Thank you XxDatOneOtakuxX, either it's just a dillusion, or my accual dream, thank you.  I might be getting my hopes high and in the long run putting myself down, I at least have less of a reason, to commit sudoku.

I think I just want to meet you all in person, and maybe even live with all of you.  I don't care anymore, I can just at least try, just try and meet all of you.

Now, Jay, if you're wondering why I'm thanking you, it's because you came back, you let me come back to this family, while I haven't communicated with them really, I still feel a bond with them.  If it's hard to belive, I can understand, but it may just be me.

I may look back at this and think I was stupid,  but I want to remember, this is at least where I had some reason to try harder then I ever had before.

I still have some things that I have to tell you guys, but that can come later.  I have more pressing matters to do.  Such as play Terraria because some people have been better then me for a bit, so, I kinda want to be keeping up lol.  I've been getting hand-me-downs for a while and I just want to get my own stuff, I'm also the weakest one in the group so RIP XD