Do you ever just want to give up? Just cry because you're weak? I'm so stupid. I don't deserve to be alive. I've messed up to many times. My best friend is a cat. A fucking cat. They say I need help. I need to be on medication. I'm not okay. I'm ugly. I'm fat. I don't deserve the friends I have. I just need to die. My therapist says I'm fine and that one person shouldn't bring me down. But he does. I guess I deserve it. I deserve to cry every night. Sometimes. I can't take it.