(A.N. does anyone know the goosebumps books by R.L. Stine?  I think it was called 'Say Cheese and Die' with that cursed camera that killed anything that was photographed by it or did something horrible to it yeah kind of random but writing this made me really nostalgic for those books because I really love them even though they aren't even scary anymore but just wondering if anyone remembered that book?)

Dabi [POV]

Out of the 24 photos half of them were black.  The first one that I found that actually had something on it was pretty dark in itself but there was the outline of trees and a blue fire in the distance.  I somehow remember this photo I think it was Fuyumi who took it while I was messing around with my quirk outside it didn't turn out to well but she meant well.

The next photo was of Fuyumi and Natsuo they were both messing around outside with their quirks.  In the background looking out the window was Shoto just barely peeking up to the window.  This photo had a faint blood stain on it in the corner.  I frowned such an innocent photo was ruined by the blood.

The next photo was completely stained with blood you couldn't even make out any details of it I felt bad I shouldn't have taken pictures like that

The photo after that was of me I had dyed my hair black but my roots were starting to become red again I was flipping off the camera my eyes filled with annoyance I remember this one as well Fuyumi was talking to me about my hair and commenting about my piercings as well and I got mad at her and flipped her off.  I think I was even more mad at her for stealing my camera afterwards. 

After that there was a gap of black photos and another one of me.  I was sitting on my knees on the floor my blue flames simmering off of my body burns all over my body my white shirt was soiled with black ashes and burned in places.  I was covering my right cheek blood dripping between my fingers you would think I would remember something like that but.  I didn't.

The last few photos were all the same it was before I left.  I was in the bathroom burns on my wrists blood on the mirror.  The tips of my hair were dyed black only the tips because Endeavor hated the black and wouldn't let me dye it again.  Blood dripped down my face from the burns.  My glasses were shattered on the bathroom sink.  Unlike the other photos of this night there was no emotion in my eyes in the other photos it ranged from anger to sadness but in this one there was nothing.  I was looking back at the doorway the stapler had fallen into the sink and my blood was starting to stain the porcine.  I remember that night clear as day.  It hurt so bad but the pain was a relief because I knew I was going to be free.  The air was filled with smoke but I didn't mind it I loved the smell of smoke.  Fuyumi was pounding on the locked door behind me but I didn't care I bet she smelled the smoke that's where I went wrong.  Doing it inside the house.  I could barely see burning underneath my eyes only made my eyesight worse and my glasses were broken so I didn't really know what I was doing 100% but I knew what I wanted.  I had to get out of that household I was 15 when I left and no one really understood what happened but I did.  I was tired of Endeavor I was tired of listening to Shoto screaming at night of mothers screams, Endeavors shouting.  I bit my bottom lip collecting the photos I shouldn't have even developed the photos in the first place.  All of them should have burned like I did.  I stood up from the bar

"Dabi are you alright?" Kurogiri asked cautiously

"Yeah just..., I'm gonna go put these away" I responded with a nod my heart pounding in my chest.  I walked down the hallway to my room I put the photos in the box shuffling around the other photos so that they were covered.  I could still feel the blood on my hands, the feeling of the staples in my skin.  It hurt worse than getting my nose pierced.  I reached up touching my skin where the scarred skin met the flesh.  My fingers traced over the staples.  I pulled away balling my hand into a fist.  I laid back down on my bed shutting my eyes and trying to fall asleep.  After a while of tossing and turning I fell asleep.