Nothing really happens for a few days.

I managed to dodge both Percy and Luke.

Estelle came over often and hung out with my brothers. She gave me a long interrogation about why I haven't been hanging out with Percy. I lied and when back to Halfblood to work on designs.

I haven't ever felt this way. I was so tired and just wanted to go and be alone.

Leo and I worked in silence and it was comforting to have someone else here with me, who wouldn't try so hard to fix things.

We did talk about stuff.

He talked about Calypso. She was in a really bad place and Leo came and help her out. He really cared about her and wanted to be with her but the moment she was out, she left to go and live with here Aunt across America.

Leo nearly cried when he told me.

Gods why am I so selfish.

The guy who I liked didn't move back to New York, he moved closer to me and I'm still a to much of a difficult person that I still won't be with him.

Nico came into the Workshop later and sat in the corner and talk about Percy.

He didn't know anything about him all he did was talk about how good looking he was.

I felt mad that all Nico saw was his looks, Percy was Nice and Funny, he was so brave and Loyal and hearing Nico talk about him made me jealous.

After an hour of Nico talking, Will told him to shut up and then walked out.

How couldn't Nico see that will liked him

I was tired with my friends, I wanted to get away so badly.

I went home and sat on my bed texting my cousin Magnus and his Girlfriend/boyfriend Alex Fierro.

They made me laugh and I wished so badly to be with them at the moment.

I didn't feel present in what I was doing, I was detached from myself.

I had dinner with my stepmom and Brothers, dad was still working late at his university.

I had barely seen him since I came back from the beach, he was always so busy.

I wanted to hang out with him more and just talk but he never wanted to see me.

I talked to Piper and she said we should hang out. I didn't really want to.

So I stayed home and slept.

Holidays always many days in them but those days are faster than raindrops.