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Lillian: 《Regret》

The sun shined in my face as I slowly opened my eyes. Next to me was sister who was sleeping peacefully next to me. She had always taken good care of even even now. I get up and look around and sigh. Why did Sasha have to take ME of all people? Why did I have a pretty singing voice? If it wasn't for me, sister would still be happy, sister wouldn't be miserable like this. Soon it would be 1:00 pm. The time of my performance. I didn't want to sing, but Sasha forced me to. I hate her. She made me and sister suffer. She used my "talent" for her own selfish plans. I don't want sister to suffer any longer. But I don't have a choice to fight back. I don't have a choice to sing or not. But that doesn't matter now, I want to keep sister safe, like she kept me safe for my whole life. I don't want anything bad to happen to her. I glance at the clock. 12:45. I frown, only a little bit of time before the performance. Might as well get into my clothes. Taking off my regular ones and slipping  on a teal frilly dress as I hum a little warm up. Braiding two strands of hair from the sides of my head, and joining them at the back, I remember my mom teaching me before she died. My expression saddened as I adjusted my bow on the frilly dress. I look in the small mirror hanging on the wall. Looking at the clock once again, it's now 12:57 I hurry out of the room as I slip on the polished black shoes and rush to the backstage. If it didn't make it in time, Sasha would definitely whip me and sister. Sasha was there and tuning the speakers. She then went on stage and said the same  intro she's been saying for the past 2 weeks. Once she gets off the stage, I get on. The music waits for a moment before playing on the speakers.
*play video on top*
The electric music fills the air as I start singing the lyrics of the song. I chose this song because is about a person having low confidence and thinking they're worthless. I think that sometimes but sister always used to cheer me up. She would often make wood carving of me. She was really good at carving too, whenever she made a carving, it usually looked pretty realistic. It was like a mini version of the original thing. I miss the happy joyful days, but those are behind us now I guess. All happy things must end, that's just life. But I wish it didn't have to be that way. Staring blankly into the audience, I see them nodding their head to the beat. I close my eyes trying to think happy thoughts, but that never came. I kept singing, with little emotion. The chorus came as I try to sing with more emotion, but that never came, I couldn't put what I was feeling into the lyrics, the song, the tune, even though the song is upbeat and catchy, I didn't feel happy, I felt nothing. On the last verse, I had given up on trying to sound emotional, "Robbed of forgiveness for that thievery of mine" after a moment, the crowd aplauses and I open my eyes. I bowed and made my way to the backstage. Before I turned the corner, I heard sasha...and another voice. I peeked around careful of her not to notice me. "Yes, pick her up in a couple  hour please." Sasha told them. Pick up who? Sasha continued to speak, "yes, I'm sure, she's useless anyways other than giving that girl company" give who company? Who was she taking away? Then it dawned on me. Sasha was going to take Sister to a concentration camp. I tried not to scream and be angry. Instead, I silently walked backwards in the empty dark hallway, I started  walking back to where I was with small, but a little loud footsteps. I heard sasha said, " she's coming, pick her sister up in a couple hour" and then she hung up. I walk towards sasha and back to the room I was held in. Sister was still sleeping, the performance had only lasted about 10 minutes. I sigh and sit down. I had another performance at 8:00. The Same song. There wasn't anything to do so I went back to bed.
-Time skip-
I open my eyes. The time was 7:32. I got up and dressed in a different dress. A sparkly one with satin ribbons it was itchy but I didn't argue. Heading out of the room to the stage, I sung the sane song from the first performance.
-time skip again because Sayori is lazy-
Getting out of that awful dress and changing into my own comfy clothes, I notice sister was gone...I remembered the phone call Sasha had. My heart sank and I panicked, they took sister to a concentration camp! No! I refuse! I don't want to believe that they took sister! But after a couple minutes of denial, the cold truth sank in. Sister was gone. I silently climb in bed. I tried to sleep but I kept tossing and turning. When I take off the blanket, it was too cold, when I put the blanket on, it was too hot. Tears streamed down and onto my pillow as my heavy eyes started to close.
*dream*
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Huh? I stare out in the distance. But there were fire and candles. I hear screaming and reconcile sisters voice. But the fire swallowed her up, the flames danced around cornering, me until they closed in on me and turned me to ashes.
*end of dream*
I wake up panting heavily and in sweat. I look around but sister was not there. I notice a few piece of stone was a light color. I stood up and faced the wall. Using all my strength, I pushed the blocks out creating a small window. Looking around frantically, checking if sasha was there, I quickly jump out the window. Landing on my hands and falling to the ground, I stood up  quickly and ran bak to my house. Passing familiar streets I arrive. The house was still there. I go inside to retrieve some items. A small backpack with the following items, a small knife, bandages and rubbing alcohol, a small pink blanket and leftover slices of bread, fruit and 2 bottles of water.i run out of the house. Looking back once, I remember the times I spent there. But I can't stay there so I take a deep breath and took off...

A/N I WROTE 1136 WORDS YOU BITCHES BETTER BE HAPPY
GlassWolf102

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