『No, I'll never love again
'Cause you made me a fool』

⇒ Chan

Diary Entry | 6:12 pm

Today is literally the best day to be alive. I- oh fuck, I can still feel it. His lips. His lips on mine.

We worked on our assignment after school. The tension! It was palpable! And it was so, so hot and sweaty. Even with two A/Cs turned on- lol. Must be because Minho is a fucking visual god.

Anygay- we walked home together. He held my hand when our hands brushed. Shit- I want to grasp this this feeling and bottle it up so it could be safe forever, so it would never disappear.

At the doorstep to my apartment, I gathered up the balls to ask him something.

'Can I kiss you?'

And oh fuck- I swear his eyes went from innocent sparkly kitty eyes to lustrous and hungry in a split second. And that was exactly how the kiss felt. Did I initiate it? No. Because apparently Lee Minho is more of a confident gay than Bang Chan. Ah, that was heaven. Crap, I love him. I miss him. I miss his lips.

I need holy water for the thoughts in my head rn.