Chapter Sixteen: I Can't Seem To Recognize A Good Kiss

It all came back to the little peck Seine gave me. I couldn't get the feeling out of my head, at all. No matter what I try, I can't get the feeling out of my head.

And the thing is, it only lasted one millisecond. One millisecond, it was barely even a kiss.

And whenever I kiss Mary Ann Beth, it's not as exhilarating as the peck with Seine.

That's how Mary Ann Beth and I got into a huge argument. I can't seem to recognize a good kiss, especially from her. I used to think that her kisses were like heaven. But now? I think I have to revaluate what's good, and what's heaven.

If it were to be any one's fault, I think it would be myself. Me because I'm the one that fell in love with these two girls. Two girls that are polar opposites.

Mary Ann Beth is a basic white girl. She loves pink, listens to Justin Bieber, wears skirts everywhere. Mary Ann Beth is also that type of girl that wouldn't want to take any risks. Really, the only risk she made was moving out of her parent's home to come to my apartment.

Seine listens to any type of music, mostly rock. She loves black, wears it all the time. She's also the type of girl that gets into a lot of fights. Seine has that boyfriend, Julian, that's not a great match for her but he seems to like her. (Notice how I said he) and she didn't actually live with him.

Now, the only real question is.. Who do I want to be with?

I'm getting married to Mary Ann Beth but Seine kissed me. I go to the bar almost every night now just to get a different perspective of sex. It's all the same. Same, same, same.

If I'm being honest with myself, I really want to quit all of this.

The endless sex, drinking when I'm not even twenty one, getting drunk, all of this. I want to stop but I need a remedy.

I'll get married to Mary Ann Beth. I'll go to a support group for people that are like me. I don't think that's really going to help though. I need a remedy that will actually work.

A remedy named Seine.

A/N

This one is also short but, you know, stupid writer's block.

I can't believe it but someone privately messaged me about this story. It might not seem exciting but I have 10 works and none have over 100 except for this one and City Of Spine: Book One.

Thanks, and continue reading The Drunk Boy's Girl!

~Jonathan Simone ♡