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✫彡 008 ✫*.

TRYING NOT TO SHOW ANY OF HIS TRUE EMOTIONS lee taeyong almost dropped his tray next to his friend and classmate kim doyoung, who was already sitting at one of the cafeteria tables. "wow, not so agressive- or should i say clumsy?" smirked the latter, knowing that it would annoy taeyong.

"just shut up!" taeyong let out a half hearted laugh and started stabbing the food on his plate with his chopsticks.

"i will not." said doyoung, his face turning to a serious expression. "but seriously, are you okay?"

suddenly taeyong almost choked on his food and doyoung patted his back continously, while begging him not to die. how ironic, thought taeyong, am i even still alive?

when his choking and coughing was over he still took some time to answer doyoung's question. "let's rather not talk about this."

"sure, if you say so." replied doyoung softly and continued eating.

"hey, did you know that seo chayu in our class was actually famous?" taeyong blurted all of sudden. "like, i knew he had a lot of followers on instagram, but i didn't know he had that many."

doyoung suddenly put down the spoon he was holding. "of course i know, everybody does. how come you never noticed?"

"i don't know, i just never really cared what the classmates do, who i'm not friends with." this was actually the truth, although taeyong was quite popular in his class.

"but have you ever seen his youtube videos? that boy is next level! on his instagram he also has a picture with yeri of red velvet. some people think he's friends with her, but i doubt that since the picture was taken at a fanmeeting."

"why do you know all of these things, though?" smirked taeyong.

doyoung pretended to be annoyed and rolled his eyes. "that's just common knowledge, everyone in our class does."

"but why is he always so secluded then?"

"i don't think anyone has the courage to step up and ask him to hang out with him, like i said he's living a level above us." continued doyoung. "his best friends are son jihye and lim jaecheol, you know the seniors, who graduated two years ago."

"wait... he is friends with them? holy-" taeyong was honestly surprised, since the boy, who he had seen recording himself at school in the morning and working at a café, didn't seem anything like the person doyoung just described. "i really had no clue... are there any other famous students in our class?"

"no, no one. besides you of course." laughed doyoung, while taeyong had doubts that he'd ever be as famous as seo chayu. "i guess being as close as you are to ten, requires a lot of focus."

suddenly taeyong froze. "please don't mention ten."

embarassed about being so insensitive, doyoung covered his mouth with his hand. "i am really sorry, i didn't mean to-"

"as long as you stop apologizing, it'll be okay." lied taeyong, since he was far from okay, but that wasn't the point here.

doyoung only mumbled a quiet okay and they finished their lunch in silence.

late in the evening taeyong sat on his bed with his laptop. why did he do so, shouldn't he be grieving about ten? well, practically yes. but he had thought of doyoung's words over and over again. "i guess being as close as you are to ten, requires a lot of focus."

now that he wasn't close to ten anymore, he had to focus on other things in order to distract his mind. for example on the question why a random (but famous) guy in his class, who he had ignored for his whole life time, would suddenly care so much, when he had found him feeling down.

when he tapped the search bar, he realized that he didn't actually remember the name of his youtube, but it should be easy to find.
a minute later he found his classmate's channel, which went by the name angel yuyu, kinda resembling the boy's tik tok id.

"let's get into this." mumbled taeyong, lacking a bit of motivation and scrolled down the update list. almost all of his videos were make up tutorial, rewies, grwms and look books.

out of random he chose a recent video, in which chayu dyed his hair the dark blonde color that he had at the moment. the video started with the intro and taeyong almost squealed. "okay, but this is so cute."

while watching the video he was reminded of the time when he had attempted to dye ten's hair red and with 'attempted' he meant 'attempted an failed'.

eventually taeyong started binge watching the videos; due to working part time as a model, he also knew quite something about make up and fashion and chayu's tips and review were actually very helpful. also the latter was just too adorable in his videos.

taeyong just couldn't help but think his nose is so cute, almost like ten's. at first he thought, that he wouldn't cry over ten again, on the other hand he was alone in his room and who would even know.

and damn, he'd rather watch these videos with ten, try out some of the tutorials and fail horribly and have a good laugh and another precious memory. but there was no ten and him anymore.

a while later he ended up on the q&a video, almost falling asleep until something came up. "hello chayu, for the past year i've been going through a lot and struggled with accepting myself. your channel and your personality helped me to be a lot more confident about myself. you inspired me a lot. thank you so much for everything, i will always support you."chayu read the question in the video and paused. "that was literally one of the sweetest things i ever heard from anyone! i never knew i could inspire someone with my content, i really hope you're doing better now. you're way more beautiful and stronger than you believe you are, you can do it!"

slowly taeyong rose from his position and looked at the screen closely. is he... almost crying?

and again, taeyong's pillow got drenched with tears; with ten still by his side he wouldn't have ended up like this. still he had done, what he had to do no matter how painful it was.

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suggest an intro for chayu's youtube channel ~

+ would you like face claims for jihye and jaecheol?

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