My body ached and I was exhausted from the late night we had together. Ezra woke me up again after my little nap and took me again. Just when I thought he had enough, he came back one more time. He finally fell asleep, exhausted and tangled up in me.

Ezra was snoring softly as I kissed his cheek and climbed out of bed to find the clothes Anna let me borrow. I was up earlier than I normally would have been since I had to sneak out of Ezra's room before JD and Anna got up.

I looked back at the dark-haired boy peacefully sleeping in his bed. He looked so young and innocent as he slept. I could try to pretend what happened between us was a two-night stand, but I would only be kidding myself. There was something between us that was undeniable. I hoped he was feeling the same way about this as I was. I was not ready to let him go.

I tiptoed across the hall and knocked on Aiden's door.

"Aiden, Brynn. Open up. It's me."

I heard fumbling, followed by a loud crash before Brynn opened the door with a sheet wrapped around her.

"You could have told me to come back." I covered my eyes.

"We just finished." She smiled triumphantly. It looked like her night had been as wild as the night I had with Ezra.

Aiden's room was torn apart.

Aiden came to the door with his boxers on, adjusting them as he was walking. From the look he had on his face, I could tell he wasn't disappointed either. I turned my head again, not to stare at the stupid grin on his face.

"Aiden, can you take us home? I have to get to work. Ezra's still passed out."

He nodded and pulled pants from a pile of dirty clothes. I quickly shut the door and went downstairs to wait for them to come down. I didn't need to see any more.

After a few minutes, they came down and we were walking out the door. Brynn laughed the whole drive back to my house when she asked me if I had a good time. She asked for details and I turned purple when Aiden stared back at me in the rearview mirror, waiting for my response. I shook my head and laid my head back on the car seat. I would never tell a soul what happened in that room.

After my shift ended, I opened my phone and saw a text. My heart leaped when I saw it was from Ezra. I laughed when I realized it was the same number that called me and hung up the other night. I knew he would never admit it was him. I hadn't completely gotten over the little jealousy thing that happened between us last night, but I was still excited he texted me.

Ezra: You snuck out on me, beautiful.

Me: You were passed out, didn't want to wake you.

Ezra: Band has another gig on Saturday? Can you come?

Me: Not sure. Am I allowed to come?

I saw the bubbles indicating he was typing. I knew I was being a smart ass trying to throw his overprotective behavior from the night before back at him. He deserved it.

Ezra: As long as it's on my cock.

My stomach tightened, my words backfired against me. I could feel the moisture start to build just from his dirty words on my phone screen. Ezra had a power over me I would never understand.

I closed my locker and was almost floating the whole way home. He was so infuriating and sexy at the same time. I had never felt this way about someone before. This was new territory for me. I needed him in every way possible. It wasn't just lust now. I was infatuated with him, which was teetering on the lines of becoming an unhealthy obsession.

It was going to be a long couple of days since I wasn't going to get the chance to see Ezra before the gig on Saturday. We both had to work a lot over the next few days, so we spent most of our nights texting back and forth. The texts were short and sweet, with a lot of him calling me beautiful and perfect. He promised we would figure all this out. I still wasn't sure what this was between us. It was not like he had asked me to be his girlfriend or anything. He did tell me he missed me, which sent my heart into overdrive.

I woke up the night before the gig to my phone buzzing across my nightstand before falling off of it. The alarm clock next to my bed said it was 2:00 AM. Who would be calling me at this time of night? Ezra's number flashed on my phone screen.

"Hello?" I said groggily, picking up the phone.

"Hey, beautiful. Did I wake you?" I could hear a lot of voices and some music in the background. It sounded like they were having a party again. I was a little disappointed I wasn't invited, but I was so tired from my work week, it was probably a good idea not to go anyway.

"Ezra, it's late. Is something wrong?" I was concerned. He had never really called me like this before.

"You are not in my bed." He answered.

I could detect a little slur to his words. Ezra had obviously been drinking again tonight. He drank a lot more than he probably should, but he was an adult and old enough to make that decision for himself—I just wish he made the decision less often.

"I didn't know I should be there." I said honestly.

"I'm going to do it." He yelled excitedly. I was confused and not sure what he was talking about at all.

"Do what?"

"I'm going to tell JD we've been hooking up." His words began slurring even more. I jumped out of my bed and threw my covers back. My heart was trying to escape through my throat.

"Ezra, don't." I screeched too loudly. I had to bring it back down so I wouldn't wake up my parents.

"Why not, are you ashamed to be with me? If you don't want to be with me, you need to tell me right now." He accused.

"Ezra, that's not it at all. You know how JD will react if he finds out. I need to be the one to tell him. He will hurt you when he finds out what we've been doing."

"I'm a big boy. I can handle your brother." He chuckled. I could almost see his intoxicated arrogant smile through the phone.

"Ezra, do not tell him. Please." I was frantic and pleading. I started looking for my car keys. I was going to have to go over and stop him. I would never make it in time.

"I'm going to find him. Good night beautiful." I heard the click on the other end and my phone went silent. My body was overcome with terror; this couldn't be happening. I looked at my phone contacts and dialed the only person there who might be able to help me.

"Ry?" Aiden answered on the first ring. He sounded confused. I could hear the party in the background, which meant he was there too.

"Aiden, you don't have much time. Ezra called and said he was going to tell JD about us."

"Are you serious? Shit." Aiden said quickly.

"Do you know where he is? Can you try to talk to him?" I needed to try anything I could to stop him.

"Hold on." He said before shouting across the room. "Hey, Ezra! Come here a second."

I took a big breath and let out a sigh of relief. It didn't seem like he had gotten to JD yet. If he had, JD would be punching him in the face right now. I heard some shuffling in the background and then I heard Ezra and Aiden's muted voices through the line.

"You can't, dude." Aiden said. "Because you can't. She doesn't want you to yet."

I could only hear bits and pieces of the conversation, but it sounded like Aiden was trying to convince him to keep it quiet a little longer. I heard Ezra mumbling something about needing me and how he was tired of hiding it.

"She's on the phone." I heard Aiden say. "Talk to her."

"She called you?" Ezra barked. He sounded like he was getting angry. "Why does she always run to you? Have you fucked my girl? Is that why you don't want me to be with her?" Ezra's voice was dripping with anger. I imagined his blue eyes darkening and his jaw clenching.

"Chill, just talk to her. Nothing is going on between us." Aiden said in a low warning tone. Why did Ezra always think Aiden and I were lying about being together?

"What?" Ezra snapped into the phone at me. I jumped a little. He was so hot and cold with me.

"Hey, baby." I said in a soft tone trying to think. How could I distract him long enough for him to forget about telling JD? Was there anything I could do? I had a crazy idea. "Go upstairs and take the phone to your room."

"Why?" He asked suspiciously.

"I miss you and want to show you how much." I lowered my voice in a deep, sultry tone.

Ezra paused a long time before answering. I could practically hear the thoughts running through his head.

"Give me a second." He said. I could hear Aiden yell in the background about his phone. Ezra yelled back at him. "I'll bring it back." He pulled the phone away from him when he yelled back to Aiden, sparing my eardrums.

I had never done anything like this before, but if it worked long enough to keep him from JD, I would try anything. I stood up from my bed and walked to my mirror to get a look at myself. I looked tired and not the least bit sexy. I should at least change my bra and underwear for this. If I was really going to do this, then I at least needed to give him a good visual.

I opened my dresser and pulled out a light pink lace bra and panty set. I don't wear it too often since my breasts are a little too large for the cup. I slipped off my nightshirt, removing the phone from my ear. Ezra hadn't talked in a few minutes and I could hear him climbing the stairs in the background. I had to be quick, so I fastened the bra and took off my cotton boy shorts to pull on the pink lace ones. I turned to look back in the mirror. My breasts were spilling out of the cup, just like always. I pulled my hair out of the bun and teased it out over my shoulders. I didn't look too terrible for a last-minute makeover.

I heard a door shut and knew it was time.

"I'm here." Ezra breathed heavily into the receiver.

I removed the phone from my ear and pressed the Facetime button. I could hear the beep as it tried to connect. I was still standing in front of the mirror, trying to get one last look before he answered.

I looked on the phone and saw his blue eyes staring at me. He had a wicked smile on his face when he saw me. I bit my lip, slightly embarrassed for what I was even thinking about doing.

"Fuck, don't bite that lip." He scolded me with hungry eyes.

I ran my hands through my hair and bit my lip again just to see him squirm.

"You said you missed me?" I could see the eagerness on his face; his eyes were rimmed with fire.

"I am lonely without you." I complained, batting my eyelashes at him. I lowered the angle of the phone a bit so he could see the top of my breasts spilling out of the lace bra. Ezra's face lit up. I imagined his hand already reaching down to adjust himself.

"You are? We should do something about that then." He licked his lips in approval.

I brought my finger to my mouth and bit it before tracing the tip with my tongue. His eyes closed and he moaned. I smiled a little and moved my hand back to move my wild hair out of my face.

"Do you want to see what I am wearing?" I asked him as innocently as I could manage. I was starting to get past my nerves. I could feel the moisture building between my legs. Ezra liked to watch me and I loved it when he did. Knowing he wanted me made me feel powerful and sexy.

"Show me."

I turned the phone and angled it, propping it up so I could remove my hands from it. I moved back far enough to get my body in the frame and ran my hands down my stomach towards the top of my light pink panties.

"Do you like it?" I asked him. I could see him nod and swallow. I definitely had his attention. I spun around to show him the back and looked over my shoulder, bending over slightly so he could see what he was missing.

"Your ass is so fucking hot." He moaned into the phone. I turned around and smiled back at him. The picture on his phone shifted slightly as he moved. I knew without even asking that he had pulled himself out and was stroking himself. "Move to the bed. Show me what a good girl you are."

I grabbed the phone and propped it up on the bed. I spread my legs but stayed propped up against the headboard so he could still see my face. I adjusted the angle of the phone so he could see my body. I moved one hand to my hair and pulled it and slid the other one over my breasts, tugging at my hard nipple and twisting it between my fingertips.

"Mmmm..." I moaned.

"Move your panties to the side and show me how wet you are." He said, continuing to stroke himself.

I gave him what he wanted and slid my hand down my body and moved the side of my panties to expose myself to him. I took a deep breath when my finger brushed against my favorite spot. My body shivered, wanting more.

"Touch yourself." He said. His eyes closed when I placed my hands between my legs. My fingertips were wet with my arousal, adding to the pleasure spreading through my body.

"Ezra." I moaned. I moved my fingers faster and then slipped one inside myself.

"Good girl. Now stick your finger in your mouth and tell me how you taste." He commanded.

I took my finger out and brought it to my mouth, licking it for him.

"So good." I said as I licked my fingertip clean.

"You are such a dirty girl. Show me how you fuck your fingers when no one is watching." He was dripping with sex. His filthy mouth drove me crazy. I wished more than anything he was in the room with me. I wanted him here, touching me. I wanted to have him in me so I could scream his name as he pushed all of himself inside me.

I moved my hands back down and plunged two fingers inside and started moving them in and out. My other hand pulled my bra down to expose my breasts and I squeezed my nipples and twisted them before moving the hand down to my clit. I began moving my fingers fast over myself. I couldn't hold back my excitement. I wanted to come for him.

"Fuck, I am so hard for you." He said. "I want to be inside you. You would feel so good on me." His jaw tightened as he continued to move his hand over himself.

My fingers were moving faster and faster, two fingers moving in and out. I had found my spot and my body was tightening with every touch.

"One more finger?" He commanded, pulling his mouth into a smile.

I had never tried more than two fingers before and I blushed at the thought. I was not sure how it would feel.

"Come on, baby, one more for me."

I hesitated for a few seconds before I did what I was told. I moved a third finger and pressed it in gently. It stung a little at first, but my body responded quickly. I was tight around my fingers and they filled me completely. I was going to be done in seconds at this rate.

"That's it, Riley, now show me how much you miss me."

My head rolled back and my body tightened. I was coming apart at the seams. My body began to shake and my hips rose to take my fingers in as far as they could go.

"Fuck Riley, I'm about to come." He moaned and I saw his eyes roll back. "Keep fucking yourself, baby."

I plunged my fingers in one more time, taking myself over the edge. My vision blurred and I slipped from reality. I came hard and it took everything I had to keep from screaming out.

"That's my girl." He said when I looked down and saw him smiling at me. We were both breathing hard and laughing. It took a few seconds before I could talk again. My body was shaking as the shockwaves moved from my head to the tips of my toes.

"I can't believe how much I miss you." He whispered to me softly. I recognized the deep longing in his eyes; it was the same look I have had for days.         

"I miss you too." I said.

It is the strangest feeling.

I felt incomplete without him next to me. I was not quite sure what this feeling was. We weren't sneaking around together very long. My mind and body ached for him when he was not by my side. Was this normal or was this just because it was something new? Could I be falling in too deep with him?

This wasn't supposed to turn into anything serious.

Ezra and I were just supposed to be having a little fun. Neither of us had tried to discuss what we were doing any further. I was too scared to ask what he wanted from me. If we didn't want the same thing, then this would become strange and it would never be the same. I didn't want this feeling with him to ever change, so I kept my silence, hoping he would open up and tell me what he wanted.

"I probably need to get Aiden his phone back." Ezra laughed. "Thanks for distracting me, so I didn't do something I regretted tonight."

"Anytime." I closed my eyes, wishing this didn't have to end.

"See you tomorrow? We can pick this back up after the show." He suggested, pushing his hair back off his face.

"Mmmm, Hhmm," was all I could get out of my mouth.

"Get some rest, beautiful. I am going to keep you up all night tomorrow. You'll need it." He smiled his sexy half-smile and it made me melt.

"I can't wait." I kissed the phone screen before hanging up.

I pulled the blankets up over me with thoughts of Ezra overtaking me. The same questions kept replaying in my head.

Was this turning into a relationship?

Were we together?

This was the first time I let my mind think this could be the real thing. Up until tonight, I thought we were just having a little bit of fun. Ezra never seemed like one of those guys who did the whole relationship thing. He was still such a mystery to me.

Maybe that was what was so exciting about him.

We both had mentioned telling JD before, but I only thought it was because it wasn't right to keep the secret. When had things changed from a one-time thing to talking every night?

He confused me in every way possible.

I closed my eyes and drifted off into a restless sleep, missing the feeling of the dark-haired boy sleeping next to me.