Put me below the water, watch the bubbles disappear as I've always regretted that I've kinda ended up like my father, a women heart breaker with a substance addictive nature,
My heart beats but the blood is as cool as the winters water, put me under and drown me brother...
I'm sinking under all this water, the weight that gains all on my shoulders that makes me sink even faster,
Please do not bother saving me, I do not wish to take any other, do not tell my mother, but my love for everything slowly washes away under the rivers and streams of water,
I feel so conflicted with my fucking ambitious, bathtise me, for years I've thought the Lord is fake, but after no real reason I think I was wrong and it was a mistake, what the fuck is wrong with me? life's a mess and in shambles and now I think I could've found faith?
Just end me now,
Forreal just get it over with,
But even if I convert, I must be honest if I ever met Jesus, fucking I'd stick my middle finger straight up to his face, punch him square in his jaw and ask how the fuck did that taste?
Show me why I should make this water into a holy bath, cause why the fuck would I ever pray when I could write my damn life away and just go numb from these hand fulls of drugs everyday, I fucking weep, can't you fucken see that I need some extra assistants please! Show me the Lord and I'll show you a fucken true life change!

(Hook, ×3)
I'm drunk and this water keeps on filling,
Aqua!
I'm drunk and I've lost all my goddamn feeling, where the fuck is the floor and where the fuck is the ceiling?
Somebody grab my hand cause I be fucking drowning,
Water!

This rage rap, that's been possessing my body since way back,
I state that I've lost my mind a good twice to many times, but still I suggest that I guess I'm feeling fine, I got to treat everyone like a guest so I have to make sure I don't lack a proper gest, but the gut wrenching feeling in my chest cause I can never ever get some proper rest, all I want to do at times is take a fucking rock and bash they heads in like a melon!...
But I'm a gentlemen who acts all formal and decent so people won't look at me all funny and construed, for a retribution they put people like I inside an institution, I may ask why which they answer with humanity rehabilitation for those who have minds past level nine outside our atmosphere, what the fuck does that mean?
It means I'm insane and I don't exactly fit the public build, I don't only cherish mills, so they attempt to feed me pills, to slave for they system, I will not stop bitching, you will not medicate me Mr. Doctor man, pharma is an alarm for me, they shall not prosecute me, prostitute humans like they low life slaves working for barely minimum wage...

(Hook, ×3)
I'm drunk and this water keeps on filling,
Aqua!
I'm drunk and I've lost all my goddamn feeling, where the fuck is the floor and where the fuck is the ceiling?
Somebody grab my hand cause I be fucking drowning,
Water!

I do regret writing that R-I-P dis track on your last boo, I don't know why but I truthful don't like acting like a wild animal, when that shit dropped it truly made me pop,
But stop,
It was unessary for me to slaughter an already broken figure, I came along and took you on which to some looking on in would say that was a mistake,
All the stress weighing on my brain makes myself drown beneath the heaps, things cut deep like my feels shattering and gone like lost artifacts under years of sediments at the bottom of dark lakes,
Gasp for air as I regain consciousness, then dunk again, where are all my true friends?
Got these voices in my head telling me to do shit I'd regret,
So baby let's cut the drama,
Do you wanna continue our story or let it drop to the bottom? Just tell me what you want and I'll stop with the constant consistent bothering, the pendulum keeps swaying,
Maybe it's me overreacting and to you it's not that big of an issue to share feelings with one another,
But it eats me alive, I must stop writing about you over and over on repeat so time to ease my mind,
Time to goto church before everything is just to late....