"I don't want you."

The words kept repeating in my head

I could feel my heart crushing, ripping itself apart

I wanted to say something, anything but I couldn't speak... my throat was dry

Contrary to my eyes, which were getting filled with tears

I tried to hold it in; I didn't want to show you how much that affected me

But I couldn't, and the tears fell

And I was hoping that maybe I would see some regret in your words, just perhaps you did not mean it

But you had a face of steel

And it only made me break harder

It only made me feel sadder, lonely and abandoned