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❛  WAITING FOR YOU BY THE OCEAN WITH A FADING SUNSET ❜

━ DROWN, BRING ME THE HORIZON

( it comes in waves, i close my eyes hold my breath and let it bury me, i'm not okay and it's not alright, won't you drag the lake and bring me home again? )

LOST WITHOUT YOU, FREYA RIDINGS ━

( hits me at full speed, feel like i can't breathe and nobody knows the pain inside of me, my world is crumbling i should have never let you go. )

━ IDLE TOWN, CONAN GRAY

( this town will never change, people come and go, it's all the same, speed the roads on our doubting days, to any place that's far away. )

CIGARETTE DAYDREAMS, CAGE THE ELEPHANT ━

( you can drive all night looking for answers in the pouring rain, you wanna find peace of mind looking for the answer. )

━ FUNERAL, PHOEBE BRIDGERS

( and i have this dream when i'm screaming underwater while my friends are all waving from the shore, and i don't need you to tell me what that means, i don't believe in that stuff anymore. )

TO BUILD A HOME, THE CINEMATIC ORCHESTRA ━

( i climbed the tree to see the world, when the gusts came around to blow me down, i held on as tightly as you held onto me. )

━ WHERE'D ALL THE TIME GO?, DR. DOG

( where'd all the time go? it's starting to fly, see how the hands go, waving goodbye and you know i get so forgetful when i look in your eyes. )

BAD KIDS, BLACK LIPS ━

( bad kids, ain't no college grad kids, livin' out on the skids, kids like you and me, like you and me. )

━ AS THE WORLD CAVES IN, SARAH COTHRAN

( and here it is, our final night alive as the earth burns to the ground, oh, boy, it's you that i lie with, as the atom bomb locks in, oh, boy, it's you i watch tv with as the world, as the world caves in. )

TOO YOUNG TO BURN, SONNY & THE SUNSETS ━

( now i sit by the window, watch the sun goin' down, down and i see all the people walking around and round, every tear rollin down is a lesson learned, are you too old to turn, are you too young to burn. )

━ THE ARCHER, TAYLOR SWIFT

( i walk in the night, i pace like a ghost the room is on fire, invisible smoke and all of my heroes die all alone, help me hold on to you. )

A WORLD ALONE, LORDE ━

( all the double-edged people into schemes, they make a mess, then go home and get clean, you're my best friend and we're dancing in a world alone, world alone, we're all alone. )

━ COMPASS, THE NEIGHBOURHOOD

( you're always there to help me when i'm down, i'm lucky you've been keeping me around, you're the star i look for every night when it's dark, you'll stick right by my side. )

IF I DIDN'T HAVE YOU , VISTA KICKS ━

( if i didn't have you, what would i be, if i didn't have you, what could i see, if i didn't have you, what would i do, if i didn't have you? )

━ BLOOD FROM A STONE, SEVENDUST

( once we believed we were all enough, we keep losing the fight, i'm sorry for the things that i have done, you took it from me, like blood from a stone. )

ANCHOR, NOVO AMOR ━

( caught the air in your woven mouth leave it all, i'll be hearing how you went in search of someone else, they taught the hand that taut the bride, both of our eyes locked to the tide, we went in circles somewhere else. )

━ STAY, THE KID LAROI + JUSTIN BIEBER

( when i'm away from you, i miss your touch, you're the reason i believe in love, it's been difficult for me to trust and i'm afraid that i'ma fuck it up, ain't no way that i can leave you stranded 'cause you ain't ever left me empty-handed and you know that i know that i can't live without you, so, baby, stay. )

TILL FOREVER FALLS APART, ASHE + FINNEAS ━

( so this is it, that's how it end, i guess there's nothing more romantic than dying with your friends and i'm not sorry for myself, i wouldn't wanna spend a minute loving anybody else, 'cause you've got me and you know, that i've got you and i know. )