I hear a hushed melody that I recognize as Hold On, when I open my eyes they make their way to look beside me, that's when they are wide opened and a loud gasp leaves my mouth.
Holy shit.

I jump out of my bed in order to get to the bathroom as fast as I can but instead, my legs get tangled in the sheets and I land on my wrist. My right wrist. Fuck.

I roll over and use my left arm to get up the fastest I can, ignoring the pain in my wrist.

I go straight to the bathroom after closing the alarm of my phone. Yes, I wake up everyday to Shawn's voice.

Shawn.

Yesterday comes back to my mind. Everything that happened. Oh my god, what if I see him?
I mean he lives here, it's his home town, so it's possible for me to see him. For him to see me. What if he remembers what happened yesterday.
Shit. Shit. Shit.

I brush my teeth then take my black leggings and pair them with my navy blue hoodie.

Running to the front door I open  my phone to see what time is it 8:47A.M and my first class starts at nine. Gia sent me 89 messages. Wow.

8:59A.M and I'm running through the hallways of our school. I'm standing at my seat as the bell rings and I let out a sigh of relief. I slide quietly in my seat beside Gia, Gia who glares at me of course because I didn't call or text last night.

Shawn. I can't get him off my mind. I met him. I was with him in a car. I went to his house. God. I'm freaking out.

I remember every single thing. The way his eyes bore into mine, the way he held my hand, his voice, his tears. Everything.

"Got something more important to think of Henderson?" I look up to find Mr. Blake- our chemistry teacher standing infront of me, arms crossed.
Shit.

"N-no." No detention. Please no detention.

"I'm taking the papers in fifteen minutes so you better hurry up." Someone tells me how long have I been lost in my thoughts.

I look down at my paper and start solving many chemical equations.
I can feel Gia glancing at me every now and then, probably thinking why I didn't text her last night, why I was late this morning, and why I'm so lost in my thoughts.

I can't tell her. Of course I can't. I can't be like okay look Gia yesterday I was going to make an accident with some drunk driver and then I figured out it was Shawn Mendes so I took his phone, called Andrew his manager and he told me to drive him back to his place so I did. I was with my idol in one car and he was drunk. I can't tell her I took him to his room, layed him on the bed and covered him. I can't tell her I how beautiful he was.

No, I won't tell Gia.
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When the class is over I glance at Gia knowing that I have to face her. I have to explain everything.

I can't. I can't tell her what happened.

[Flashback]

After I close his room window I turn around to find his eyes staring back at me. Confused.

Without thinking my legs find their way to his bed and I find myself standing there beside a sleepy, drunk Shawn.

He sits on the bed and looks at me with that confused expression still on his face.

"Who are you?" I know he's not sober from the was he asks but I don't know if I should tell him.

God. What do I do?

Maybe I could tell him, he won't really remember every detail and I won't leave anything behind me.

"I- eh-" Shit. Shit. Shit. "I'm a girl from the mendes army" I look at anything but him. I don't wanna look in his eyes.
"Can I ask you something?"

No. No you can't. What will he ask?

"Sure."

"Why do they hate Shawn? Why do they spread rumours about him?" His voice is cracky, like he's holding back tears.

"Who?"

"The Mendes Army."

That's when everything falls into place. He reads them. He reads the hate comments. He reads all the rumours. He's hurt. He drinks to forget all of that shit. He meant what he said to me when I asked for his phone.

I don't know what to tell him. I don't have any excuse for all of that shit but I do know one thing.

I sit beside him, trying to ignore the beating of my heart that could be heard a 100 miles away and I look at him. In his eyes. His beautiful chocolate eyes. It's okay if he remembers this tomorrow.

"The Mendes Army doesn't do that. The Mendes army is a family. A family who loveeach other and love the same person. Shawn.

They love Shawn for who he is not for his looks. They support him and they know how kind, caring and loving he is. They know how much he loves this family and how grateful he is for them."

Breath. You can do this.

"Shawn saved many lives in this family." Mine. " He doesn't know it. He gave friends people who are alone."

Tell him. It's okay if he rememers.

"He saved," I look at his eyes that now have tears in them, "my life, on the very day I was going to end it and I would sacrifice my life for him in a heartbeat. Because I love him."

"Shawn did that?"

"Y- yes, he did" and he did so much more.

He lays his head on my shoulder and my whole body tenses. He burries his head in the crook of my neck and I swear right now I wanna kill myself.

Breath in. Breath out.

"He is hurt." He says and I feel a tear sliding down on my body, but it's not mine. It's his.

He's crying.

"I know."

We stay like this for a couple more minutes. In silence.
When I look at him I find him sleeping, with dry tears on his face.
I get up and get out of his room.

I wish I could help you.

[End Of Flashback]

"So, explaination. Now." Gia demands glaring at me.

"For what?" Play dumb. You've got this Scar.

"Don't play dumb! You know what I'm talking about." I shake my head at her.
"Okay Scar," okay. "I'll tell you," No.
"You didn't text me when you got back yesterday, you didn't call this morning, you're avoiding me and I know for fact that something happened yesterday so tell me."

"Nothing happened G, I was just so tired and I fell asleep before I call you then woke up late today." Because I was thinking about last night.

"C'mon G, we're gonna be late for our next class" I say getting out of the room not giving her a chance to say anything.
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The final bell rings which I bet all students love.

All I wanna do right now is go back and sleep, not think about anything or anyone and certainly not answer Gia's questions. But of course that's not a choice.

Gia said that she's taking me somewhere I love but first I need to go change and then we'll take her car and head to 'where ever that place is'.

Right now I'm in my car driving back to get changed and probably wait half a century for Gia to come pick me up.
_________

I take a quick shower then pick a dark blue hoodie with black leggings and a blue shoes. Yes, I love blue.

When I'm done putting my clothes on I brush my hair and take my back pack before going to the front door.

Once I'm out Gia stops her car and I get it.

"So where are we going?" I know she won't tell me but that doesn't mean I won't try to know.

"You don't think I'm gonna tell you, do you?" Yup, that's the Gia I know.

"Nah, I was just trying." I turn my head to look at her and find her looking at her phone and scrolling through instagram.
@/ shawnmendesupdates1x 's account if I'm right.

"What are you doing?" Seriously I need to know what is she up to.

"Ah ah no sneak peaks." I roll my eyes

"I saw that."

"You were meant to." I stick my tongue out at her and she chuckles. I'm mentally a five year old.

About 30 minutes of driving around we finally get to a stop and Gia gets out of the car so I do the same.

"Can I know where are we going now?" She shakes her head at me.

"C'mon, you'll know." She says pulling me with her to god knows where we're going.

When we stop running, Gia points at a crowd which is about two metres away from us then she starts to walk towards it and I follow her. But then I stop.

This crowd is here because-

Fuck. Shawn.

"C'mon." Gia says excited as she pulls me towards him. He looks tired.
I hope he doesn't remember.

"Hi" Gia says as he hugs her and then he pulls me into a hug as well.

He won't remember. I hope so.

"Hi" he says back then he takes Gia's phone to take a pic with us.

"Hang on I'll take a pic of you two."

He gives the phone to Gia and she takes a quick picture then I start walking away to be stopped by someones grip on my hand. His grip. Shawn's grip.

"I remember you."

Oh No.

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