
Chapter 4
Amelia's POV
Emma's been avoiding me. I wonder if it has anything to do with her dreams about me recently? Well I really don't care either way, as long as she doesn't hate me anymore.
And yet... hanging out with her has been the most fun I have ever had with anyone. I still don't know if I'm gay or straight though. I know you can be both to but... how am I supposed to figure that out?
"M! M!"
"Case? What is it?" Case is my current boyfriend. We have made out multiple times but haven't done the deed yet. He was cute. He had blonde hair and dark blue eyes, almost everyone liked him.
"Who was the girl singing in your video?"
"Again with this question. Look my answer is the same as always, so please stop pestering me alright?" Recently the video I took of Emma blew up considerably. I mean I knew she was a great singer but to think she would get this much attention. I wanted to tell her about it but... she's most definitely avoiding me. And she's realized that in her latest dream to.
"Awe come on! Is it someone I know?"
"Case. Your getting on my nerves. Stop asking alright. They don't even know I leaked the video online."
"Wow you never told them? I bet they would be happy if they found out you made them famous."
I seriously doubt that.
Looking over I see Emma walking through the school doors looking exhausted. She had me worried. Where the dreams about me really bothering her that much? I was just about to walk up to her when I caught two girls making out in the shadows. They where very well hidden however you could still see there silhouette making it clear on what they where doing.
That's it!
Walking towards the dark corner I put my hand on the tall girls shoulder making her scream in fright.
"The hell?! Who the hell is bugging me when I'm... oh hey Kelly, your friend Amelia is here to see you."
Eh? The other girl is... KELLY?! We almost have all the same classes together and have spoken a handful of times. To think she was like this is quite surprising.
She suddenly pulled me into the empty classroom behind them as she glared at me. T-This is t the friendly Kelly I know.
"What do you want?" She said coldly.
"A-Are you mad that I saw you kissing an upper class-"
"Of course I am! God your so dense sometimes. Look I get we where basically out in the open but she had me covered with her body there was no way anyone could see me with her... so what do you want."
"L-Look I'm not gonna tell anyone I just.. actually I'm really glad that your gay."
"Excuse me?"
"AH! I'm sorry! It's just that there's a girl who likes me but I don't know if I like her in that way. I mean she's cute and pretty and I love hanging out with her but... I don't want to start anything if-"
"Ugh just shut up I get it alright. Your confused. And you want me to kiss you to see if your gay right? That's not how love works you know. I mean you can be gay straight or whatever but you love who you love. And it sounds to me like you love this girl. Even if you are in fact straight you want to get to know her right? Kissing me won't help you solve your question."
"Ah but-"
"Plus I would never betray my girlfriend even if you are cute. Look the only way you can confirm your feelings is if you kiss her. Class is getting ready to start so we should get going."
What a waste of time. But maybe she's right?
I didn't have any classes with Emma aside from PE. She was usually the last one to get dressed so this was a perfect chance to figure myself out.
As everyone left I confronted Emma as she looked at me nervously. She was only half way dressed and... her body really was beautiful...
"A-Amelia? Is there something you need?"
She's not avoiding me this time? Good!
"I realized something about myself that I want to confirm with you." I really hope I don't end up hurting her... if this really is the only way then-
"W-What's th-"
I cut her off by kissing her and my heart would not stop pounding. I- I have never felt this excited and nervous over a simple kiss before. And I didn't want it to stop. However much to my surprise Emma shoved me away with a flushed look on her face.
"What are you doing?!"
I- I wanted to touch her more. Does this mean that I like her? Iv never felt this type of connection with my boyfriend. I watched her put on her shirt as she tried to leave however I stopped her.
"I think I love you. Please go out with me." I said it. I can't believe I said it!
"I thought- we where just friends?"
"I started to think of you as more then a friend. Especially after you continued to avoid me. I felt hurt, so please-"
"Sorry. I can't go out with you."
Huh?
"B-But your dream..." I watched her walk away from me as tears threatened to escape my eyes. My entire body was shaking as I fell onto my knees while replaying the kiss in my head.
Why? I've never been rejected up until now....
Standing back up onto my feet as I wiped the tears from my eyes I was suddenly confronted by the coach as she spoke to me.
"Amelia what took you so-"
"Sorry. My chest hurts. May I go to the nurse?" I- don't feel like doing anything today.
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