2.x y o u h u r t m e
scp-035's pov:
As we held our hands together, while we searched around for Dr. Lockwood's office, i felt different.
I had an bad feeling about this whole situation. I out of nowhere had an distrust in my lover. I thought about the feeling. This was the first time ever I had this feeling.
This wasn't me at all..
Since we were together as a love couple, I've changed. What the love does with people..
I didn't change in a very good way. I wasn't myself. Was I scared of saying something wrong? This was fear to a hundred percent.
I had to be more careful, even if I loved him so much. I couldn't forget what he had done in the past. People change, right? Well he definitely didn't...
He was the same old Doc I knew since the cure started. Why was he so serious? Well there's an reason obviously..
I tried to ignore my emotions. I didn't want to annoy him right now.
The Doctor's pov:
I felt his warm hand in mine. The lovely silence..
Wasn't it breathtaking?
Well.. the answer is not clear.
Hmm..
But something is odd. The silence..
only the sound of footsteps, deep breaths and unsure thoughts were all stuck in my head. Wait- unsure? Unsure..
Hmm..
Was I.. unsure?
To be unsure is if you don't know something.. or..
Was it something different? Whatever.. it's probably nothing important to know.
But..,
something made me feel.. different.
I didn't feel like myself..
Was I too quiet or serious?.. My lover mentioned that before.. but.. I don't realize it.
Do I have to change the way I am? As much as I know, I should never change for a person or anyone else..
But..
I feel like my lover doesn't feel comfortable around me when I'm like this. Making up conversations, showing more interest-
That's it!
I have to talk more..
But..
How?..
What topic should I talk about?
Is he interested in it?
Would be get hurt emotionally..?
So many things could go wrong..
This was the reason why I've never talked much.
But talking to each other is important..
Also to talk the feelings and problems out..
I will have to change.
"Sweetheart.. I have thought about much right now..-"
"You're too quiet, you don't show any interest in topics, you can't spell out 'I love you', you can't show joy if nothing is funny and the last part is, you can't tell me what your problem is."
At this part we stopped and glanced at each other. I had to watch his face turning to tragedy..
Silence.
"You hurt me."
I couldn't talk. Whatever I wanted to spell out.., it couldn't come out.
"I-"
"Just tell me your problem, please. You have to understand.. You can't stay quiet all the time! You can't ignore what I am saying! Because then, I'll have to leave."
My heart pounded faster..
"I'm sorry.."
I closed my eyes slowly.
"I'm an coward. I've never learned how to tell people the truth. Also the silence amazes me."
"But you will have to understand that it's not good for me!- wait.."
He stared at me for a little in silence.
"Is that the reason why you have left?"
"No it's not!" I yelled and stared at him with anger.
"It's not the reason! And i would not try to hurt you! I am sorry okay!?" I again yelled. But I soon regretted to do so.
His face turned to complete tragedy, again. But this time, it was like it couldn't be worse..
"I.. I didn't mean to yell at you..- I apologize.." I tried to calm him down but he turned to face the exit of the hallway.
He kept on going slowly. I watched him following the way to the door as he turned around. Obviously a sign of waiting..
I kept on going behind him.
"I'm sorry.." I said quiet.
"Shut up.."
I felt terrible..
It had hurt so much..
Why was I like this?
I got an memory..
I.. was walking around in the night. It was in Italy. I watched the dark beach from an balcony. I remember my lover visiting the town I was at. It was beautiful..
"..Do you remember the beach at Italy? In Vieste?.."
I tried to cheer him up a little..
"..Yes."
"Do you remember Normandie?"
"Of course. Do you remember Mikonos?"
We talked a little about things we remembered..
After awhile, we held our hands together again.
This was the thing I wanted the most right now..
"Look, there's the office!"
I lead him to the door.
"We need a code for that.."
"Maybe she's in there?.."
My lover knocked on the door.
To our surprise, a camera appeared to be next to the door. It watched us.
The door opened.
We walked in slowly.
"SCP-035 and 049?" Her voice came from behind us.
"Take a seat please!"
She pointed at her sofa as we looked behind us.
"So, I'm sure you're here for my help. So how can I help you?"
"We want you to create an cell for us. The deal is, if you get us everything we want, we'll never leave this place."
She chuckled a little.
"Deer Doctor, I don't know if you're lying.."
"Dr Lockwood, our only wish is to be together in one cell. Also to have some books and that's all." My lover said.
"Well, 035, Maybe it would be an easier way for you to escape. You probably know we have a lot of floors, but the only chamber we could build is near GATE A. Both of you are stronger when you're together. So why should I?"
"Doctor, have you loved someone before?"
"No I did not."
"Doesn't seem to be true. The ring on your finger.."
She glanced at the ring.
"You have good eyes.." she smirked.
"Whatever. Yes, I have. And I regret it so badly.." She rolled her eyes dramatically and sarcastically.
"Now, would you do us the favor?" My lover asked.
"I'll think about it."
"We don't have much time left."
"Well you don't have to worry! Since I'm your only help and you two will never stop asking for it."
The Mask's pov:
I tried to be calm but was filled with anger.
Why couldn't this woman just agree?!
"The foundation would never agree to that. There are so many things that could go wrong. You're not allowed to be together in one chamber." She spelled wich made me completely angry.
"Then we would have to kill you."
My tentacles shattered trough the ground.
Her eyes went wide open.
"We don't have the slightest problem with doing that."
She stared at us for a moment in calmness.
Her eyes weren't wide open anymore.
"Fine."
She turned around and began to type something into her computer keyboard.
As she turned around to face us again, minutes passed by and she held a paper in her hand.
"I've created the room. As long as I talk with the foundation, you two will hide in here. DON'T kill anyone."
She left the room and the door closed.
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