.-. Hey, I'm pansexual .-.
Request: No
Mcyt: Karlnapity, Dnf & Skephalo
Type: Fluff
Ages: Big Q: 20| Karl: 22| Sap: 21 | Dream: 23 | Gogy: 23 | Bad + Skeppy: 20
Au: Irl
A/N: So like I think the idea that Quackity is pansexual is a cool concept so I'm gonna write about it. There is no homophobia or anything rude because I hate writing stuff like that. It makes me mad lmao. This is just basically Big Q coming out to friends and acceptance.
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*quackity's pov*
I was anxiously pacing the length of my room. Well, our room. I really wanted to tell them. I did. But I was scared that I wouldn't be accepted. I knew they would but the slight chance that they would kick me out and insult me was always a thought in the back of my head.
At this point my beanie was across the room, laying dead on the floor. I was pulling at my hair slightly, panic and anxiety building at the thought of my boyfriends hating me.
No, they wouldn't. I mean, Sapnap is bisexual and Karl is a gay asexual, why wouldn't they accept me. They will.
Right?
Thoughts started building in my head. I was getting overwhelmed but my boyfriends were out at Bad and Skeppy's house with Dream and George. They weren't here to calm me.
'You know they will hate you'
'Don't bother coming out, you're already annoying them'
'Don't cause another problem'
'They hate you'
'They don't love you'
"Stop stop stop stop!" I screamed, falling into a ball on the ground, pulling my hair. Tears streamed down my face as the thoughts took over.
'See, you can't even calm down enough to tell them'
'Man up' (I stg I get so pissed when I hear this. Never tell a man OR anyone to 'man up')
'Don't listen to them. They are being rude and unreasonable. Tell them. They will love you'
I was getting confused. How many different voices were there? Many were rude but the one that was nice was actually...calming. The tears had stopped and I had composed myself with out even realizing.
I stood up and put my beanie on and heading for the couch in the living room to wait for them to get home.
I was going to tell them with full confidence. But how would I do it?
*at bad and skeppy's house: third person*
Sapnap, Karl, Dream, George, Skeppy and Bad were all sitting on the couch together, talking and making jokes. They were having a great time, very unaware of the situation that had happened at Karl and Sapnap's house.
"Hey um, sorry if this is off-topic but has anyone else noticed how Quackity has been a bit...off lately?" Karl said, leaning back more the couch, stretching his arms above his head and resting them on his neck.
Many hums and nods answered his question. "Yeah, I noticed something but I didn't want to push him." Dream said, handing a bag of chips to George who was seated on his right.
"I'm just worried..he wouldn't be hiding anything from Sap and I. He's too kind to keep a secret. He get guilty easily and feels bad." Karl said.
Sapnap got up and stole Dream's Pepsi. "Sapnap- ugh no!"
Sapnap sat on the floor in front of the couch and snickered. "Get another one. But Karl's right. I think he's fine for now but we should go home and check on him."
Everyone nodded and that settled their decision of going home early.
"Get home safe, muffins!" Bad said, waving as he watched them walk to their car.
"We will Bad!" Sapnap shouted back.
"Tell Technoblade to duel me sometime!" Skeppy shouted jokingly, knowing there was no way he could beat the Technoblade.
Karl laughed. "We will Skeppy."
Then they got in the car and started it, backing out and driving back home.
*when they get home: quackity third person*
To say Quackity was nervous, was a complete understatement. He was fucking terrified to all his inner cores (that is very dramatic lmao). He sat on the couch in the living room, awaiting his boyfriends to come through the door. He rocked back and forth anxiously, fiddling with the zipper on his navy tracksuit.
Karl got it for him. That was a good day.
He smiled as he remembered the day. It was their anniversary. They had been together for at least a year and a few months at that point. They would all get each other one gift. Sapnap had gotten him custom rings for his wings, which he could basically clip in through a piercing he had at the wings tip. One was a flame, representing Sapnap and the other was a swirl, representing Karl. He never took them off in fear of loosing them.
Karl had went to Eret, who is great at sewing, and made a custom track coat (?) for Quackity. It was navy, the same colour as his LAFD beanie. It even has holes for his wings to go through! He wore it more than he wants to admit, but it was special and very very comfortable. Quackity sometimes wonders what fabric Eret uses.
His thoughts got cut off as the door opened, revealing his two boyfriends. He was nervous, no doubt, but now that they were here early and he had to do it, his nervous came rushing in and out like waves at a wave pool.
*karl's pov*
Sapnap and I opened the door, looking straight to our other boyfriend, Quackity, who was sitting nervously on the couch.
"Hey duckie!" I said, hanging both our coats on the rack and walking towards him.
"Hey.." He said, his voice nearly a whisper. I made eye contact with Sapnap, him just as concerned.
"Are you okay?" I asked him, sitting next to him. Sapnap leaned his arms on the back of the couch, him on the other side of Quackity.
"Y-eah I just need to tell you guys some-something..." He fiddled with the zipper on his sweater (I literally don't know the name-). A nervous habit of his that Sap and I had picked up.
"We're all ears for you, Q." Sapnap reassured him. Quackity gave him a quick smile.
"Okay- I uhm...I wanted to tell you guys that uhm..I am...." He stopped himself, looking more anxious.
I grabbed his hand and kissed the back of it. "Take your time, Q. Take as much time as you need." I said quietly.
He nodded. "Mhm...I think- no I know that I am...am pansexual..."
quackity's pov
I said it.
I said it.
It felt so good to get it off of my chest but what if they don't accept me? No it's too late to go back.
I looked over and Karl and Sapnap, both had huge smiles on their faces. Wait-
"We're so proud of you duckie!" Karl said, jumping forward and hugging me. I fell backwards on the couch from the force, Karl now laying on top of me. I smiled and dug my face into his shoulder.
"I hope you didn't doubt our acceptance." Sapnap said, joining the hug by laying in between me and back of the couch. He wrapped his arms around both of us.
"I did at first...but not anymore.." I admitted, enjoying the physical touch of my boyfriends.
"Good.." Sapnap whispered, already falling asleep. Karl and I quietly giggled, letting him.
We continued to cuddle, eventually Karl following in Sapnap's footsteps and falling asleep. I looked at them and smiled.
"I love you guys.." I said, kissing their foreheads and slowly drifting off.
End A/N: I'm finally fucking done this one. It took forever. I have I think now three-four left that aren't finished. One I'm feeling motivated to write rn so I'll start that after I post this. It's Tommy centric 😎 Anyways, it's one am and I'm gonna write. Bye!!!
-Starby (Phaser) <3
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