Enter this fucking church and I'm ready for confession, I'm feeling like I don't got a god on my side or his blessin', so what the fuck is up with my new hope for religion?
I'm guessing I'm not suppose to be mad about anything, but that's a bullshit lie, I'm not gonna deny, I'll sit to my knees, I don't wanna be this way any longer, bring me positive energy show me the right in a world that slowly makes me lose sight,
Give me a surgical procedures, I need some extra treatment, that extra mile I'm missing so badly, show me faith I'm losing my mind, feeling so empty and cold, I use to be so bold but now I hold this feeling in my clutches, seeps away like soft sand so fastly,
Yearn to rest in peace and walk these roads with more conviction, I've misplaced the vision of my mission,
I'm lost,
Keep forgetting how to format a blueprint to move forth, I use to feel so fucking dope but now I walk a tight rope, best hope he don't choke to crumble falling to unclimable depths, it's unexplainable how unphenomenal I'm doing In my current state,
I place my hands together looking for that one holy spirit they constantly say to actively seek, I speak that need for a loving hand, but shit I'm always thinking I've been abandoned...
Just a product of Obama's nation, an abomination, eliminate my chances of a relapse back to the tippy tops where I once resigned, rejects like a LeBron swat off the back of the thin glass,
I face a formidable opponent with the man in the mirrors, I can't stay cautious I need answers, I've tried reading these biblical scriptures, try to understand all the princeables, but if it isn't noticeable I struggle understanding god when there is so much damn pain revolving around the gravitational pull...
I dont feel as if I create anymore quality content, it's straight nonsense, I criticise myself more then I do to others projects, take a scalpel to my works to start tearing away like it's the flesh of my enemies, just to attempt to rebuild it entirely,
It's fucking tiring,
Just like life be,
It's knifing me,
My last call out for the Lord and his help is leaving me...

(Hook ×2)
Show me the light, I want the love the pastor talks of,
Show me the way, give me the key so I can unlock the door,
I want the love, I want to see, unblind me so I can finally be what the hell I feel I'm meant to be...

Scribble away on my note pads, feel all this hot anger built up all the way down to my gonads,
Hello dad,
Don't blame the cops for you being locked away,
Yeah that's so sad,
You were gone half my life I kinda fucking hate you for that, you're probably the point of everything wrong inside, of course we couldn't be a perfect little family, ain't nothing perfect I see, but goddamit I wish at times in my fucked up life it could be just like the movies, everything ends so fucking well for the good guys, maybe I'm just one of those bad ones, wouldn't be surprising if I was a leader on that list,
I use my two fists for dangerous business, allow me to say it loudly I'm not proud to be what I've become, started back from my first heartbreak and when my daddy kept getting locked away me crying for him to please stay, yeah he was rarely ever around me to raise awareness in me, yet that man sees his faith and he stays that way, rarely ever diverts the speaking of the Lord's way, but either or he was always a trash baggy, Now people say we look practically identical,
It's comical, now look at me slowly ending up like that piece of shit,
I don't want to quit, but the cards that have been drawn are just so stressful that I might be gone by the morning while I was snoring, this isn't a warning but only truthfully said, might die of a heart attack or some shit,
After this year, I do not want to fucking be here, me go away, far the other way, I'm so sick of the way I'm just so damn exhausted every day, if their is a god then please give me that little morsel of energy,
I'm lacking efficiency,
So give me that decency to be a subject felt by Jesus Christ himself, fucking help!...

(Hook ×2)
Show me the light, I want the love the pastor talks of,
Show me the way, give me the key so I can unlock the door,
I want the love, I want to see, unblind me so I can finally be what the hell I feel I'm meant to be...

Mass shootings and mass opioid usage, slavery and starvation still in major globalization, it's fucking breathe taking, we pollute our own air like it's fucking fair, killing off our own species with crooked cops and fuck head politics,
Stop this,
Kneeling for the flag because people are opressed due to their rights being literally undressed, if the Lord's a real thing then he has to be not even half impressed with what we have become, his damn retarded children that bitch over stupied shit regardless of what it is, but how can he find it within himself to stand and watch as everything precious slowly gets decimated?
Human discrimination even though we all bleed red, Instead of accepting that we want to see that color drip from others heads all around this fucking planet,
I can't fucking stand it,
Makes me sick and have stomach issues, I have my own problems to, but I recognize the rest but what the hell am I suppose to do?
I say fuck all of you who say how dare you not use that talent to spread the gold word to all who will hear,
I'm a lit fuse bout to blow like fucking North Korea,
Bitch, I say see ya,
Time for my therapy session, everybody shut the hell up so I can speak my true shit while y'all continue to stay ducked not giving a fuck about anything that revolves around you, America In jeopardy of the civil war and the media fuels the flames like it is propane, or crack cocaine fed to ghetto children by the Reagan era mayn,
Enough shit to give me goddamn chronic pains with a fucking migraine....