EMMAS POV
Recently, something unexpected happened. The most popular girl in my school has befriended me. I have always wanted a friend however, my sister doesn't like her. Kana has always told me not to associate with her because she's nothing but a bully. I had believed her, however my views on her have changed. Amelia wasn't a bully. So why did I ever believe my sister over her? If anything I should have just ignored my sister like she does me...

To my sister... To my family I am nothing but regret. My mother hates me, my father pretends I don't exist... My life had been pretty dark up until Amelia started pestering me.

I had always hid in the shadows as to not bother anyone around me.... And now my thoughts are all over the place.

Amelia wasn't a bully, she was a kind person who just wanted to be my friend. But after watching that movie with the unexpected twist... my thoughts have become dirty.

Because of that I have been avoiding Amelia these past few days, I know I can't hide from her forever. It's just when I see her I'm reminded of that kiss scene between those two girls from the movie. And when that scene plays in my mind the actors are replaced with Amelia kissing me. I just need some time to clear my head.

I jumped as the school roofs door busted open revealing an annoyed looking Amelia as she stormed towards me.

Shit. She's mad. And she's blocking the exit...

"Why?! Why have you been avoiding me?! I- I thought we where friends... was that just a lie? Friends don't ignore each other like what you have been doing. So please, tell me what I did wrong. I deserve that much!"

My palms where practically sweating. She had me trapped.

"I- I just need time. That's all."

"Time for what?!"

"You never knew Existed before. Why are you so interested in me now? Is it because my sister is your enemy? Do you wish to make her mad?"

"NO! I just... I want you and my friends to get along as well so I'm hosting a party this weekend. I wanted to invite you. In fact I have some news! However I didn't want to tell you at school I wanted to tell you at a cafe or something. But you have been avoiding me without reason."

I have reason.

"I'm not good with parties. Or crowds. Being friends is just impossible for me. I'm sorry." Amelia looked like she was on the verge of tears. I wanted to comfort her. Tell her that everything will be ok. But if I do that, my feelings for her would just grow. I can't let that hap-

My thoughts where cut off by her lips pressing against my own making me stumble backwards as I fell onto the ground.

"W-Why are you kissing me?!"

"I KNOW YOU LIKE ME! It's all over your face. Your like an open book, it's one of the reasons I like being around you. I can tell when your happy, sad, irritated, nervous. Where as the rest of the people around me either has happy or stoic expressions. It's like there afraid to show me what there really feeling. Including my boyfriend. Well my ex boyfriend that is."

"Ex?"

"I dumped him. Turns out he was cheating on me with one of my so called best friends. Can you believe it? I'm surprised it took me this long to find out about them.... Look. I don't know if I can do the whole lesbian thing, but I wouldn't mind giving it a try for you. So what do you say?"

W-What is happening right now?

"Want to be my girlf-"

I suddenly woke up to the alarm sound blaring into my ear making me grown as I struggled to stand up.

What the hell was that? These past few nights I have been dreaming about Amelia, and not in the friendship type way. First they where terrible nightmares where she would call me disgusting... and now, now there sweet and wholesome like the universe is trying to tell me to shoot my shot.

What's worse is that I don't even know if I like girls or not....

Ugh! My head hurts so much from overthinking. I'm so tired right now I don't even want to get up. I really, shouldn't be avoiding Amelia anymore...

I'll talk to her today.