬 𝐩𝐨𝐯

One of the gaurds hurry to my cell and unlocks it i looked at him confused "its the girl" he says i immediatly knew what was going on he took me to y/n i see her in the chair for visitation crying her breathing is really fast "can you go ahead and let karl know shes coming and let him come back hes probably worried" i tell the gaurd as i kneel down to y/n this is how she used to be with me (y/n is jimmys little sister) "y/n y/n y/n" i get her attention "jim i cant do this" she crys more "im so sorry" she apoligizes "hey y/n you have nothing to be sorry for hey hey hey look at me" i hug her as she holds onto me "hey im so proud of you for lasting this long" i really am "im stuck here im never gonna be able to see him again hes gonna forget about me" she crys harder and runs her hands through her hair "hey look i arranged it to where when you wanted to leave you could your not stuck hes coming back here now you get to go home" i say she looks at me and smiles a little trying to stop cryimg

𝐊𝐚𝐫𝐥𝐬 𝐩𝐨𝐯

One of the gaurds told me jimmy had arranged to where when y/n needed to leave she could and they needed me to come back to help her

When we get there y/n sees me and immidiatley we go to eachother she jumped up in my arms and i held her up holding her tight "i thought you forgot about me" she sniffles "never baby ill never forget you i love you so much" i rub her back jimmy nods at me as we noticed y/ns calmed down alot just being in my arms "can we go home" she asked quietly i nod "yea baby lets go home" i say as the gaurds show us the way out

𝐉𝐢𝐦𝐦𝐲𝐬 𝐩𝐨𝐯

After visitation we all go outside "hey wheres little one" the guys ask noticing y/ns gone "shes with karl she had a panick attack it was to much to fast" i say "wait we can leave when we want" nolan asks hurt a little "no y/n was the only exception we all know why" i answer "im proud she stuck out as long as she did" luke said we all nod

𝐊𝐚𝐫𝐥𝐬 𝐩𝐨𝐯

We got home and i carried y/n in she fell asleep in the car holding my hand i figured she wasnt comfy in the prison clothes but i didnt wanna do anything without consent "y/n baby" i whisper "hmm" she asks still a little asleep "can i put you in comfy clothes then we can cuddle" she nodded i got her into one of my shirts and some of her shorts once i was done i laid down beside her wrapping an arm around her waist "goodnight my love" i whisper slowly falling asleep with her

𝐀/𝐧

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