Pool of Desperation

"Blood of my blood."

"Blood of my blood." Aqu whispered as she pressed her bleeding finger against his lips. La'oki did the same to her. She sucked on the drops of copper from his finger as he sucked on her finger in his mouth. Their eyes locked on each other, as a warm sensation passed through them both, in the otherwise cold and isolated tower.

He slowly slid his finger from her mouth, allowing the blood to mark her lips and leave a trail as he slid it further down her chin, throat and sternum, pushing down the loose material of her white dress. Aqu did the same to him, following the sacred ritual, down his chin, over his Adam's apple, his bare sternum.

**

"Do you see what manner of man he is now?" Elder KJuka roared as lightning matched her intensity in the background.

"I swear to you." La'oki whispered to Aqu desperately as the two temple guards held him down to the ground. "I didn't betray you."

Aqu shook on the ground as her tears hit the marbled floor.

"Believe me." La'oki whispered pleading. "Aqu believe me."

"You." Elder KJuka pointed her golden staff at her student. "Defiled yourself for a murdering theif!" Her staff emitted a blue current that passed into Aqu's body, causing her to cry out loudly in excruciating pain.

"Stop! Stop! You're hurting her!" La'oki cried as he struggled against his captors. But the two men where an unmovable force. "Stop!" Tears ran down his left eye as he watched helplessly from the position they put him. His face to the floor. His arms and legs held back, with no way to free himself. It was too much pain for her. He could feel her pain. "Please....don't hurt her."

Elder KJuka swung her cane, causing Aqu to fly across the room. Her back hitting what was left of the fragmented crystal, before falling to the ground motionless.

"Aqu!"

**

The worst thing about vacation was that your schedule was all out of whack. The best thing, at least for me was the hotel breakfast. The spread made my heart sing and I made sure wherever we went we had breakfast included in our room. I will eat. It prepares me for the day. Especially today after last night's adventures.

We'd checked into the hotel and Richard wanted to go, go, go. He was a goer. So we went on our first tour of the little town. Walking everywhere, taking in the sights. Forcing him to take pictures after pictures. We ended up at a fancy hole in the wall restaurant, before taking in the night market. We got back well after midnight and was up again this morning at 7:30 for a bright start.

"You want coffee?" I asked scooting out of the chair.

"Yes please. Can you see if they have soy milk?" He asked as he checked the news on his phone.

I nodded and made my way to the coffee area. I took in the handful of tired tourists like us, trying to take in as much of Fukuoka as possible before moving on to the next city.

I lined up behind the great smelling tall guy in front of me and paused. I moved my head to the side to take in his features. He didn't have a mask on today.

He turned to look back, his own eyes widening slightly in recognition.

"Hi." I exclaimed waving almost in his face. I shouldn't have done that, but I can't take it back.

"Good morning." He gave me a slight bow.

"You're in the same hotel." I grinned. "I thought you were a local."

"Oh we're just visiting."He explained as he grabbed a cup. "And you...where are you coming from?"

"Oh we did like this whole month thing." I explained. "We were in Shanghai, Beijing, then made out way to Seoul, Busan, we're doing Fukuoka and Nagaskai before hitting Tokyo and going back home."

The guy nodded. I can't call him the masked guy anymore.

"That sounds like fun."

I nodded as I grabbed two cups. "Yes, but tiring."

"Do you want to—-"

"Oh no, no that's okay, you got here first." I waved his offer away.

He smiled and looked back at me. He wore a simple white shirt, but the quality you could tell was top notch . He had on slightly oversized black pants.

I smiled back.

A certain something lingering in the air.

"Oh where's your girlfriend?"

He blinked a couple times before laughing and shaking his head. "No, no that's my little sister."

I gasped. "Oh. I'm so sorry, I thought—-"

He shook his head. "It's okay. We're here for her birthday. We left when she was about three so she wanted to revisit."

"That's really cool." I nodded as he poured the drip coffee. "Where are you guys now?"

He turned to me, offering to pour. I accepted and extended the cups.

"Thank you."

"Bangkok." He replied putting back the coffee.

"Oh I love Bangkok." I commented. "A little grimy." I admitted.

He chuckled and my heart skipped a beat. 

"A little grimy." He confirmed.

Wow, I was smiling like a high school girl with a crush. Watch yourself. I looked away from him and searched for the milk. He was still standing there, quietly sipping his coffee, so I guess I wasn't too much of a bother.

"Do you think they'll have soy milk?" I questioned.

"Let me see." He said turning around. I was surprised when he went to one of the attendants and spoke to them in Japanese. The attendant nodded and pointed back and they both bowed to each other and he came back.

"He said he'll bring some."

I felt myself get hot. "Oh you didn't have to do that. I could have asked."

"No problem."

"Thank you." I grinned.

He nodded and stayed. One hand in his pocket.

Was he waiting with me to see if they would bring the milk? I needed to stop getting worked up about every little thing he did. What was wrong with me. Girl, act your age.

"So..."

I looked at him. He started the conversation. He didn't want to leave either. I smiled.

"You're here on your...honeymoon?"

I twirled the diamond ring on my ring finger. "Yeah." I giggled. "Yep, our honeymoon."

He leaned slightly on the counter. "You're a little young to get married aren't you?" He smiled softly.

I blushed. Thank god in heavens for dark skin. I chuckled and shook my head. "No, I'm not...I'm actually not at all."

He grinned. "How old are you? You mind me asking?"

Fuck he was flirting. He was for sure flirting.

I shrugged and tried to hold back my smile. "How old do you think I am?"

He deliberately looked me over and fuck me it made me feel like a goddess. "25?" He guessed.

I laughed.

"27." He tried again with more confidence.

I shook my head.

"28." He said as if that was for sure the final answer.

I licked my bottom lip. His eyes shifted to it. I shook my head. "I'm 35."

His mouth dropped open slightly and he chuckled in disbelief. "Are you serious?"

I laughed. "Good answer." I nodded at him. "How old are you?"

"Old enough." He replied with so much drip, that my mouth dropped open.

He held my gaze. Was he seriously staring me straight in the eyes, answering like that? I have been out the dating scene for too long. That answer meant he was younger by more than 5 years. Maybe 10. But he had the confidence of a 45 year old veteran. These kids were built different.

The staring contest only broke when the attendant came over with a pitcher of soy milk. I had never been more grateful for the distraction as I smiled at the attendant if only to catch my breath. The unmasked man took the pitcher, offering to pour it into my two cups of coffee.

I nodded, still feeling a little breathless. "Thank you."

"Tell me when to stop." He replied as he poured. But he stopped before I told him too, and then poured in the next cup. He lifted his gaze to me. It was clear he wasn't talking about the milk.

"Uhm thanks..." I whispered with a small smile as he finished pouring and put the pitcher down. I turned around and located Richard still on his phone probably reading about the presidential debate. "I should..." I trailed off and turned to him. He had followed my gaze and was also looking at Richard.

This kid was bold.

"Are you eating breakfast by yourself?" I asked lightly. "Do you want to join us?"

"Your husband won't mind?"

I shook my head and laughed. "No. No he won't."

The guy took one of the coffee from me, to help me carry and we went over to the table.

"Look who I found Rich." Richard looked up as I placed his coffee in front of him and the guy placed my coffee on my side. He put his down at the seat beside me.

"Oh. Hey." Rich extended his hand and they shook it amicably. "You're in our hotel."

"Yeah what are the odds of that?" I said lightly.

"Glad you two made it." The guy replied as he sat beside me.

Rich put his phone down. "Yeah,it was a bit hectic but...you know thanks for the ride offer yesterday, it was just..."

The guy put his hand up. "No I get it. I probably wouldn't get in a taxi with total strangers either."

"You see!" Rich exclaimed happily. "That's what I was telling her." He pointed to me.

I rolled my eyes and picked up my toast. "I agreed!"

We all chuckled softly.

"By the way, what's your name young man?"

"La'oki." He replied.

"That's such a unique name." I commented, loving it a lot.

"Richard, or you can just call me Rich." Rich extended his hand again for another handshake.

La'oki turned to me.

"Allie." I responded. I shook his hand and he smiled as he held it confidently.

"Allie." He repeated. I smiled. Our grip loosened and slowly trailed off the other.

"Any recommendations for the area?" Rich asked La'oki.

La'oki settled back, his legs spread, briefly touching mine. "Oh I think my sister has an entire itinerary. I knocked on her room earlier, but she was still asleep." He chuckled. "I can ask her in about 2 hours and maybe...." He turned to me. "Maybe we'll end up hitting the same places. He turned back to Richard. "How long are you two here for?"

"Three days."

I drank my coffee in silence as Richard and La'oki went back and forth in casual conversation. I was crushing on him. There was no denying it. There was this energy about him that I could feel from where I sat. As if it was radiating off his body to me. This was weird. This was really weird and unsettling. There was no reason for me to have such a strong reaction to a stranger, no matter how handsome he was. I was literally on my honeymoon. Richard and I got along really well. We were a great couple. He did satisfy me sexual, so why...oh why was my mind drifting....i blocked out whatever nonsense my ego was about to get me into by thinking things way out of pocket.

Just enjoy, there's nothing more.

We ended up spending the day with them.

La'oki's sister Vykala was a bit standoffish at first. She clung to her brother, and it was clear how possessive she was of him. But slowly she warmed up as we went to the different sites and realized that I loved taking as much pictures as she did. She gravitated towards me. She knew English, but wasn't as fluent as La'oki. Their parents had put La'oki in an American international school, while they opted to put Vykala in a Japanese boarding school for girls. Growing up, they only saw each other 2 months out of the year. When they went out, they wore masks and know I knew why.

La'oki was a model. You didn't have to tell me twice, he looked every bit the part, so I wasn't surprised. He got discovered at 14. He didn't start seriously until 18. He was now 25 and had just renewed a 4 year modeling contract with Ford models. 25 was the age most female models started to retire. But for guys, they seemed to age like fine wine. To have a 4 year contract at one of the best modeling agencies in the world, meant that they saw gold within you. La'oki was beautiful. His features were sharp, he was fit, and honestly genetics played a role. He was of Asian descent so he probably will look the same for the next 20 years if he kept up his routine. These agencies knew what they were doing.

Vykala was in her 2nd year of university, studying to become a fashion designer. Her dream was to have her brother model her clothes.

Look, I'm not one to talk about sibling energy, I mean I had no siblings of my own. But where did the line get drawn. I knew there's such things as healthy relationships. But in this instance it really looked like she worshipped the ground her brother walked on. I mean I get it right...but....was clinging to him so much she gave the vibe of girlfriend normal? No right.

I wasn't hating....it was just off. He was a great brother I could tell. Pampering to her. But was that helping or hindering her?

None of my business. It was none of my business.

And every time she came and sat between La'oki and I throughout the day, if we happened to somehow sit next to each other. I ignored it.

It was none of my business.

None.

Because I was enjoying this fun filled day of sightseeing. I was enjoying having people around that actaully knew how to take pictures unlike Richard. And Richard was enjoying not being forced to take my picture.

Speaking of picture. Out of my peripheral view, I saw La'oki lean back and tap on his phone with a small smile.

"Did you just take a picture of me?" I asked turning my face to him fully. This was one of those rare occasions where we were sitting next to each other. Richard was reading one of the plaques , and Vykala had gone to buy water from the 7-11. My legs were tired after all the walking around.

"Maybe." He replied with a mischievous grin.

I leaned towards him and he showed me the picture he'd captured. Our head got a little close as I stared at the picture he'd taken of my side profile. It did look nice. How he captured that, I had no idea. He had the eye....and why did he smell so good? We've been out for 5 hours.

We hadn't separated from our proximity to each other. My eyes slowly lifted to his—-and then his sister came. I quickly moved over, giving her space on the bench between us, as she fit in like it was reserved for her.

"Nii-Chan." Vykala nudged La'oki and handed him a water bottle.

"Thank you."

I'm shameless. I'm shameless because I watched him uncap it and drink. I'm shameless because I took note of the way he swallowed the water, the way his Adam's apple moved. The way he wiped his mouth with the back of his hand as if he was in an ad for that particular water bottle.

I got up and went over to Richard, and hugged his waist as he kept reading from the plaque.

I loved my husband. I loved him. He was a great guy. He was attractive and kind. Why was I being so greedy. I put my head on his shoulder as I moved with him. I looked back only once to see La'oki watching us as his sister talked animatedly next to him. I turned my attention back to Richard and on Richard it remained.

I was better than that. So much better than that.

We left La'oki and his sister about an hour later to venture out on our own. I'm not going to lie, I had suggested it to Richard. I wanted to be away from them. This was our honeymoon. It only made sense to spend it together. Why let two strangers join? It was fun and now it had to stop.

We had a lovely dinner by the waterfront. Listened to jazz music and then went to the room and made sweet love.

We didn't see La'oki or Vykala at breakfast the next morning, and I was surprised how relieved I was. The day was spent in museums and galleries, and it made me happy. Looking at paintings regardless if I understood them or not made me happy. Why? Because it was up to the observer to interpret it however they wanted.

After another long but less tiring day, we had dinner, enjoyed the fireworks by the bridge and headed back to the hotel. Richard had a meeting, and I was restless.

I decided to head down to the indoor pool and jacuzzi.

No matter my fear of open water, I didn't mind the pool. Of course I never really ventured towards the deep end, but nobody had to know that. It was all about lounging and enjoying the water.

Now I don't know anything about fate, or destiny or timing, but there were only 3 other people in the pool area at 9:30 p.m.

And one of them was La'oki.

Who was just as surprised to see me, as I was to see him.

I couldn't deny the lift in my belly at the sight of him at the deep end of the pool, literally just relaxing.

"Hey."

"Hey." I replied warmly as I put my towel down at one of the empty lounge chairs. We hadn't seen each other since yesterday afternoon on that park bench.

A day and a half.

I got in at the shallow end of the pool knowing he was watching me. I also knew I looked great in my newly purchased purple string bikini set. I had worked out hard for this body for 7 months before the wedding.

I just want to give a special shout out to calisthenics.

 I might have made a slight show of going in the water. My back may have been a little more arched than usual, my steps slightly more elegant. Who knows, maybe.

We didn't really interact. Not verbally at least. He stayed in the deep end. I stayed in the shallow area, getting wet up to my chest. Doing a couple lazy movements before floating. I could float. I at least learned that. I could swim to survive, but probably not for more than 10 minutes. Yeah I didn't trust water.

He was watching me, and I knew he was. 5 minutes, 10...13. Our eyes met occasionally. A soft smile. Nothing more. One person got out of the pool and left. 5 minutes later the second person left. My back was to him as I watched the last old guy yawn and exit the pool area.

I was aware it was just him and me.

I should leave.

But I wasn't doing anything wrong.

Yet.

No, not yet, I wasn't doing anything wrong.

"Your husband didn't want to swim?"

I turned around. "He's in a conference call."

La'oki nodded.

"Where's Vykala?"

"She's at a meet-up with a couple content creators." La'oki responded.

I nodded.

We didn't speak again for a couple minutes as we both swam in our respective area. But the stares grew more intense. The energy seemed to be building between us across the entire pool.

I moved to the ladder and climbed out, water dripping down my body. I pulled on my bikini bottom slightly as I made my way to the jacuzzi.

He didn't follow. Not that I was expecting him too, but I felt him watching me.

The jacuzzi was no better. The heat, was actually, doing the opposite of what I wanted it to. Somehow I thought it would relax me. But the heat was energizing. Really energizing. Like you know when you're on the brink of getting horny. When your body is relaxed and all you want is to be touched.

I got up after 5 minutes. I need the cooler pool.

I made my way back to the pool to see he'd swam halfway towards the shallower end. He was hanging out on the side, watching me.

I slowly got back in.

"Is the Jacuzzi nice?"

I nodded. "You should try it."

La'oki pulled himself out of the pool, and I felt as if I was watching one of those cologne ads. He pushed his hair back, and wiped the water from his face. Water looked so good on him. It made his swim trunks cling to his body and——fuck—-

I swallowed my gasp and turned around as if I hadn't noticed. He was....a show-er...or had he grown? Either way... I lowered myself into the pool further than I usually do. I dipped my head, to cool off my entire body.

Fuck that print.

I took a deep breath, and moved around in the water. I was blurring the lines. Was I blurring the lines? I wasn't doing anything. It's not as if I would do anything. I turned to watch him in the jacuzzi. He'd once again, situated himself so he could look at me. His hands beneath the water.

It didn't look like he was moving them. Did I want him to?

What did I want him to be doing?

Nothing.

I wanted him to be doing nothing.

I took a deep breath.

Look away Allie. Why can't you look away?

You're not 18.

You know what those eyes are saying.

Look away.

I lowered my gaze to the water finally, but not without admitting, my heart was pounding.

Get out of this water Allie. Get out of this water. I lowered myself more into the water. Watching as he climbed out the jacuzzi. Instead of going where he came from. He came to my end of the pool and slowly slid in.

Get out the water Allie.

"It's hot." He chuckled.

I nodded and gave a soft giggle.

He did a couple leisure strokes and swam up to me. "How was your day?" He whispered.

Why was he whispering? Don't whisper. It sounds so seductive.

"Good, but tiring. Yours?"

"Good." He replied as we moved in the water around each other. "You leave tomorrow right?"

I nodded.

"How did you like Fukuoka?"

"It's nice." I whispered. Why was I whispering. Stop it.

Get out the water Allie.

He swam closer and I moved back just a little. He smiled. "My sister and I tried to tag you on CRYSTAL, but couldn't find you.

"I go by my middle name." My arm brushed his.

"You do?" He asked. "I go by my middle name on there too."

His wet fingers gently touched my forearm. "What's your handle?"

"@Aqu_light." I whispered as I stopped moving, feeling myself drawn to him. "Yours?"

"@Lanlan." He answered. His fingers slid down my arm to my waist under the water as he closed the gap between us.

"I should....i should go up." I whispered, my heart racing at his nearness.

La'oki nodded. "I should let you go up." He whispered.

Neither of us moved, as if we were suspended in time. I could feel the heat from his body, that's how close he was. As I stared at his parted, lips, I knew all he had to do was bend his head to capture mine. He couldn't do that. I didn't want him to do that. I didn't.

His head lowered slowly.

Get out the water Allie. My eyes slowly fluttered close.

It was such a soft pressure, before he deepened the kiss, tilting his head more into mine. My lips moved automatically, feeling a pulse between my legs before I quickly shoved him back.

Our lips separating. Our breathing harsh. My hands trembled on his chest. Hearts pounding as we stared at each other.

**

La'oki pressed me against the wall of the shower stall. His kisses deeper, hungrier. I matched him as I held his head in place. My arm around his neck.

His hands gripped my hip tightly as he rubbed himself against my center. His tongue caressed my own as our mouths opened wide. I pressed my head against the wall as we broke the kiss for air. His lips immediately kissing my chin, as I gasped. Kissing and nipping at my neck. I ran my hand over his wet hair as he kissed his way down my body, his hands sliding off my bikini top. He latched on to a nipple and twirled his tongue around it.

I moaned loudly.

He sucked it into his mouth and I gripped his hair. He groaned and moved to the next nipple, throwing my top down to the floor. I arched into him as my body begged for him to continue.

I was seeing stars. I pressed his head down and he obeyed. Kissing down my stomach. Kneeling on the floor as he pulled down my bikini. Untying it as he stuck his tongue out, immediately pressing it against my clit.

I gasped and looked down at the beautiful sight of him looking up at me. I held his head as I moved against his mouth. Grinding slowly on his tongue. Each movement making my body twitch with delight. La'oki, brought his hands up and parted my lower lips. Digging his face more as he run his tongue over me. Sucking and lapping. Sucking and licking. Kissing as my wetness smeared all over his chin. I bucked as I rotated my hips. Keeping his face where I wanted it as I rubbed my enlarged clit against his mouth. He took it eagerly. Moaning and tilting his head up. He sat down, holding my ass as I rode his face. Back and forth. Side to side. Round, and around, back and forth again and again and around again.

What a beautiful fucking face to ride.

I gasped as tremors overcame my body. Biting down desperately on my lip to stop from being any louder than I was, I leaned against the wall for support as my body quivered.

La'oki held my hip, to keep me balanced as he stood up. He immediately pulled his erection out, as he lowered his trunk. Breathing hard, he pushed me down to my knees. He didn't have to put much effort into it.

I was eager to kneel for him.

He stroked himself a couple times before pressing himself between my lips. His precum wetting me.

He threw his head back, gasping in satisfaction as my lips enclosed around his thick warm member.

I moaned on his dick as I swallowed him. Over and over again as he held my head. Saliva dripped down my chin as the tip of his head hit the back of my throat. He panted as I kept him there, shaking my head slightly so it could move against my tonsils.

La'oki immediately gripped the wall for support with both hands as he he pulled out and shoved himself into my mouth, once, twice a third time, until he fucked it quickly. I gagged, releasing globs of saliva and he pulled out panting. He slipped it in again. Fucking my mouth once more. Breathing shallow, as his hand touched my neck. He pulled out shaking, precum mixed with saliva created a long clear string of contact between his dick and my tongue.

He yanked me up wrapped his arms around me and kissed me. I sucked on his lips and then tongue as he stepped out of his trunks.

He gripped my thighs, parting them as he lifted me up in one swift motion and pressed my back against the wall.

I'm the one that reached between our bodies, stroking him as we kissed each other deep. It wasn't enough, it was never enough.

He reached for himself, his hand taking over as he rubbed his head at my dripping entrance.

I had no more air, so I kissed his chin as I moved against him. I licked his cheek, his ear. I sucked on it and he shuddered, putting the tip inside me. I bit his jaw and sucked his neck and he entered me with a uncontrolled grunt.

I panted at his wonderful intrusion as I wrapped my arms around his neck. My face pressed against his head as he moved in and out of me. The wet sounds of our fucking filled the shower room. He slid in and out of me slowly, testing, feeling, every crevice and ridge. Sliding back in with a little more force than when he was pulling out

La'oki pressed his hands against the wall as he directed his dick upwards. Groaning loudly with every hit. Every hit. Every single hit into my needy wet channel.

I ran my hand down his back, clawing at it for any semblance of grounding.

"Please...." I gasped, my voice shaking as he continued. The first word spoken between us since he pulled me out the pool to this shower room.

La'oki gripped my hip tightly digging his fingers into my flesh as he fucked me hard. My begging releasing the animal that was rocking at the edge of him. He moved his head and latched on to my neck. Biting and sucking it as my walls squeezed his dick tighter and tighter. Coaxing him, to continue at the same speed, at the same angle, hitting the exact spot. Over, and over, and over, and over, and over...I cried out as I clung to him. And over and over and over and harder and desperate and harder...faster, faster...more...more...I squeezed my eyes shut as an intense waterfall rushed through my body, rocking my world. Shaking me, as I held on to him. Biting down on his shoulder, I swallowed my cry as best I could.

La'oki gasped, pressing hard against me. Jerking inside me, his movements now sporadic as he kissed my chin, my face, my mouth. Kissing me deep , he jerked a couple more times, trying to get as far as he could as if to bury himself inside me. He stayed there, his dick twitching inside me.

Our kissing slowed down, our hips slowed, the sound of our heavy breathing reached both our ears. Our faces carefully parted as he jerked one final time inside me with a breathless groan, as if he got hit with a mini ejaculation. His body heaved.

My own body shook slightly as the aftermath continued. Tiny tremors of late orgasms, passing through me.

He pressed his forehead against mine, parted his lips as he took deep breaths. "Are you okay?" He whispered.

**

"How was the pool?" Richard looked up briefly from the computer screen.

"Fine." I swallowed hard as I closed the hotel door.

He nodded and returned to his conference call.

I slowly walked to the bathroom and closed the door. My body still shaking. I went to the shower and turned it on. Looking at myself in the mirror. I slowly took off the bathing suit, I had just put on no more than 4 minutes ago.

Who the fuck was I? What had I just done?

My body still buzzed from the pleasure. Looking at myself, I looked thoroughly fucked. Richard hadn't looked at me long enough. It was so obvious. I touched my face, my neck, going over the sensitive part where he'd bite me. I looked closer into the mirror. It was a deep purple if you looked close.

My heart raced. If I was white, it would have been an obvious bruise. I looked down at my chest which was lighter than my neck. 1, 2,..5 marks over my breasts. I touched them, still sensitive. He'd marked me. I covered my face in shock at what had just transpired.

I've never done anything like this before. I took one look at my hip, where his fingers had dug into several times. I closed my eyes and leaned against the sink, panting slightly. I was a monster. I was the worst type of monster.

I quickly got into the shower and let the water pass over me.

I closed my eyes.

The worst type.

I ran my hand over my chest. Because I wanted it again. I closed my eyes. And again. I moaned slightly as I re-lived the moment I my head, my pussy sore, but that kitty dared to throb.

The worse.

**

I looked at the clock.

2:33

I couldn't sleep. Of course I couldn't sleep.

I turned my head to Richard passed out next to me.

How did people do this? Where do I go from here? We just fucking got married.

I closed my eyes. This is nothing. This is nothing. It is a one time thing. You will never see him again. Forget about it. Forget. Everybody has their secrets. So what if he came inside, you're on birth control. It's fine. No protection...no fucking protection Allie? It's fine. It's fine, I'll go get checked. Nothing's gonna happen. Calm down. You're not the first wife to accidentally fuck somebody....accidentally? Is that what I'm going to call it. I couldn't stop I swear. I swear on my life, I couldn't stop if I had wanted it. That's how so far removed I was from the situation.

It was like I needed it. I needed it so badly and nothing could stop me. I swear if Richard had walked into the showers, I wouldn't have stopped.

I opened my eyes feeling hot once more. What do you do after you get fucked like that? I squeezed my eyes shut. Stop it! Stop it! This was a once in a lifetime event. Grow the fuck up, and let it go. This stays between you and La'oki, on this day, forever in memory.

The guy probably wasn't even thinking twice about what happened. He was probably sleeping on his bed peacefully, smiling to himself that he just fucked the shit out of newlywed older woman.

My phone vibrated slightly and I leaned on the bedside table to pick it up.

A notification from CRYSTAL.

Almost as if in a trance, I clicked on the friend request from @Lanlan and accepted it. A message popped up if I wanted to friend him back. I hesitated only for 2 seconds before agreeing. In 5 seconds, my screen changed.

His private profile now opened up to me. I stared in awe at his pictures. Of course they were amazing. He was a model.

CRYSTAL didn't have followers and people couldn't comment or screenshot. All they could do was like and send private messages only through mutual friends. La'oki had hundreds of thousands of likes on his pictures. I clicked on the Armani underwear picture. I stared at it, my mouth going dry. Oh that package was not photoshopped at all. I felt my insides turn to liquid.

A notification popped up.

A private message.

My heart raced as I slowly clicked on it.

I still want you so much.

I inhaled sharply and turned to Richard's sleeping face. Nervously, I replied to the message.

We can't. Let's forget this happened. I'm married.

I swallowed hard as his next message popped up.

I don't care. How do I make you mine?

I slowly closed my eyes. What have I gotten myself into. Taking a deep breath I responded.

Listen La'oki, this was a huge mistake and it won't happen again. Ever.

I sighed. Okay that's good. Straight to the point.

His next message popped up.

Cum on my face and say it.

My mouth dropped open.

He texted again.

Room 6402

My mouth went dry as I shook my head. He was crazy. I couldn't. I wouldn't. This wasn't me. I put my phone down and stared up at the ceiling, hearing Richard's soft snores in the background. I will not. Richard did not deserve that.

**

La'oki opened the door in his white boxer briefs and smiled. He yanked her in and shut the door behind them. Pressing her against it as he kissed her desperately. His finger fumbled on the wall to hit the do not disturb alarm.

He moaned, hearing her soft exhale, and tasting her plump lips. He pulled back slowly in satisfaction.

"We can't do this." She whispered panting softly.

"You have to cum on my face first." He reminded her.

She moaned and threw herself at him. Kissing him desperately, as he grabbed her. He lifted her off the ground and walked her to his bed as their mouths latched on to the other's like long lost lovers.