hey, i hope you're doing okay. don't forget to rest and take care of yourself! please stay healthy and take care of yourself. if you're going through a hard time remember it's okay. don't forget you're valued, valid and beautiful! i purple you !💜

jimin sighed he turned to look at everyone, they were all happy and well dressed. he was the only one who seemed out of it, he didn't get why.

yoongi still hadn't arrived at the dinner so they were all waiting for him. jimin had texted him earlier, their conversation seemed to flow easily. it was like back when they first met, they hadn't stopped texting each other, they talked about their lives, however, yoongi never mentioned how he felt, he just told jimin he was happy.

"are you alright?" jungkook asked once he turned to look at jimin. jimin seemed out of it. jimin mustered the best fake smile he could pull off as he stared at jungkook and nodded. "just a bit tired." he faintly chuckled. jungkook nodded, he was about to question it when taehyung spoke; jungkook turned his attention to him.

for once jimin was thankful. he knew jungkook was going to ask him about it. he turned his attention towards the side, all he wanted was to get away. he knew he should be happy for jin's and namjoon's decision and he was but he wasn't up to have a dinner.

once he turned to the side he noticed yoongi. yoongi was a bit more dressed than jimin expected, he has a black button up shirt, black jeans and some black dress shoes. his sleeves were rolled up, exposing his arms and some of the buttons were unbuttoned, exposing his chest.

jimin was slightly mesmerised, yoongi looked good. he wouldn't lie, his chest seemed more broad than when they were together, his black hair was slightly messy. he smiled once he noticed jimin staring at him, showing his gummy smile.

jimin was left agape, he hadn't seen that smile in so long. yoongi continued walking towards the table and jimin had to look away before someone noticed.

but jungkook did noticed, he just didn't question it. assuming it was because jimin hadn't seen yoongi in so long.

"hey, sorry i'm late." yoongi greeted, he had apologetic look as he rubbed the back of his neck. "don't be." namjoon said to him and motioned him to sit; yoongi did so.

yoongi turned to jungkook. "hey! i don't think we've met before." he said, tilting his head, a smile still visible on his face.

"oh, you're right. i'm jungkook, nice to meet you." jungkook said with a tight lipped smile. he knew who yoongi was, but never once saw him in person until today.

"oh, jungkook, i'm yoongi, pleasure is all mine." yoongi said. yoongi tried his best to show he wasn't bothered when jungkook introduced himself. however, when everyone was busy talking he turned to look at him.

he wouldn't lie, he was good looking. no wonder jimin likes him. the more time yoongi spent looking at jungkook the more he began to like the boy. he was calm and funny. he was thankful at least jimin didn't end up with someone awful.

yoongi tried talking from time to time as they waited for their food but he noticed jimin wasn't speaking. he turned to look at jimin, he seemed lost in thought. he was scrunching his nose but soon turned to look at yoongi, catching his eyes. he stopped, his expression dropped and he looked more shocked. they continued staring at each other.

"right yoongi." namjoon laughed and waited for yoongi to look back at him. but when yoongi didn't respond they all turned to see him.

yoongi quickly shook his head and broke eye contact with jimin. he cursed at himself, he didn't know what namjoon was talking about. he wasn't paying attention.

"you're right." he nervously laughed, trying his best to pull it off. he hoped he hadn't replied with something dumb.

he did, but no one called him out on it. they all continued talking and yoongi and jimin paid attention. however they kept glancing at each other, occasionally locking eyes. their food arrived in no time.

yoongi smiled, he was hungry. he waited for everyone to get ready to eat before he did so. he glanced at jimin, who was cringing at something as he stared down at his plate. yoongi looked down at what he was seeing and noticed some onions on jimin's food. he remembered how much jimin hated onions, and lightly laughed. they all turned to him, questioning why he was laughing.

yoongi blushed once he noticed he had everyone's attention once again. he didn't say anything and turned his attention towards his own food. they all shrugged it off, jin continued talking to namjoon and taehyung talked to jungkook. they all seemed to be distracted, that's when yoongi took his chance.

he thanked jimin for sitting right new to him. yoongi grabbed his own fork and pulled the onions off jimin's plate.

jimin turned to look at yoongi, his expression was unreadable but he seemed glad.

"i just remembered how much you hate onions." yoongi spoke. jimin's eyes widened but then a fond smiled formed on his lips. "you still remember?" he questioned.

"why wouldn't i? you always mentioned it." yoongi laughed. even though the conversation seemed to be awkward at first they soon broke that barrier down and talked like before, becoming more comfortable with each other. they both continued laughing, causing some of the group to turned to them— with curiosity and worried expressions.

jungkook's focus.
however, jungkook turned to look at both of them. jimin seemed happy, he was happy for that. but a part of him hated it that it wasn't him making him happy. or maybe he was thinking too much into it. he got visibly angry but taehyung soon took his attention away.

he turned his attention towards taehyung, who had dropped his fork after laughing. when he bent to pick it up he accidentally banged his head on the table and winced at the pain. it was then that jungkook forgot all about jimin and worried on making sure taehyung was okay.

he stared at taehyung, who was rubbing his head with a smile on his face. he doesn't understand whether it was instinct that drove him to rub taehyung's head and caress it or was it because he really wanted to make sure he was okay.

taehyung's focus.
taehyung on the other hand was shocked, he stared at jungkook, as a blush formed on his face. jungkook was caressing his forehead and he seemed intrigued.

he continued staring at jungkook until jungkook brought his gaze down and stared at taehyung. they locked eyes momentarily before jungkook turned away; taehyung's heart began to speed up.

for a moment he felt like jungkook cared about him the same way taehyung did but he knew that wasn't it. jungkook was just really caring.

"you're dumb." jungkook laughed as he retrieved his hand. "i'm not, it was an accident." taehyung laughed.

"thats what they all say." jungkook giggled and rolled his eyes at taehyung's sillines. "shut up." taehyung mumbled and turned back to eat.

he glanced at jungkook, who had turned his attention back to eating. taehyung looked down at his plate and noticed the mash potatoes. he grabbed his fork and tried to sneak it to jungkook's plate; in an attempt to steal some but failed. jungkook stopped him and took the fork away from him.

"if you wanted something, you could've asked." he said, grabbing taehyung's fork and scooping some mash potatoes.

taehyung stares at him. "now open." jungkook commanded and taehyung did so. it wasn't strange, jungkook always fed him. they were close after all, like best friends. even though that hurt a little taehyung was okay with it.

he opened his mouth and as jungkook was about to feed him he retrieved the fork and ate it. "mine." he said, staring at taehyung with a grin on his face. taehyung smacked him and jungkook just laughed. they were both on their own little world and jin noticed that.

jin noticed the way jungkook and taehyung acted, the way jimin and yoongi were acting. he knew yoongi and taehyung we're both hurting but he didn't speak about it. the dinner felt like it was more about them four than jin and namjoon, but they didn't cared. they were hoping jimin and jungkook would open their eyes and noticed that maybe they didn't really love each other.

the rest of the dinner went by with all of them eating and telling stories. by the end of the dinner they were all slightly tipsy from all the drinking they had done.

but yoongi and jimin left with plans. yoongi had invited jimin out and jimin agreed. it supposed to be a friendly hang out to catch up; jungkook didn't mind. after all, he was going to hang out with taehyung.

and that's how the rest of night played out.

[snowflakes are falling and
you are getting farther away i miss you ]

filler ?