I'm trying to be happy and I'm trying to smile.
And my heart is racing like I just ran a mile.
But I'm loosing my head and I just feel like crying.
I just can't believe that my aunt may be dying.
I really love her, though I don't see her much,
Cause she made some mistakes and we got out of touch.
She's druggy and poor,
But I want to see her more.
I wish I had spent more time wish her...